美的悲伤，美的喜悦，美的的世界

此刻的心情

2011-04-01T13:55:00.004+08:00

差强人意，

到底是懒还是真的那么笨？

开始在乎却。。。。。。

再酱下去，真的会前途茫茫~~~

友情，爱情

2011-03-23T21:20:00.004+08:00

友情，

对我而言，友情就是当你孤单和伤心时可以有人陪你聊天，可以无所不聊。聊到自己开心~~但我并没有还没找到一个可以跟我粘在一起，无所不聊的。可能我更需要的是一个能够了解我的人吧，跟我个性相像的吧。当我伤心事我会想找他倾诉，因为他了我。可能毕竟是女生吧，比较喜欢有个死党的感觉吧。。。。

最近，有个可以称得上好友的人出现了，但慢慢的，慢慢的我觉得原来我们的个性差满远的。。。。。。但我却有一个个性相像但却在很远的朋友。。。多希望他们是综合体。又是靠近我，又和我个性一样。。

爱情，

有时看到别人傻傻的暗恋别人，只能静静的等待，守候到最后却是无疾而终。。。那，值得可惜吗？值得等待吗？我一向不太和别人聊自己想要或等待爱情（我想可能吧）。因为害怕吧？害怕被知道喜欢的人吗？或许吧~~~也可能因为我不想再当人家的笑话，感觉就很不知量力吧？我不懂别人会不会有一样的想法。对我而言，爱情就是等待吧。。

看到一些身边的朋友暗恋的状况。。。

暗恋很痛苦，爱却不能说出口。

（其实我觉得这真的需要勇气，不然它就会悄悄的离你而去）

暗恋，只能观察，不能有实际行动。

（当看到不该看的却心痛不已）

暗恋，就好像只能偷偷的跟随，感觉好像小偷哦，但事实上却是心被偷了。。。

被偷得好远好远拿也拿不回，但更不想拿回。。。

所以就只能在远远的哭泣，没人懂~~

他们应该会有突如而来的情绪吧，有事没事的开心和伤心。。。。只因没人懂他们？还是只因为“他”不懂？

（以上纯属个人意见）

好好珍惜身边的好友和伴侣吧。。。。

最后

祝大家有情人终成眷属吧~晚安。。。

孤单。。。。。

2011-03-01T23:39:00.003+08:00

原来，当我最想找人听我说话时，在fb 上还是电话里都找不到。。。。有时我不对别人说是因为害怕。。。因为我爱面子吧。。。当我发现没有地方可以让我说话时，还好我还记得自己的一个部落格。。。已经封尘料的部落格。。。。最不开心，压力最大的时候，至少还可以在这里诉苦。。最近，压力好大！！

group work带给其他人很大的压力，我何尝不是。。。。逼你们？难道我不是也被其他的问题逼吗？你们要做的，难道我不需要吗？算了，既然选了当坏人，就不必在在意大家的看法了！！！

说了又不明白。东西也不作好！！！我又不是leader 啦，那么多管闲事干吗？！！

我真的不明白。。。。我真的很多事！！我好象丢开一切的烦恼哦。。。回到原点？可以吗？最近的脾气好差，一直被惹到。。。。

我真的希望，我以后都不会是因为不开心才来写blog..........

不过最起码它能让不开心的眼泪留下来。。。。

Random post

2010-09-08T22:54:00.003+08:00

The first round test had over, now is the 2nd round....

report and test cycle still going on and on ..... arh...... at least now have 1 week holiday for me charge my battery ^^

anyway my results still wont be good....

hmmmm 1 week holidays seems to be too long ad....==|||

boring and do ntg n the library is close during the holidays..... whr can i go???

still thinking

2ml i will be going to Lagoon with IMU fren ^^ hehe...

aikzzz...... plan to sing k in this holiday with pika and wen yee them 1, mana tau they having test so ngam, then i think wen yee n nicole cannot go le leh....><

bcos they having their lab on thurs le.....

then the maxcy yap said 1 go time square lo....den i dono how to plan lo...

head-aching ><....

har!!! today is my 1st time go to donate blood!! so scary!!! hahaha.....

now there was a hole on my hand.... not that pain ^^ I suggest you all to go too ^^

btw aft 19 years only i know my blood type is B...

haha this is a quite good experience. Going to try it again ^^

test test test.....

2010-08-12T20:02:00.002+08:00

连续4个星期的test。。。。明天才第二个而已！！！！哎哟。。。那些test到底有完没完阿！！！我的天啊！！我快疯了！！好啦，今晚不睡了啦！！！

懒惰下场2

2010-08-05T03:13:00.002+08:00

真糟糕3.13 了！！！还在读着！！但愿有两小时给我眠一眠！！

继续继续！！！快点赶完吧！！！！早点oioi!!!

当懒惰虫的下场

2010-08-05T00:33:00.003+08:00

懒惰的下场就是那么晚了还在读书，online....

活该的咯。。。平时不读书，临时抱佛脚！！！

现在有点头痛痛，头重重的感觉咯。。。

其实是因为太晚了，找不到人讲话，所以就来我的blog 咯。。。

好了，要继续加油了。。。

晚安！！！

噩梦！！

2010-08-03T20:21:00.004+08:00

sem 3 是我噩梦的开始啊！！！！　天啊！！！考试，考试，还是考试！！！一个星期一个paper!!!快疯了啦！！！好痛苦哦！！！　到底我能不能成功地毕业吗？？？我对自己的前途感到迷茫！！！看不清呀，看不清！！！

我觉得自己好没用哦！！只要一有小挫折就会在这里诉苦！

还要多久！！！虽然路是自己选的，但我真没想到自己会有那么大的困难。。。

当初的我真是不自量力。。。。

忙！！！

2010-03-31T08:12:00.002+08:00

接下来的几个星期都超忙的！课多不在话下，test接踵而来（不过也还好，只有3个），assignment3份和1个presentation.为什么老师们都那么猪啊！！！全部都在weeks 7 过后才给！！！结果功课都堆在一起！！只有1 份assignment是group work...也未免太惨了吧！！！haiz，接下来就是到MUET exam,又会和EOS clash 到！！又加上平时不读书，这次可要提早开夜车了，不然就来不及了！！！！

以前和现在的不同，开心的过往与融入不了的现在

2010-03-27T10:40:00.006+08:00

昨天和pika，joseph，linn,kevin 还有maxcy 去唱K，真的超爽的！！！
但是我的歌都被skip，不然就找不到要的。不过我还是很开心很开心。我真的很久没有酱享受我的友情。大玩特玩的，什么都聊，不会有顾忌！！这才是真朋友吧！！被关心的感觉很好，被朋友真心的笑也没关系，因为自己也很快乐。有存在感的感觉更好，起码有人还记得有我这个人的存在。

这些都是我现在没体会到的东西。每天都好像冷冰冰的感觉。没发现我的存在，不过还好有他们。可能他们都不觉得酱，可是我真的很高兴。不晓得为何在IMU好像就有和他们格格不入的感觉，虽然是朋友但都不是知音人。其实IMU和UCSI的style真的很跳tone，完全是不同的。其实有时没有知音，我真的觉得自己很逊。看到别人一大班的，自己就像多余的一样，不应该也不适合和他们站在一起。

这就是为什么我很喜欢和UCSI的朋友聚在一起出去。。。真的很有满足感。就像是我的支柱，快要崩溃时会有人扶你一把。可能会觉得我很夸张了吧，但我真的很享受和他们出去。这就是我所向往的友情，能说，能笑，被体会，被关心，被了解。
其实我也很害怕有一天会慢慢的被他们遗忘。。。
希望这永远都不会发生吧。。。

所以大家要记得常常约我出去哦！！=）

快被薰挂了啦！！！

2010-03-24T18:04:00.003+08:00

我的天呀！！！！我的房间真的不能住人的咯！！！！

当出租这里是应为便宜咯。。。我的房间是很靠近厨房的。。。一开始时还好，不过。。。

现在我的housemate有时叫他的朋友煮的咯，当他来的时候我就要受苦了！！！

有时很薰咯，弄到我很辛苦咯。。。有时他煮辣的东西时，我可是快要被呛死了！！！！

再加上我的房间有抽风机，所以更惨！！

哎哟！！他可以学好厨艺吗？？快被薰挂叻啦！！！

真的好讨厌哦。。。

Class C@NC3L!!!! AGAIN!!!! Duh!!!

2010-03-16T16:22:00.003+08:00

Aiyo today suppose have a class from 4 -7pm. Although is suffering, i willing to go now rather than replace it another day....

By the way, last week he had cancel 1 class already. So he is wasting my time.

2 hours lecture but at least 1/2 hours break.... omg!!!! wasting my time and money..

but he is quite good lecturer, what he teach I can absorb but i really not satisfied with his time management lo.....

In the beginning, he said we might need to go back late because he will keep giving us exercise, but he didn't, even the exercise send to us is less.

In IMU, tis is my second semester, but is the first time I met with this type of lecturer. Actually IMU lecturer is very high quality. Anyway this lecturer is the part time lecturer... I really tak boleh tahan him keep wasting our time.....

I really miss the Miss Mercia ( foundation accounting lecturer)

aiks!!! Beh tahan!!!!

Going to complain on my reflective diary already!!! hng~~

My 1st video presentation!!!xD

2010-03-09T20:22:00.006+08:00

This is my presentation video...hehe

I feel is quite nice the title of the presentation is silent drama hahaha...

Anyway i really beh tahan my character is a mom!!! a cleanner!!! omg is sooooo old!!!!! T.T

Anyway my group mate had done a good job!!!

Enjoy the video!!!

how was the video??hehe =D

晴晴

2010-03-04T11:35:00.007+08:00

Qing Qing is my niece a very cute fatty!!! hahaha

she recently like to 翻来翻去。that day she sleep on my bed that around 7 inch,without bed frame(luckily!!!xD). then i use the pillow and booster and put beside her, avoid she falling down from the bed!!! mana tau, i forget the booster is cylinder 1!! can move !!!

The end of the story was she falled from the bed!!!! we can heard thew sound "pok" sound at downstairs le.... aikz!! pity her ~~haha!!!

see her cute photo here

This picture is recently take 1!!haha!!that day she seat on the baby walker and keep chasing Ah dou(my hse's small doggy). then Ah dou keep barking on her....xD

Older photo!!!

this photo i think is not even 1 month 1!!! her face look so naughty!!!

She really look like a boy!!!

I like this photo!!! is so charming!!!

the last 1!!!she really like a boy!!!

da dang!!~~xD

hahahhahaha....

会错意了

2010-02-05T17:57:00.001+08:00

我还以为你是来安慰我的。但好像在奚落我叻，好像在强调一些事。或许你没那个意识，但我听了还蛮难过的。

对话内容：

(不过话题是我先聊起的啦）

我：我在这里好像没有gang这样的咯。。。你又觉得这里的朋友和以前的不同吗？

A：是咯。一定有不同的咯。你好像没有gang这样的咯。。。不过参gang也要看性格啦。有的就是会有不一样的性格。

好，还有一些东西的，不过不写了。。。。其实我可以算是跟他同一gang的。“他有说我没有时常跟他们一起”，所以是说我不是那gang的吗？不知道啦！！！我知道他不是那个意识，但我真的很不爽。感觉好像我不应该跟他一个gang。。。不过说真的among 他们我的成绩是最差的，难道是因为这样吗？

经他这样一说我才发现，我没有很好的朋友叻！！！

哎哟！！！！！很奇怪啦！！！到底是怎样啦！！！我在这里好像没有朋友哦！！！有时和他们一起，他们会忘记我的叻！！！真的很没有存在哦！！！我好想念Maxcy 哦，以前至少还有他陪

我。还有 wen yee 和 pika 他们。。。。。

虽然没有朋友不会死，但是没有朋友很辛苦。。。

好奇怪的感觉。。。大家一定会叫我找别的朋友对吧？但他们算是比较同一类型的了。。。。

有别的办法吗？？告诉我吧！！！！

..... Moodless.....

2010-01-26T00:27:00.003+08:00

Have a steamboat with my friends. Erm, suppose to be a quite happy dinner, but....
Is it my problems? Thinking too much... Just feel like ignore by someone....don't no, i just feel back to the happiest moment in UCSI. Recently i saw a lots of photo in facebook all is my friends...Many UCSI friends that I quite close to....but now no longer to be mine friend anymore. Just feel that they are disappear in my life.

Don't know why just feel that I have no value, like a rubbish can easily the left out by anyone in anytime.... I try to make myself to realise by other, but it don't look like me... Just don't suit me. Maybe the happiness that I desperate is no longer... I don't know, I just know that my life is going on and on but i keep looking to the back ... Already 1/2 year in IMU but i still looking backward... I still dreaming in my dream.

Left UCSI I lost my friends, I lost 1/2 of my happiness. I lost more than what i get. I don't even know whether i can pass my 4 years smoothly...
I wish to be like Pikachu... Lots of friend , no one will ignore him... How can I be like you???
I know I'm ugly, but give me a chance to talk... T.T

是成长的时候了！！！

2009-10-21T22:42:00.007+08:00

没有了一群好友的包容，体谅，安慰，支持。。。

要开始学会包容，要让自己又存在感，不要再做个等待别人理会的人了，要让别人知道你的想法。。。

要敢作敢言，说到做到，不要再做一个永远不会对自己说的话兑现的人。。。
要学会主动，体谅，包容，忍耐。。。

*切忌：
妒忌心，小气，心浮气躁，嘴多，想太多，“说太多，做太少”，懒散！！！

在新的环境，无从选择，不能再依赖你们了，唯有成长才能放开一切的恶习。。。

****不要再活在自己的记忆中了****
不要为别人而努力，要为自己而加油。。。
希望我真的能够做到。。。

Th3 1st Post aft 10,000 years

2009-09-02T09:01:00.003+08:00

I didn't update my blog for a round 2 month already....hehe anyway not because of busy, just lazy and and moodless to blogging in this stupid house with a super slow line.

Anyway, just officially inform everyone, I have not in UCSI anymore.
Now having a newlife in IMU. New friends, new enviroment, new lecturers, everythings is new.But i don't really like the enviroment here (but its not that bad)I just don't have a gang of friend like what I have in UCSI and funny lecturers. Anyway you still see me in UCSI because sometimes I take UCSI shuttle to LRT station (make my life easier).
Haizzz~ really miss the time in UCSI, but I need to wake up from my past facing lots of study, sooooo difficult chemistry(most killing subjects)
but something I like in IMU is I learn Nutrition subject in the first semester.=D

Argh, now already 7th weeks in IMU, another 7 weeks i will having my final. Hope I do well la...
I try to update my blog more often ^^

我很烦恼 2

2009-06-23T20:38:00.003+08:00

Yes!!! 我很3心2意！！！

In the beginning, I want to learn how to do cosmetic and be a Nutritionist but I think I better to have a full knowledge in one of the field and not to be half in this and half in that lo. So I better to have a decision.So,I had decided to concern back on my Nutrition course. But I still asking for others suggestion.

So that day, I go to the edu fair in mid valley. I go for others university to ask about what I want. Finally I realize something very bad. So now I am facing a lagi dilemma situation. What should I do?????
I don’t know when I will have the answer but I hope as fast as possible.

Anyway, the H1N1 is started spread in Malaysia, take care everyone.

我的烦恼~

2009-06-22T22:09:00.003+08:00

很烦啊！！！烦了很久啦！！！

Biotech? Food Sc. & Nutrition? 我改选那一科？
完成Biotech degree 的话，我真的可以在研究护肤品的行业工作吗？
Regarding to my lecturer, she said that I can further my education after I finish my degree in Biotech.
I can further my study in local University with Nutrition course. So when I heard that I was really happy that I can make the decision.
I thought I can change my course to Biotech and can take Nutrition in master.
Haha~
In the beginning, I thought this is the perfect plan for me. I’m really happy because I had solved the problems that make me headache. Sadly, this is just the beginning of my problems.
After discussed with my family, they said depends on what I want la. But they not really support me to change the course.
My sister said that if degree take Biotech and master take Nutrition like learning things in half way.
See ha, Biotech is a very wide field lo. I am learning only a bit a bit from the entire subject in degree, the knowledge I know will not be that much is generally knowledge only. If I really interested I should further my education in the field I want.
If like that I cannot take Nutrition anymore. By the way, I want to change course is because that I don’t like to study Food sc. In UCSI, the Food Sc. is the major lo.

Then when discuss with my sister, I only realised that local U is using in Malay Language in the syllabus. If like that I sure die liao lo, I using English in my secondary and degree syllabus then suddenly change to Malay I don’t think that I can study well lo. I really don’t know the entire scientific name in Malay lo.

Besides, if you are the employers would you take the interviewer that has study many subject but have the general knowledge only? Or you will consider the interviewer that has concern on the only subject? That’s why. I also need to consider these types of problem. Most of the people said that, aiya study only la, you mostly won’t work on what you study. But I study this course is so expensive, I don’t want to waste the money. TnT I wish to work what I had to study, but I cannot predict it la >.<

So, what should I take? I only interested in Nutrition but not in Food Sc. But not totally hate this course la but not very interested lo and I don’t think I can discover any new food lo. And recently I realized that, I cannot cook very well. Erm, there is also another problem is what my friend told me, I also think about this question before. As a nutritionist, I should have a very healthy outlook, but you see I’m overweight. I got to loss my weight before I finished my degree >.<, if not I sure cannot be a nutritionist lo. So should I just take Food Sc. & Nutrition or Biotech (and take Nutrition in master).
Argh~~ I keep on change my mind…
In the beginning is 50% 50%,
then is 40% Food Sc. & Nutrition, 60% Biotech
now is 60% Food Sc. & Nutrition, 40% Biotech
I don’t know what I is my decision after tomorrow edu fair. ‘n’

StuPiD C@T

2009-05-26T21:43:00.007+08:00

So long didn't update my blog already. Finally today I have the mood. But this blog I would complain many things.

Haiz~recently 2 of my housemate take a street cat from a mamak, then they want to 收养 the cat. Say the truth, I really don't like cat, but not scare ok. Just hate cat, but love dog. Back to the problem, now it facings so many problems.
First, the cat is allowed to walk any places as it like means it can go out from the house also. It also means the stupid cat can go out and play with others stupid cats and fight with them also.

Besides, it likes to shit everywhere, no la actually is it step on the poo poo and walk around. It dirt the floor le. That day they bought the sand for the cat, lagi teruk the whole floor is the sand lo. The living room aleady very dirty, now still add another dirty cat. Haiyo really cannot imagine if the auntie didn't come and clean the house yesterday. The pussy cat is so naughty, she like to jump here jump there. she jump to the table when they are eating a~ so dirty lo....

Today I really very very very very angry already. The pussy cat go into the kitchen in the afternoon. Don't know who lo, didn't throw the residue of the food after eating. Then it jump and go open the food, but luckily i saw lo, she failed to do so. Then her tail kena side of the plate on the rak and something on there lo. really very dirty lo. Kitchen is the place with a lot of food le, the cat so dirty, somemore she fight with others cat and become dirtier. She is spreading the germs le. haiyo!!!!

At night, when I cook my food,the cat also walking in i really very angry lo, but how you chase also won't go want lo. Then 1 of the housemate (a boy that want to 收养 the cat) like don't care don't care like that lo. But i think he also very 不爽 already lo, because I always complain the cat. Then after i cook i sit in my room and ate. Then another housemate( the girl that want to 收养 the cat) back. She asked where the cat,(If no mistaken la, I sure that he said so)the boy said maybe maymay chase her out already lo. I keep quiet (I though i listen wrong, but i don't think so), then the cat come out from the kitchen and meow-ing(at that moment really need to thanks her lo). But the housemate really terlampau said like that.

I really hope the cat run away lo~don't come back anymore!!!
I HATE CAT!!!!
By the way I really start don't like some of the Scopio male already~ Wei Wei I agree with you, but I hope I will change my mind.

~N3w SemMesT3R~

2009-05-07T09:54:00.006+08:00

Time flight~
Already one year I study in UCSI... I year before i just start my foundation here...
The first fishy things I did in UCSI:
one year before I'm a ne w students in UCSI, tat day was the first Orientation day. Then my friend ask me to do the course selection first la because the next day she don't have class so we go Midvalley. Now the problem is I not yet do my course selection, so need to find Mr.Yim ~~kok gai~~ hehe... then to make me dont for get the name I related his surname with the kim possible(that time still don't know he got yim kok gai this name)....haha...then when i enter his office

Me: May I see Mr. "Kim" ?

Mr. Yim: (I forgot what he said but is something like that) Mr. "kim"? (He look like O.o)Are you sure?

Then I walk backward and see the name outside the office and say again his name. Really feel embarrass. Then he asked me to do the course selection online. (if still remember we got to go the computer lab to do something only can activate the e-advantage account)

So, i go to library to do the course selection. Then my friend said got to see the technical to solve this problem. so we go up stair to find them. On the stair case when I want to walk faster, I have a very great fall...walao~really so xia suai, luckily not many people at that time. the most dangerous is my mouth nearly knocked the floor....

what an embarass day ==!!!

haha~see now think back just like yesterday happened....

2009-04-14T22:42:00.004+08:00

Suddenly feel want to eat durian~

so hungry, to night no dinner for me

T.T

LuCkY DaY ^^

2009-04-10T17:15:00.002+08:00

Today is my first paper. Haha is Moral studies. Erm yesterday I only study those tips until 3 am like that la. But i'm so stupid surpose no need to be so concern on this subject, because I already study for 1 week. Haiz, the MCQ question is from the mid-term paper almost 80% from there. Then the case study also not that difficult. The conclusion Is those I study 1 week before is useless. Haiz, then now is the time for CE and business.

Haha, today A Gil so good he give us tips. I never ever think he will give tips. But he really a very responsible lecturer. He give us 7 chapters to study 5 of them is essay question and we need to do 2 question.

Another things that I happy about is my business internal mark higher than what I espect but is still very terrible due to the very worst mid-term. But I already very very very happy lo. haha=)

Wh@T Th3 Dooo!!!!!!!

2009-04-07T14:23:00.004+08:00

WHAT'S WRONG TO POST MY FEELING IN MY BLOG?
THAT'S MINE,OK?
TELL ME!!!
@#$%^&*!@#$%^@#$

YES!!!

2009-04-03T11:56:00.004+08:00

YEAH!!!!
I found a room already^^stay with Joanne.
It's a single room~but it really very small but is enough for me
and it only RM315 all included except TV, but I don't think I need it
wakaka, I really very lucky lo. That's a last room and there have course mate friend stay with me.
Then this morning I think I need to find so a long time at least one hour but I'm so lucky 10 minutes like that.
Wakaka~but the air-cond share room also very cheap because also RM 315 only, have bigger space but need to share lo,no privacy. Better don't want share la, already have an experience. ~~But I think I want air-cond and bigger space more than privacy~~ =P
so next semester I will shift there.

Haha, I'm so lucky=D

很烦aR!!!!

2009-04-02T22:08:00.009+08:00

Taman Conaught really tak ada satu tempat is selamat want lo. I want look for a room now, but due to the safety problems make me headache, by the way not only safety problems la.
2 place for me to choose

1) pikachu's house
advantage- good housemate, same course, can go class together, more safety
disavantage- rumah so small then need to squeeze 7 people, need to buy some furniture (when i go back what should i do with the furniture le?).

2) Teres house (by the way tomorrow only I go find the room)
advantage- big enough for me, nearer, full furnish.
disadvantage- dangerous.

After this post, i think i know what i want already. Finally~
原来一直是我要求的太多。
明明就很简单，却被我弄到很复杂。
不要想太多了，Miss Lee!!!

ShoRT PosT

2009-04-02T00:26:00.003+08:00

To night no mood to study, just because so many things I think about. Those that I can't care I also want to think about, those i need to care I also gt to think about, feel headache liao. I want to see this people, this people make me feel sickening. Just because of you. Bring a lot of irritating things to me. Haizzz

ProB N STAt

2009-04-01T20:15:00.004+08:00

This lecturer so cute. She is teaching me probability and statistic.
Today a lecturer using the class for so long, he is late to let the student go back.(so resposible , but he always like that...hah) So we are waiting outside with Miss Chan. So we chat awhile, then she decide to go in to the class room.Before she go in she said, you all will support me, right? then she go in, but all of us still stand outside the room. then she turn back and said "why you all didn't support me want?"(in mandrin). haha, in the situation is really funny lo. Maybe she talking mandrin feel very close to her. ~~By the way, she look like student more than lecturer because she look young.~~

Actually she is a very good lecturer, she put a lot of effort to teach the student but the class is too noisy. Sometimes, we still saw her crying. haizz, so pity lecturer. Nevermind she won't teach after this semester. This is good for her also la. Good luck to her ^^

~buSiN3Ss Pr3S3nTaTioN~

2009-03-31T19:47:00.000+08:00

Today is my business presentation. Finally can done the presentation,so happy,haha. Remember that day I said a African girl, the one didn't do anything. she said she want to present, just for the introduction. What the doo!!! So angry her lo. Nevermind we had done the presentatio. YiYin and Debra(group leader) doing the presentation. They do the presentation very well^^ Good JoB^^

Lawrence, Chung Hui, Ah Ying, Me, Mei Kie, YY and Debra

We purposely don't want to ask the girl that din't do everything want to take picture. Haha, she want to be bad to us at first. By the way I love them so much, they are so good.

YiYin- so cute, like to play and jokking（by the way his name like girls name la=X)
chung hui- so gentlemen, so good (he look younger than us,but he is older than us)
Lawrence- so quite, but also quite good
Mei Kei & Ah Ying, so close liao no need to say lo^^

haha=D

~HAPPY ENDING~

Today I really have a very happy day but not only the presentation.

~人生~

2009-03-29T19:33:00.000+08:00

我可能只是你人生里的过路客，
但你可以是我人生中的贵客。
可能连你都不记得你所做过何说过的事，却可能是启发我人生的一句话。
十多年后，可能连我是谁你都记不起了，但当年的事却还在心头，令我毕生难忘。

~S@TuRd@Y~

2009-03-28T22:23:00.000+08:00

Actually today I also plan to switch off the light. But don't know who 误导 me say will automatically no electric current =.=
So that day we didn't switch off the light and we still having BBQ.
sound very terrible, but it really terrible =P
ok, I try to find 1 day to switch off all the light in my house for 1 hour, but is in the morning ^^

Wh@T KinD oF Pe()PLE...ARGH!!!

2009-03-26T21:38:00.004+08:00

My business assignment group having 8 members. 6 chines, 2 I think is African. One of the African quite ok she do many things, like a leader. Then, another didn't do anything at all lo. She didn't come to the meeting before today lo. Today the first time, we saw her. Then the leader(one of the African) let her to do the conclusion, but she don't know all about the assignment how she going to do wor. I open all the file that we had done to show her, she take out a piece of paper and write there (anyway I though she did it earlier). I sure that she just simply do because she didn't read all the information. The conclusion is really important le. How can do like this.

She really very over lo. At first, she ask me to open her pen drive I though she 1 to show her work, but no,she want to see her CE assignment( that we have already pass up this morning), like this also never mind. the most important is she ask me and Tze Ying go print for her. What the doooo!!!! Very terlampau le, I'm not your CE group mate also you want us to do it for you, some more you didn't do the business assignment le. Luckily the day before, Mei Kie already report to Ah Gil that she didn't do work..."该死" lo!!! really so angry lo. Ah Gil said she will get zero lo. I really can't accept this type of people, so terrible，really 厚颜无耻。

Actually Ah Ying and me planned don't want print for her want, but got a group mate so good ask us just print for her lo, so never mind lo just print. Haiyo, want others to print la,then don't want give enough paper la.Then we just gave her, then she didn't thanks us also.

After she finished the conclusion for the assignment in a paper, she like want us to type for her also. Really beh tahan. No manners at all and irresponsible. me and Ah Ying so angry with this people. Hope she didn't get any marks for the assignment lo, irresponsible at all. Now only realise she got to do the work. Sorry to said so, YOU ARE TOO LATE.

烦。。。iRRiT@tiNG~

2009-03-25T20:54:00.001+08:00

I can't stay at hostel already. Next semester onwards TT. Yesterday before prob & stat class i go and see the list. haha so happy^^ my name is there. After class I go and see again my name is not there already TT Adeleen still say,no la the upstair name list gt my name, haizzz still don't have. So we go to ask Miss Felicia, she said that one wrong already this one is the correct one. That means i cannot stay at hostel already la. So piglet !!! I don't want ~~
Anyway, I have one room now, but feel like want to stay in hostel. I want to stay in hostel not because of good service,just because it is near the classroom and can wake earlier lo. Haiz~~
凡人 = 烦人

闯情关

2009-03-21T22:40:00.001+08:00

可怜的姐夫来娶新娘时，要过五关斩六将还蛮惨的。

第一关：
都是姨妈姑姐的一些问题并无伤大雅。最笨的是问到他，我姐姓什么？他竟然回答应该是李吧，结果被炸，你也应该是娶错门口了的啦。哈哈~竟然有人不知道自己老婆姓什么的。。。真糟糕。。。

第二关：
是我的表姐们设的。用脚夹麻将，不过麻将时放在冰水里的。erm~还要夹4 个“发”噢。哈哈，可怜吧~他一个人夹了几个，不过只有2个是。过后，就叫兄弟团帮忙咯，但他的兄弟很没义气叻，因为大家都要逃的感觉。有一个是硬硬被推出来帮忙的。

第三关：
姊妹关，哈哈他这下可惨了，首先是辣椒侍候。饼干里有辣椒将和小辣椒哦。过后还玩之内裤勒，要他们穿上。他们当然只是水边套在手上拉，过后新郎要kiss那5个套着纸内裤的兄弟。哈哈~最后在献上一杯饮料----milo+ 生蛋，好恶心叻。结果他们还是喝完。

哈哈，这就是所谓的闯情关了吧！！！

下次再upload照片吧~

海盗

2009-03-20T10:00:00.001+08:00

太恐怖了，我的家好像被洗劫过一样。那天，我姐姐在家里宴客，请了一些亲戚朋友来。我的大姨，总共有11 个孙，不过那天跟来的只有6个，不过已经足以致命。真的太恐怖了现在的小孩，不能乖乖坐着，跑来跑去不能停，有大喊大叫，没有一刻安静（除了睡觉）。过后，他们还要跳床。因为所有小孩都集中在我的房间，所以我有点生气了，结果都被我骂。其实，我还蛮喜欢小孩子的，但他们太活跃了，又不听话，气到我啊都快要吐血了。最后，我决定了把我方门锁上。哈哈，放心多了。^^

当小孩聚在一起都爱争东西，还好他们没大打出手，不然就好看咯。他们要回家的时候是最最最可爱的了。哈哈~~~

为什么么他们是海岛呢？因为我家的一些东西都报销了又有点乱七八糟的。我的房门柄块坏了，客厅的sofa有点小伤，楼梯的扶柄下面的铁枝断了一根还有垃圾乱乱丢。haiz~太恐怖了
相比下我表嫂的4千金中的其中3 个乖多了，因为其中一个就是踏断铁枝的凶手。

我姐姐的新家更惨，不过是她老公那side的小孩啦。他们可以把 astro smartcard 拔出来叻，还很开心地说“你看我拿到了！！！”实在太可恶了。她新家的两张能360度转动的椅子报销，大概寿命只有一星期。

实在太恐怖了，现在的小孩！！！

~W3DDiNG~

2009-03-20T08:55:00.003+08:00

Today I skip my business because tonight at my house got party. My sister wedding party.Actually my sister is really beautiful ^^haha

but I only got 1 photo. I will update more after this^^

we not look like sibling right?haha next time I put another sister picture. Also not look same want. They always said I'm kutip balik beside the rubbish bin TT

半情歌 --- 元若蓝 (很好听^^，但很伤心）

2009-03-17T20:50:00.003+08:00

花接受凋零风接受追寻
心的伤还有一些不要紧
我接受你的决定

你将会被谁抱紧唱什么歌哄他开心
我想着天空什么时候会放晴
地球不曾为谁停一停

你的明天有多快乐不是我的
我们的爱是唱一半的歌
时间把习惯换了伤口愈合
也撤销我再想你的资格

你的祝福一半甜的一半苦的
像我手中冷掉的可可
最最教人残念的总是未完成的
我只能唱着一半的歌

你将会被谁抱紧唱什么歌哄他开心
我想着天空什么时候会放晴
地球不曾为谁停一停

你的明天有多快乐不是我的
我们的爱是唱一半的歌
时间把习惯换了伤口愈合
也撤销我再想你的资格

你的祝福一半甜的一半苦的
像我手中冷掉的可可
最最教人残念的总是未完成的
我只能唱着一半的歌

我的明天快不快乐都是我的
我们的爱是唱一半的歌
时间把习惯换了伤口愈合
也撤销我再想你的资格

你的祝福一半甜的一半苦的
像我手中冷掉的可可
最最教人残念的总是未完成的
另一半的歌

不知为何，听到这首歌有点感触。。。

不想了

2009-03-17T20:18:00.009+08:00

昨天看到她哭。我不知道她为什么哭，可能是看到了吧。我不确定，只是在写得时候有这样的预感。其实，我这次有点不太想知道，因为不想再解释（如果真的因为这样）。既然我也下了出来也不必怕些什么了。这次想再自私多一次，对不起。但我们真的是个性差别很远，我并没有责怪的意识。你并没有错。

当然我不希望她是因为看到才哭的。昨天因该是我第一次看到她哭到那么厉害吧。所以我想她应该不会因为我这一点小事哭吧。问过她，没回答。我也不想多追问了，到她真地问我时，可能我也会说不出话吧。

我想她也不会可能我这样写而哭的吧？因为感觉上我没有在她心里占那么重要的位子。可能想多了吧。
可悲的我，原来我都不太会和别人相处，还一直以为自己在这方面做得很好。

We3kenD T.T --14/3 & 15/3

2009-03-16T23:22:00.004+08:00

On saturday I was having a moral test so leave at hostel, need to wait until saturday morning only can go back. Erm ~then i having the test earlier. Haiz, i think my test already die liao la, i dont think will be very very good, The last semester paper that teacher gave I didn't syudy. But I having another test paper that is earlier that the teacher give.

假厉害咯, I though the teacher will not giving the test base on the test paper she ask us to study lo. then i just study the one I have.
So the conclusion is listen to the teacher. what she said is right, because so many question from the test paper T.T
Anyway, anyone got any good idea to study? because what i had study 1 week before i can't remember at all, so pity. want to be hard working lo,study early early then everythings I can't remember. Is it my brain having big problems? I think is time to check my brain too><

When I reached home I realised my house look beautiful already because it is painted^^(my sister will having wedding on this weekend) haha
then I realised my room also painted, then i went to clean up my room. I realised one of my 红包 with around RM200 is lost TT after that my mum told me maybe took by the Indonesia worker who paint my room. Because when my mum keep the 红包, the worker saw and maybe he took it away TT that means this year I have no 红包 money and the money grandma give me on last year birthday. I so appreciate 红包 my grandma give. I just want to keep it and not to used, but now the worker had took it TT feel want to kill him already la!!! hmmm诅咒他！！！
诅咒他一早起床就敲到头，走路跌倒，吃饭啃到。总之就黑锅背多多。hmm~我可不好惹的哟！！！

Wh0 Am I?

2009-03-13T13:37:00.006+08:00

Do you think you should treat your best friend like this? Anyway,I know now you no need me as your best friend anymore because in your heart you already have another "best friend" that much more better than me. I think you do not need me anymore. I really feel so.

Maybe because of I am so emo and sensitive but i really hate this feeling. Just a small things only also can't tell straight and forward. This kind of small things you also feel like don't want to tell me. Just keep everything in your heart, like don't want to tell me like that. Why other best friend can be so close, can share everything with each other,but why we can't? Or the most important point is we are not the best friend? You make me also like don't want to tell you anything already. Now only I realised very close friend not equal to best friend. We are always together but you just don't like to talk to me. This is your character, maybe you would not change. Sometime I really feel difficult, when stay with you. I know you for 3 to 4 years already but I feel I'm more close to 咏欣, Pikachu ,Wen Yee and also Maxcy. Well, I know Maxcy not for very long but we are very close.

Maybe just because our characteristic to different. A very very big difference characteristic. I am so talkative and you are so quiet. I'm so so so so active,but you don't like to be active. 咏欣, you are right, it is so easy. If she or he is your type just talk more, if not no need to find something to said. No need to make yourself feel difficult. Anyway, best friend I don't think we are but we still friend.

勉强果然没幸福。
勉强会让自己不开心，也会让人觉得难受。
就像是你一直把东西塞给别人，其实别人并不想要。
到头来人家也只会说；“你只是一直逼着我要你的东西而已”
我觉得这句话真的说得没错。

大家有意见就说出来，如果不同就各做各的，不必太迁就。
其实我一直执著“好朋友”的定义。我认为好朋友应该常陪伴对方。可是，我渐渐觉得这变成了我的负担。我想好朋友相处就像情侣一样吧，一定不会觉得对方是包袱。哈哈，真觉得好笑，到现在我才知道道理。希望我可以改变自己。
其实我觉得大家都知道对方不是自己想要的，只是刚好上天又把我们凑在一起了。有被作弄的感觉，老天爷总爱这样。
Anyway，我们没吵架~><
只是一些小事，令我想起的问题。

Tak BoL3h TahAN

2009-03-12T23:23:00.008+08:00

I hate when i talking no one reply. At least you need to let me know or u pretent that you are listen to me lo.When I'm talk to XXX seriously, there is always no reply want. That's why I don't like to stay at my room. Cannot hear what am I talking when XXX is MSN-ing totally no reply,seems I'm not alive.~~anyway I know you chat with your best friend, but no need treat me as transparent want lo~~ Sometime I will think har, i die already is it , XXX seems did not hear me at all. Yes sometimes have no respond from XXX did not say any words, like" wait a while "or others, really angry. Did XXX know I'm really angry about that. Haizzz~anything la, actually had used to it. Just sometime really "tak boleh tahan".

心情

2009-03-10T20:19:00.002+08:00

Actually this morning my mood is 100%(very good) because the CE lecturer, so funny^^
This what he teached:
yellow + red = green
green + blue = yellow
this is what I feel after he said O.o
(my monolog: yellow is base colour la uncle, green - blue =yellow la, not campur la><)
He still ask us, you know what the colour will be after mixed ar...like that really Zzzz

After business class my mood drop to the lowest point TT
My midterm less than what aspect, it less than 1/2 of the full marks TT haizz
Really I cry out already, the first time so low marks in the all of the test.
really disappointed and i study it lo.
But now feel better, thanks to Shawn, thanks your lame joke...
~~Anyway the one I want to see is not online.T.T( but mostly wont tell the person)~~

Tomorrow i will having my moral presentation. Hope I can do it~
All the best,Mee May^^

Som3 SuGG35ti0N，Pl3ASE

2009-03-09T23:11:00.006+08:00

Don't be too curious about somethings.
Don't talk too much in the situation that you should not talk.
If not you will make something worst TT
and do not try to find an excuse to make yourself feel better, that's really not work. Your are just bluffing yourself.

This is what I did wrong today.
对每件错事都耿耿于怀，难以释怀。
又何方法让我放开呢？
当每件事都放在心里时很辛苦。

夜谈^^

2009-02-24T20:29:00.004+08:00

昨晚和一个叫XXX 的人谈天（在msn啦）谈了很久，内容如下：

首先，我当八卦妹问他一些有的没的。过后，谈到我们的个性。他说以下的歌词很像我，嗯~我不晓得，你觉得呢？要告诉我哦^^

有时候太坚强笑容却填不满眼眶
越是想要隐藏歌声就唱的更响亮
直到入到心底最深处
你不要追问我还缺了些什麽

要听这首歌就click歌名，是pikachu’s blog 来的。
歌名：梁文音－我不是你想像那麼勇敢 MV

^^我们还有提到一个人，因为他的display picture 咯，让我想起那天的笑话^^ 哈哈
蛮好笑的咯^^

~End of the chatting~

我们今天发现了pikachu的过人之处，把汤匙（钢的哦）折到90度，而且还要不费力气噢^^
轻轻的一压就可以了。哈哈~有照片为证，可是不在我这里（wen yee 我要照片）^^

90 degree ^^

~end~

2009-02-23T21:00:00.002+08:00

No pain no gain.
There is no free lunch in the world。
You got to work hard to get what you want~
有付出才会有回报，
而且要为自己做错的付出代价。
社会就是这样现实

W@itiNg TiM3 P@s5

2009-02-05T22:11:00.001+08:00

This morning I killed a fly because I didn't saw it TT, so disgusting. Sorry fly TT I'm not purposely want TT

Today having a test so the you can just go after the test. I finished the test in half hour time. Anyway the conclusion of the test is cannot do essay part.Erm~back to the title means I still have more than 24 hours to have another class. So, guess what we do ^^haha. We go KTV, this is the second time I go sing K with them(Pika, Berry, 咏欣, James, Kelly, Joseph and Linn) We go Sungai Wang's Green Box~

After breakfast, we go by LRT. Then we go there start our Sing K journey at 1pm. But so pity can sing until 4pm only. haha By the way, i enjoy it very much, well is keep on running pitch ^^咏欣,Joseph,pika and me was inside. We started to sing but only half hour and we got many song want to sing, so a very good idea, don't know from who, all the song sing after chorus will be stop. Haha so we can sing more song. Due to the chines new year is not yet finish , so we sang new year song---大团圆^^ so embarrass=) anyway I enjoyed it too. We sing nearly 1 hour only come out~haha.
Then go eat and go back lo...

END OF THE DAY ^^

LOOkiNG 4 J()B

2009-01-20T23:51:00.005+08:00

actually this sem is really very boring. So, today James, Wen Yee, Fok Tou and me went out to looking for a job after our lunch. Erm, firstly we looked for Old Town, but because of too many people,~~we dare not walk in to interview~~we don't think they will entertained us. So we go the next job---Secret Recipe. But we got to go Mid-Valley to interview lo. Aiks it is a bit rush for us lo.

At the end, we didn't find but first choice is Old Town. Hope can get this job la....^^

有你真好^^

2009-01-16T09:25:00.005+08:00

a. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
b. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
c. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN, NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
d. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.
e. Put this on your blog.

1. If someone says, "Is this okay?"Good Night - 梁静茹（ask you go back to sleep?Lol)
2. How would you describe yourself?中国话 - SHE ( haha~I'm a chines ^^)
3. What do you like in a guy/girl? 给未来的自己 -梁静茹（do the decision in the future la)
4. How do you feel today? 缓慢 - 黄美珍（I think today time will be very slow because waiting the only class on 4pm to 6pm TT）
5. What is your life's purpose?座右铭 - 品冠（my life purpose = my motto ==!!!)
6. What is your motto?富士山下- 陈奕迅（no meaning ><>
7. What do your friends think of you?Just when I needed You most -品冠 (They are there when I need help?^^Hope so ^^)
8. What do you think of your parents?梦醒时分- 梁静茹（no comment ==!!!)
9. What do you think about very often? 床边故事 - 张韶涵 (bedtime story? Excellent, if I can like the children in the movie^^)
10. What is 2+2?我可以— 蔡旻佑 (an easy job, I sure I can do it ^^)
11. What do you think of your best friends? 101 (best of the best, is the only one ^^)
12. What do you think of the person you like?李玖哲 - 不只是场梦 (he will better than what I dream)
13. What is your life?被动 - 阿桑（a passive life?NO! I want be active )
14. What do you want to be when you grow up? All or nothing - O-town ( Do all I want or don't want to do anything =p)
15. What do you think of when you see the person you like? 单挑 - 林俊杰 (challange him?emm~ maybe I will do so ^^)
16. What will you dance to at your wedding? 口是心非 - 赖明伟( =.= no comment)
17. What will they play at your funeral? 第二个自己 - 杨丞琳（haha^^ having a new life after death?But not suitable for me)
18. What is your hobby/interest? 华人万岁 - 王力宏(not really is my interest or hoddy><)
19. What is your biggest fear? 情非得已- 哈林（emm...maybe will hurt myself)
20. What is your biggest secret? 开不了口- 周杰伦 (see? cannot tell ^^)
21. What do you think of your friends? 爱你还爱你 - 卫兰 (yup, I love my friend so much)
22. What will you post this as? 有你真好 - 易桀齊

Most of them are good answers ^^ I like it ^^ funny post =)
Who want to be tag??^^just tell me =)

An 3M@iL J()k3 XD (read it to relax urself^^)

2009-01-09T00:09:00.003+08:00

The love story of Ralph and Edna...

Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have. Ralph and Edna were both patients in a mental hospital. One day while they were walking past the hospital swimming pool. Ralph suddenly jumped into the deep end.

He sank to the bottom of the pool and stayed there.

Edna promptly jumped in to save him. She swam to the bottom and pulled him out. When the Head Nurse Director became aware of Edna's heroic act she immediately ordered her to be discharged from the hospital, as she now considered her to be mentally stable.

When she went to tell Edna the news she said, 'Edna, I have good news and bad news. The good news is you're being discharged, since you were able to rationally respond to a crisis by jumping in and saving the life of the person you love. I have concluded that your act displays sound mindedness.

The bad news is, Ralph hung himself in the bathroom with his bathrobe belt right after you saved him. I am so sorry, but he's dead.'

Edna replied, 'He didn't hang himself, I put him there to dry. How soon can I go home?'

Sc@RY NigHt T.T

2009-01-07T23:23:00.004+08:00

Tonight was so hot after from the pasar malam. When we reach the room GS (Guang Shi) go open the window. Suddenly she screamed, omg is a LIZARD!!! YA!!! is STUPID & DISGUSTING LIZARD. The lizard was on the curtain. Then Phyllis say, i don't scare lizard want. Then she go kacau the lizard that on the curtain. That time i stand at somewhere nearby. The stupid lizard crawl very very very fast to my position and I also skip to other place faster.OMG, so scary ok. Then it crawl very fast to the wall and to a cupboard and hide there. The position of the lizard is just on top of my bed. That means if i lay down, the lizard will be on my head if it don't crawl carefully.

Owww a very scary and fish incident just because of the stupid lizard. That day, we went shopping at Klang Perade. When we pass through a place there was a fan got water vapour come out want(something like cooler) , then my itchy hand raise up to feel the water vapour lo. Suddenly I feel something dropped on me. Then i find it lo, OMG is a lizard. It fall on my body, really scary, I keep on scream and shake my hand and body. So many people is looking at me, really embarrass T.T

I hope it won't fall on me again.Thank God ><
By the way did a boy or a man scare lizard?Are you the one scare it?

BiG Gap >_<

2009-01-06T22:06:00.003+08:00

Today time table having a big gap in between really a very big gap. Is around 6 hours. Doing nothing in the room. Luckily I stay at hostel, if not walk here and there I really cannot imagine. Walk here and there for so many time, sure can slim down. Erm~ is good for me =D

N3w S3M

2009-01-05T20:36:00.006+08:00

Today is the first day back to UCSI. I having a worse timetable compare to last sem. Tuesday we need to wait for 5 hours like that to have another class, Friday is the worst. In the beginning we have no class but now, we having a class at 4pm to 6 pm. It is really very worst and sickening.

Today 8 am ,i having Moral studies class. As usual, introduce this and that, Then teacher want to memorise our face and name. Please never ever remember mine. In the first sem I was so "lucky", one lecturer remember my name after the second class. Haizz~erm, i don,t think this is good for me because i will be nervous when call by a lecturer and the most important is I can't answered his question. But every time before the class or the lecturer call me to answer the question, I sense it. The unlucky things is I don't know what the question will be ask. 70% I will sense it correctly before call by him.Haha^^weird right, I also don't know why. Anyway I won't think Moral Studies lecturer can remember my name^^

Then this morning Maxcy was very angry about the arrangement of the timetable. So we go student affair and make a complain. Actually I know it doesn't work but is ok for doing that. After that we having prob & stat at 10. Due to the first day, so no one is going to learn. Class dismiss at around 10.30 am. So ,Berry and pika plan to KTV. Yes is KTV. This week I going to save my money, they said want to go K, before the holiday I save money for K, but they can't go. Yer~ so bad la
Don't care I want to go K next time.

This sem I think I don't like the timetable only ^^ hope so ==!!!

不愉快的假期TT

2008-12-25T23:21:00.003+08:00

很不开心，这应该算是我最不开心的假期了吧! 大家都开开心心的回家去了。打从第一天的假期就不是很幸运。第一天的假期，我原本打算大家一起去唱K的。还以为会有人去，可是再考完试那天，Pikachu就回家了。他不再就像是蛇无头不行，就回没人去，所以我也不想自讨苦吃了。结果我第一个假期就是这样在宿舍白白的度过了，但倒霉的我就说无所谓，反正第二天很快到，可以跟她去溜冰。正是坏事接二连三的冲着我而来。大约8点多左右，她告诉我得取消了。当时我真的有点伤心。我又想到明天我得一个人过了T.T

还好后来姐姐告诉我说今天去吃自助日本餐(jogoya) Haiz~ 三个人付了RM200++真的不是很值得，它的食物没有想象中美味，还是喜欢Shogun。过后我8pm++自己搭ktm回家。大概晚上10多到家吧!这样迟回来都应为我二姐啦。那天她哭着打给我说她胃痛有没有人在店，她很辛苦还哭得稀里哗啦的。我看她那么可怜的样子，就打算早点回来第二天早上可以帮她。
在她的店的几天我都不太开心，因为我不太熟店里的价钱，不同的顾客也有不同的价，又使客人有要求减价还要应付他们。对于我在社会的日子还浅，所以会很辛苦。我对他生意上的东西都不太熟，所以有时我会问她好几次，结果是被骂。有时她明知那些客人很狡猾，她也不要帮我。我真的很怕出错，我是个很粗心大意的人。在店的几天，我快疯了。因为我要很小心的计算，虽然我只是负责counter（算是cashier吧）但真的要很小心，因为店里的系统并不是很完整，有时我也会出错T.T

那一天，我真的很糟糕不但少算了一样东西，还亏了钱。因为我听错东西，就亏了钱。因为我紧张就出了错。但我也不是故意的。我这个假期我真的很乖，没有像以前那样闹着不要去店，也没有到下午就要去外婆家。从早上9点到晚上7点才回家。我知道，妈妈和姐姐也是和我一样，但我真的不能适应。做错了就被骂，不是姐姐就是妈妈。我知道我自己做错了，可是可以骂少一点吗？真的很压力！那天她挑战我，结果接下来的两天我都没出去帮忙。你们要说我懒惰就懒惰，一直被骂真的很压力的。当一个廉价，不是应该是无价劳工，也这样惨，更何况我是你的妹妹。如果不是妈妈叫我明天出去我一定不会出的。反正你觉得我笨又蠢干吗要我帮你？也只会越帮越忙罢了。

算了，发泄完了。明天还得做工了。晚安~

到Pika家中“搞搞震”^^

2008-11-28T15:23:00.003+08:00

昨天SamSam 和朋友去clubing,结果只剩下我一个T.T 所以就打算到他们家做客。上完physics class 后就去他们家了。他们都要走shortcut。就是说，我们得走上car park 后，再从那条水道走下去。Wasai~真危险le。石级又很大格又有青苔，超危险的。从水道下来的时候，那个James 在后面劈劈啪啪的从后面下来。吓死了。那晚在他们家下厨却弄得一团糟，haiz 真糟糕。不过还蛮开心的。^^

~不听老人老师言~

2008-11-26T20:48:00.004+08:00

haiz~一开始就应该乖乖听老师话，每天做复习。上个学期我都有乖乖的再做，但是这学期就是不听，结果现在就有一堆的东西要读T.T 很多东西不明白了，真糟糕。算了，一定要快快读完，不然考试就完了。T.T
镇是不听老人老师言，吃亏在眼前~
要加把劲了~~

Physics ，我来了！！！

~SuRpRiS3~

2008-11-24T22:20:00.002+08:00

今晚为了这学期的error cheque烦恼，因为又要send mail 通知他们，再加上我的英语是有限公司，所以弄了很久。

正当要sign out 之际，一位我万万没想到的一个人，竟然找我。有点惊讶和吓到。我想当我写下去大家应该会知道是谁了^^所以自己猜罢。今天下午跟咏欣谈天时才说起他。其实，他已经消失了一段时间，我还以为他忘记了我们这班顽皮鬼人。哈哈，原来并没有。感觉上他好像在暗，我们在明一样，因为他很容易就可以知道我们的消息了>< 不公平~
不过有点开心^^haha

~TOD@Y~

2008-11-24T21:20:00.005+08:00

Today I having my Algebra test. I though the exam is on 8.00a.m but is not.(still got a bit blur blur at that time) Then today Mr.Raj is here. He arranged the students sit. When I go into Recital hall, on the stage waiting for a sit, suddenly Mr Raj call my full name so loud(I never ever knew that he remember my name and he didn't call my name last sem) I really feel embarrass. And I didn't heard others calling my full name for quite a long time.
Haiz~Luckily the test is not very difficult, but I did many careless mistake T.T~

PhySIcS

2008-11-20T16:15:00.003+08:00

I still don't like you although i can understand abit about you~haiz...If I don't know you how I do my final? sob sob><

为难

2008-11-20T15:58:00.003+08:00

一个决定~很难下的决定~为什么呢？你们做不就好了吗？为何要为难我呢？我知道你们没那个意思，可是真的很为难。怎样的决定都不能圆满。苦恼T.T

~Tu3sD@Y~

2008-11-20T15:14:00.005+08:00

We have a very good presentation~ We put in a lot of effort...erm~not really but is really not bad sketch~ thanks to everyone ^^I will post the video when I get it~Group member got Pika, Kelly, Me, Eng Yin, James, Linn, Shawn, Calgvine, Adeleen and Tze Ying~ A sucessful presentation~

Today I'm so busy because after presentation got to rush back to Klang celebrate my grandma's birthday.I love her very very much o^^But i will be a baby sitter in this kind of dinner. I am the one look after the children. The younger can be a six month baby ^^ but is so cute ^^they are my niece and nephew. But boy really "kacau-ing", difficult to look after them~

After the dinner I got to back to hostel again. Is really tired but I'm not the driver~ reach hostel is around 11.30pm.But today is really happy~

Pr3s3Nt@tion

2008-11-17T20:03:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow is my group presentation already. The title is 14 days of comunist in Malaya. Today we having rehearsal in recital hall. So funny~Hopes I won't have stage phobia tomorrow la ^^
All the best to all of you also^^

~ALL THE BEST TO ME TOO~
^^
加油，李美美！

30/10- My Big D@Y~^^

2008-11-11T18:07:00.029+08:00

A group of friend celebrating wit me this year. Really happy^^Get alots of wishes from my friends. Haha~really happy when one group of people remember your birthday~I will never forget the first time birthday celebration with my friend.^^ Thanks to all of you~

30/10
12.00a.m
James, Kelly,Linn and Fok Tao nudge me together...Really at that time i really don't know is already 12 a.m until I received Pika's wishes only I know that^^ Really feel touch = )

At night I go Pika's house because ~~they celebrate with me~~ tomorrow is physics test T.T

I'm wishing~ Can wish for 3 wishes ^^

Blowing candles~

Cutting the cake~

Play trick on me T.T, but the cream didn't kena me also XD

The knife got cream(is on my hand) =3 kakaka (Evil ^^)

James kena cream d~now want to revenge T.T~Try our best to close the door

Now run to Pika's room liao~Just now in Wen Yee's room ^^

Haha~played until crazy~until others owner complain =x

Now looking for my "scary" present~

Tearing my present~

After 3 minutes like that la~
Finally~
yes i did it ^^

HAHA~~~

Thanks to your wishes (Pls tell me if i left out u >,<)
Pikachu (The 1st time u are on time ^^)
Linn (thanks 4 sending me twice birthday msg o ^^)
James (^^)
Kelly( ^^)
Fok Tao(^^)
(^^):很有心思的wish人方法
Eric( thanks)
Khai Chun(same birthday with me de ppl^^)
My sister (很有心思的msg)
Lee Yan ( love u^^)
Samantha( don't write wrong my brithday liao lo XD)
Jollie (thanks Q ya~)
Lu Yi (love u darling)
Jac (nice birthday song)
Nicole (开开心)
Soke Yan (I like ur time ^^ 18:18)
Mun Yee(muckzz=) )
BenGui--Si Ming(I though u forget liao)
Joseph (like the msg and the time u send=>)
Shawn (thanks^^）
Berry (thanks^^）
Calgvine (thanks^^）
Ally( thanks^^)
Faizatul (thanks^^)
Wei Wei(u really make me surprise)
Maxcy( erm~got abit surprise lo,though u 4gt lo^^)
Guang Shi (finally u wish me)

At the end, thanks to the camera girl, Wen Yee^^ If not i won't have so many picture ^^

Shawn is peeking others?Who is that?

Before I end my post, I got to thanks my family a lots~ I love u all ^^
I will never forget the celebration with my friend and family on my 18th birthday^^

11.47PM

2008-11-05T23:48:00.007+08:00

Just now after back from Mid-valley i go oioi untill 8pm only wake. Then I am so hungry,but no one accompany me to buy food lo. Then my sister call me, she is going to pasar malam. so I go with her. Around 10.30 pm only back, with mee hon and fried chicken.Now I'm so fulllllll~~
Argh!!!my on diet plan >< Habis d
Now i cannot finish the food le how????T.T
Know earlier I dowan to buy lo T.T
So fulll~
Growing Fat T.T again and again

12.08 am-I plan to throw the food T T
12.10am-Go downstairs to take water,i though no people will be there, but I'm wrong. A lots lo, they watching football and i'm wearing my sleeping shirt(not pyjamas lo) go down... So ugly~
12.18 am- I go brush my teeth then i bring my tooth paste and brush to toilet (don't want to put on the basin )I'm not holding with my hand but 夹在颈项. Oh~~I'm so bad luck, the tooth paste drop in to the toilet bowl. Luckily not all immerse in the waterT.T

SuRpRis3!!!

2008-11-04T22:29:00.003+08:00

Today I feel so happy~I received Ah Wei call. I though she having party again. When I answer the phone she said happy belated birthday to me. Erm, really got abit late almost 1 week,(but at least she remember^^) I though she forgotten. Then she want to celebrate a belated birthday with me. So, we decided to go Mid-Valley with Si Ming also ~~just because of I don't know how to go 1-Utama and Pyramid by others transport, so no choice TT~~

Conclusion:
Is happy and surprise because still got people remember my birthday and celebrate with me after my birthday~

Moral value:
Please learn how to go Pyramid and 1-Utama by others transport~T T

MaL@YsiAN sTuDi3s

2008-11-04T22:27:00.002+08:00

Today Malaysian studies group presentation is good. The Ns group 1 okok lo, but it let me recall back the time in NS. Well I go for one week only lo because something so horror happen and i really scared. Ok now is late don't talk about that.
In this period, I know a few friend they are so good and so nice. Really, got Misha, Yen Ling, Sisi, Vievie and others. Miss them~
I really remember the last day in the camp.In the character build class, teacher will find some people come out to tell about their feeling before the class end. That day actually I not sure i'm going back or not. But need to thanks VieVie, she ask me to come out and have a chance to talk. Really thanks to her. That day I also rise up the flag of Ns(I think).
I really not regret go for NS, really is a good activity .But now if you ask me to go again I will say "NO".

Now only I know how the word "family "formed. Meaningful~
Father
And
Mother
I
Love
You
This is what I learn in the presentation lo..=X lol

N0 MoR3 PhYsiCs LaB ^^

2008-11-03T21:12:00.008+08:00

YeaH~~~~finally no more Physics lab^^. No report, no need to think so much, no need to see them and no headeach. After Thursday, no any report already. Yes!!!
脱难了~~不用再对着他们了。

Bad bad mee may!!!^^hehe.
But i think i'm not because keep on teaching him what i know, and without scold people.~~even wen yee tak boleh tahan him lo~~ I also don't why I can tahan lo..^^
erm...By the way, anyone can teach how to reject doing this kind of job. Due to I'm not really clear and understand the subject. Not I don't want to teach~

You can read Christine's blog.What she said is true. ~~They are really irritating.=x~~

FiSh aGaiN T.T

2008-10-29T23:40:00.003+08:00

T.T fish , very fish...
Just do something very fish...
Just now I go and check my mail, then I saw a mail that Mun Yee send me long time ago.
After reading, I saw "Joanne" name, then I only remember that I not yet add her in to my
MSN..I just copy the address from there and paste.
She accept me when Irealise her first name is different, so i though is Joanne lee lo.

After few minutes, "Joanne" come and ask me something
Joanne: May i know who are u?
Me: guess
Me: u didn't see my personal picture?(because that is my picture)
Joanne:No, i really don't know u.

Until here, i only realise I add wrong people liao T T( damn paiseh)
Actually their christian name is the same only the one I add wrong, her first name is almost same with our friend Joanne want TT

MonD@y~~W3dNesDay

2008-10-29T22:50:00.004+08:00

M()nD@Y:
Still in holiday~~

tU3sD@Y:
Today, Munnie's group having presentation in Malaysian studies class.Erm, not bad la quite good like their style.A bit like usually lo (because that is their character , so cute^^).
Then Pui Mun's group also present on that day. They presenting 3 different culture food. When they are passing the food I'm not really intrested lo.But when I saw a Malay kuih,I forget the name. Is green colour want and got santan at the outer layer and sometime it got brown sugar(liquid for m 1)"(黑糖）inside. Yummy~ so delicious^^Joseph also like that food, then we are talking about how delicious the black sugar is . We are waiting for the food pass to us. Finally, we get it. Yeah~~~After we chew, we look at each other and laugh. Just now we are so happy discuss about the brown sugar then there is no anything inside,is KOSONG de. 炸到=x But also not bad la...

W3n3SDaY:
It is not anythings special actually. But today quite happy^^.After bath,we go pasar malam at 8pm.There is sooooooooooooooooo many people, because usually we go there very early. But when we back to the hostel, there is no water.Ya again~this month already a few times no water to use d le T.T( but luckily we bath already xD)

EaT FaSt & Eat uNtiL fuLL~Pls re@D

2008-10-22T13:05:00.004+08:00

This is an article I found in somewhere.Please read it~
Is for your own good.

People who gobble down their food and eat until they feel full are three times more likely to get fat compared with people who eat slowly and modestly.
So say Japanese researchers in a study that suggests shifting patterns of behaviour, driven by the advent of fast food and cheap food, are widely to blame for the obesity pandemic.
Osaka University's Hiroyasu Iso and colleagues recruited 1,122 men and 2,165 women aged between 30 and 69 and asked them to closely track their eating habits and body mass index (BMI), a benchmark of obesity.
Around half of the men, and just over half of the women, said they ate until they were full.
Just under half of the men, and a little more than a third of the women, said they ate quickly.
Men and women who ate until full were twice as likely to be overweight compared with counterparts who did not eat until full.
Those who ate both quickly and to satiety were three times likelier to be overweight.
"The combination of the two eating behaviours had a supra-additive effect on being overweight," the team say in their paper, published online Tuesday by the British Medical Journal (BMJ).
The study distinguished between people who ate until full and those who reported binge-eating. Intriguingly, it found those who ate until full had in fact a higher calorie intake than those who gorged.
In a commentary, also carried by the BMJ, Australian nutrionists Elizabeth Denney-Wilson and Karen Campbell suggested that the drive to eat quickly is a genetic survival mechanism -- humans are hardwired to overconsume energy when it is available.
This mechanism has run into problems, though, with food that is cheap and instantly available and eaten swiftly, they argued.
"It may be that the changing sociology of food consumption, with fewer families eating together, more people eating while distracted (for example, while watching television), and people eating 'fast food' while on the go all promote eating quickly," said Denney-Wilson and Campbell.
"Furthermore, the increased availability of relatively inexpensive food, which is more energy-dense and served in substantially larger portions, may promote eating beyond satiety."

Yer~so next time eat slower and eat 70% full is enough.If not I will grow fat some more T.T

eXp3nSiV3~

2008-10-21T21:12:00.009+08:00

Yeah!!!
UCSI upgrade d, become UCSI University liao.
Conclusion is (booo!) our fees is increasing.
The new price will start from next semester.
The course rise from RM 58,000 to RM 62,000.TT (rise RM 4,000)
But the tutor salary did not rise, i ask 1 of our tutor want.
No wonder lesser tutor want to teach here la =x

开心^^

2008-10-20T21:23:00.005+08:00

今天收到珠珠（我的中学好友）的sms我。她问我几时得空要跟我庆生。

很开心，有一种被在乎的感觉^^。

就算最后去不成也无所谓了，因为我已经收到了她的心意。

谢谢你，茹薏。

我真的真的很谢谢你和宇晴还有秀盈。

我收到了^^

结果还是没有去到，因为大家的时间都迁就不到~~><

有意思

2008-10-16T17:51:00.005+08:00

祝福你永远幸福快乐。。。
我还记得你那些有趣的画面，你的影子还在我的脑海里，不断地浮现。往事只能回味了。曾经喜欢过你，但。。。
如果时间能倒流，我愿认识你，但不要爱上你。因为你不曾爱过我。这只会让我痛苦的流泪。

从一个朋友的personal msg copy出来的，不过被我修改过了。^^

BuDdY campwaterfire

2008-10-12T23:50:00.019+08:00

A meaningful camp. I like it so much 7 of us join this camp.Got Christine, Shawn, Nicole, Kelly, Linn, Pika and me^^In the beginning I though it won't be nice and successful want because just after the heavy rain.

But I'm wrong it was so funny. We play games and dance ^^

The most funny is when playing the game wolf ,shepherd and sheep.

The wolf is going to chase others group sheeps and put in their group. The shepherd is to protect the sheep.When the second time play the game the foreign students just carried the people to their group.the wolf from others group also kena tangkap XD

Got 1 wolf is going to attack my group already. Suddenly the foreign wolf carried the wolf away.Haha^^my sheep is safe.But why he caught the wolf? =__=!!!wakaka

We eat so many things le.When we buy tickets the people still say please eat something before come you won't be full.Then you see what we eat.

~~Dinner~~ Supper: 3 plates of sandwich ,1 plate junkfood, 4 plates mee hon, 1 plate BBQ food, 1 plate Jagung and 2 plate fruits. All are so full le.

Yuck~jagung, I hate it><

BBQ-ing~

finish eating~

Then they tell some very touch and meaningful story.And we light up the own candle.See~

From front to back:Shawn, Me, Pika, Kelly and Linn

When small my mum tell that everyone got their own star on the sky.See~

This is the reflection of the candles to the roof~^^

A really happy campfire^^I think i will continue to attend this type of activities^^

T.T only 6 you all didn't take picture with mineT.T

Bully~

A bit blur~

left to right: me, kelly,linn,nicole,christine,pika and shawn

Only RM 5, it is worth^^

RaiNinG~

2008-10-12T17:23:00.005+08:00

Now already 5.23pm but still raining.
Actually tonight we having camp fire at the soccer field and start at 6.00pm
But now i think become camp "water" d T.T
they mostly change the venue to Block A lo haizzz

"Rain rain go away,
coma again another day.
no one want to play."

^^pls stop asap la
I 1 go camp fire
Not camp water le :<

Guess it^^

2008-10-11T20:42:00.005+08:00

Guess what is this word there?
Can you read?
No?
then close your eyes almost 90% so that you can actually read it
Haha^^
Get it?

DriViNg sKiLL >.<

2008-10-11T14:08:00.003+08:00

Nightmare
Really~
I also don't how I pass the driving test half year ago
Can't imagine rite?
Now even my sister dare not to try my dring skill
T.T
U dare??
If yes tell me^^
I will be very happy^^

H@PpY Go LuCkY^^

2008-10-11T13:44:00.004+08:00

haiz~
I though my Malaysian Studies sure die d lo
but yesterday noon after Soke Yan call, my fate had change ^^

Actually she 1 come to my room oioi (sleep)^^
Then we keep on talking only lo
Haha, the funniest is she brought a packet of Super Ring come and visited me^^
Cute rite ^^
then we keep eating and chatting
Around 3pm. like that la Harn Harn called
she come to my room
At that time only I noe Harn Harn take Malaysian Studies d ^^hehehe

So 3 of us discuss about the question
Haha,
so lucky I have the last last sem and a don't know last how many sem midterm paper
^^
Most of the questions are from that paper
so I can just memorize lo
I didn't study more than that d
Really almost the same in just now exam ^^

So, the conclusion is ^^

PLS DO NOT DO THIS IN FINAL BECAUSE FINAL HAVE NO LAST LAST/LAST HOW MANY SEM PAPER TO REFER!!!

Ex@m~~

2008-10-10T14:29:00.005+08:00

Owww~tomorrow got malaysian studies midterm exam T.T
Help!!!
Actually I didn't listen to the lecturer from the beginning of the semester lo
Haizz~
College d still got to take Sejarah
But it names Malaysian Studies T.T
bore~
no mood to study
And don't know what to study
got so many....
haiz...
2moro sure can't do d la TT

J()K3s fR. An e-m@iL

2008-10-10T13:47:00.006+08:00

A family in the Southern Province of China,were puzzled when the coffin of their dead grandmother arrived from the States.It was sent by one of the daughters.The dead body was so tightly squeezed inside the coffin, with no space left in it! When they opened the lid, they found a letter on top; which read as follows:

Dear Cousins,

I am sending Ah-ma body to you since it was her wish that she should be cremated in the compound of our ancestral home in Tung Shin.Sorry, I could not come along as all of my paid leaves are consumed. You will find inside the coffin, under Ah-ma's body, 12 cans of Yohmeitsu, 10 packets of Swiss chocolates and packets of Chinatown Lap Cheong. Please divide these among all of you. On Ah-ma's feet you will find a new pair of Nike Air shoes (size 10) for Ah boy. Also, there are 2 pairs of shoes for Ah Mei's and Ah Lien's sons. Hope the sizes are correct. Ah-ma is wearing 6 CK T-Shirts. The large size is for Ah Bak and the others are for my nephews. Just distribute them among yourselves. The 2 new Armani Jeans that Ah-ma is wearing are for the boys. The Rolex watch that Lee Ah Bai wanted is on Ahma's left wrist. Kiasu Aunty & Pei Pei ,Ah ma is wearing theTiffany necklace, earrings and ring that you asked for. Please take them. The 6 white Polo cotton socks that Ah ma is wearing must be divided among my teenage cousins. Let me know what else you need as Ah Kong also not feeling well nowadays. I can send all required things when our Ah Kong goes back too.....

~NiC3 S()nG^^~

2008-10-09T20:05:00.004+08:00

爱不疚 (cantonese song)

收藏在眼眸常徘徊左右
愛猜到沒有
愉快玩笑後能全然退後你開心就夠
這種感覺太親厚講一千句也不夠假使講了你聽到後或會走
這種戀愛太罕有
不須真正擁有成全衷心祝福然後
就放手放手放開所有彼此更自由
放手其實我絕非愛得不夠
放手豁出所有
還有這個好友已經已經足夠

遙遠是宇宙靜靜在背後
去看守就夠
這種感覺太親厚講一千句也不夠
即使一剎有過衝動挽你手
這種戀愛太罕有
不須真正擁有成全多捨不得仍然是放手
放手放開所有彼此更自由
放手其實我絕非愛得不夠
放手豁出所有
還有這個好友已經已經足夠
放手我的牽掛
找不到盡頭放手
期望你幸福甚麼都有
也許愛很深厚
然而我早看得透放手
至可擁有

真相

2008-10-09T17:24:00.006+08:00

它并不是好东西T.T
一直想知道的东西，
今天终于知道了。
它并不是我一直想要的结果T.T
但我又是个追求真相者。
很矛盾~
其实好几次了，我都看不到真相
可能这就是老天疼我吧!^^
是我不知好歹，
硬要面对残酷的事实。
算了~
让所有事回到原点吧!^^

h@pPy^^ MoNd@Y

2008-10-07T08:59:00.003+08:00

Finally I didn't headeach on Monday d^^wakakaka
Today Wen Yee and me reached earlier.
So we faster do the experiment.
Then Tony(a new friend) came and help us to do the experiment.
This experiment we got to count the ocscillation of the spring.
Tony is learning english, so he tried to use english to count.
but he failed to count in english, so he use his own language.
I use mandrin and english and another 1 use english.
I think around 25 minutes,we already finished the experiment.
HAHAHA, so happy
Then christine and me went to kacau them(pika, James and Edwinson)
HAHAHAHA =>
really happy

~Th@NkS~

2008-10-05T20:51:00.002+08:00

Recently I'm in a very bad mood (actually is from the beginning of the second sem)
and I always post a lot of things I don't like, I hate and I complain a lot
But just now I saw Pika's blog
I agree with what he said
we should write happy things in the blog and this will be the sweet memory
and this is also the reason why I write blog
I nearly forgot the reason I write the blog.
I try don't complain so much
make the post is a happy post
Or maybe write my sad post in another blog
And delete it after a period...

I hAt3 PhY5icS LaB T.T

2008-09-29T19:59:00.005+08:00

Terrible! horrible!~~and vegetable~~
so terrible la,
my group got 8 people but only 3 is doing the experiment
3 always chating another 2 sit there do nothing!!!
So angry la~
You don't want do nvm, people tell the result d also dowan to listen
aft that only asking~
Today i'm late to the lab around 5-6 minutes
When I reached, some of them is chatting.
Then they don't know how to do the experiment also didn't ask...
Yerr!!!!
Bad la
even the apparatus also not yet set up.
then Wen Yee ,a new member and me are doing only.
the three indian every week also chatting want lo
Now every Monday I also headeach because of the experiment.
So bad la!!
I though 1 people doing 1 report is fair but no.
They just copy the result and do the report.
Not fair also...

姐姐的一通电话 ,真无聊

2008-09-25T23:21:00.009+08:00

刚刚在看《命中注定我爱你》时，我二姐打给我叻。
二姐：小妹，你在做什么？
我：看戏咯。
二姐：有书不读，看戏？
我：做什么事？
二姐：(开心)ei, 我跟你讲今天李宗伟来我的店叻。
我：噢，（我还以为是我大姐的朋友）所以（有什么大不了）？
二姐：你知道谁吗？
我：知道（想了想）打羽球的吗。（噢，是他噢！）
二姐：是啦。其实，我没有觉得很光荣，但一直跟别人炫耀叻。
我：(bikaboom,炸到了）过后？
二姐：他还有待他的女朋友来叻，没有帮头发的，满漂亮的。
我：噢（没兴趣）
二姐：他好像是~~klang~~的人来的噢.....（其实，不是咯，他是penang人^^)
还有一堆的东西咯，太长了,不写了。
可是他却没有和他拍照-___-
大姐气死了，因为她很喜欢看羽球赛。
总结，二姐打来讲废话^^
无聊透了，哎呀其实还好啦。^^

~聆听我的心~

2008-09-25T22:44:00.007+08:00

我真很想受到别人的关心，很想在别人的心里有一席地位。
我不喜欢被忽略的感觉。T.T
我很喜欢说话，但我也很希望有人会听，而不是很敷衍的带过。
我真的很希望受到关注，所以都不介意做跑腿的工作。
我也很想在伤心难过时，有人知道~T.T
开心时，很喜欢跟大家分享。
我知道，我知道自己的表达能力有问题，但我又能怎么样呢？我想要的吗？
说的笑话，大家永远都不会笑~
我每次都敢怒不敢言，我真的很想说但每次都有很多顾虑，怕这个，怕那个。
当别人迁就自己时，又怕别人觉得我霸道！
为什么要想那么多？？？
我知道每次我伤心时，开开心知道。她都会来逗我，但是我都没告诉他什么事。
为什么我要想那么多？在意那么多？
不是我自己开心就好吗？
但我办不到，因为不想把快乐建在别人的痛苦上。
好像很自私噢！
我开心别人就不开心了，到时我更内疚了。
我真的很害怕~
突然很想一个人耶！
不用顾虑那么多~
又不用怕大家不开心。
好像做独行侠噢!
无忧无虑，也不用别人的关心。
不是吗？
好像收起我的笑容噢。
最近不知什么原因变得很情绪化了......
我想这次已经很彻底的把自己的心情写出来了吧！

无心的伤害 T.T

2008-09-25T20:49:00.005+08:00

Today I having a bad mood T.T
Hurt! Sad!

I hurt by someone...
XXX(the people's name) is not purposely but it really hurt me very very very deep T.T
Don't know, maybe XXX is just kidding...
I dont think XXX know that already hurt me T.T
I'm not angry because that is really my weakness...
At that moment I try to stop my tears from my eyes...
Really sad~T.T

An action make me sad, but this is because of my fault before~
A fault that I never forget.
sorry~ YYY
but I really sad because of that action T.T
Why you always hurt me but i will forgive you, then you can feel nothing after that???
Why I can't do so?I always feel guilty event it is a very small mistake?
Why?Why?Why~ T.T
I don't want to feel so anymore really difficult for me to forgive my fault...
I don't want always feel guilty because of some silly things T.T
T.T Hurt~

无心的伤害，真的很痛 T.T

~Sil3Nt M0D3~

2008-09-22T10:59:00.000+08:00

Monday is the most boring day for me.Early in the morning got Algebra & Trigonometry.After that is General physics (the most bore class but the teacher is good), follow by Algebra Tutorial and then is physics lab.See, the most bore subject is all on Monday.

Today don't know what happen to the teacher, keep on scolding. Because the students are too noisy so ,she just write everything on the transparent paper and point the slide. She didn't say even one word about the chapter. Then she wrote this on the transparent paper "Do exercise 6 and exercise 7, I call you all come out one by one , I MEAN IT! When she call the name from the list, got a few people have no respond, so she scold again.~~by the way, last sem in Mr.Kok class some don't want to answer question also do so, but Mr.Kok also didn't angry at all ><~~

(Excuse me, she is wasting our time to listen how she scolding! This is not a primary school please don't use that teaching way, keep on shouting and do those thing, so immature, all of us paid to study,so you got to teach. The student noisy you can scold them but not doing silent mode teaching!!! You got to think others students also, that why most of the student don't like Algebra tutor. Because of your attitude and you do not respect the students at all. Keep on scolding everyone)

She keep on asking the student leave her class. If at that moment all the students leave, sure she will be very angry. Then after one hour, (2 hours class) maybe she "tak boleh tahan" already so she said class end. Some students leave the class (include me), then she continue teaching after the few minutes. Argh never ever see the tutor like that one really...Bad luck la, Why she teach this subject.... Bad silent mode teaching!!!I hate it.

迁就~

2008-09-17T20:03:00.004+08:00

最近我心情很不好，很想发脾气。每次好像都是我在迁就别人，只有几个会迁就我。迁就真的很累啊！不要，不想，也不会迁就人了！！！被迁就的当然得会很开心，因为大家都顺从你。
不要和你唱反调是因为不想要身边的朋友不开心。其实，我真的真的很久没有大发脾气了。上个学期我根本没有这个问题的，但是最近火山好像要爆发了。
很气，很不开心。迁就者没有了开心的感觉，因为迁就是被逼的，没办法？
不开心是因为违背了自己一开始的意愿。好久没被人迁就的感觉了最近真的很不开心。不想上学的感觉又回来了！！！
我真的很想是个敢怒敢言的人，我也很想随心所欲，可是身边的朋友一定很难受的。为了自己的开心而令到朋友不愉快，也非我所愿。
朋友开心，我就快乐。但如果只有一方在迁就的话一切都变得没有意义了。
我不想再当迁就者了！！！到底怎么样才会大家都开心？不要在迁就别人了！！！就让我放肆一次吧！！！我就快从开心果变成苦瓜干了 T.T

^^

2008-09-15T22:36:00.007+08:00

Recently very tired, don't know why,but just feel so....
Yesterday was moon cake festival^^, so happy I can go my beloved grandma's house.Really very happy.I saw my nieces, especially Wei Wei^^ so long didn't see her d...Really can't recognize her d. She is around 2 years old. Yesterday I teacher to call me..Haha she so clever follow what i teach^^

Then I also take photo with her.When I say "拍照"she will show her 2 fingers ^^so cute and I'm so happy.Well, I cannot play with them so long, i got to go after 1 hour.Then got to back to college...cute cute picture but not wit me, with my niece also (she is around 13 years old) ^^
A happy Moon Cake Festival

~Gl0v3 & gOgGles~

2008-09-12T23:41:00.004+08:00

Today to free so post so many blog^^

Very good and ridiculous question:

Why we need a goggles in Gen. Physics lab?

Why we no need goggles in Gen Bio & Chem lab?

Is it we need glove more goggles in Gen lab?

Erm...weird right?

I think in physics lab gloves is needed more than goggles la...Haizz!!!

~ThAnKs Jac~

2008-09-12T22:42:00.004+08:00

Really thank you Jac because before your call I am really angry. But after talk to you for 1 hours, I fell better.^^
Really happy to hear your voice after so long (well, not very long la, around 2 weeks ) I really enjoy the 1 hour. But after that, I irritated with my things again.Haizzz

The CCS 1 lo, cancel tomorrow meeting don't say earlier. Now only said cancel, so I got to finish the decoration myself already because I can't give it to Linn.
Arrrr...Now i got to call my sister come and fetch me, but she got a lot of quotation to type so i got to wait her. I will go back at a round 12++ a.m. lo T.T

Just now my grandma call me also, she ask me whether I going to her house this Sunday. Actually, she ask me a few time already.Hehe><>

HAPPY MOONCAKE FESTIVAL :3

BoR3d><

2008-09-12T13:50:00.007+08:00

Now I suppose in my house and sit in front of the TV ,watching my favourite drama "moonlight resonance" aka "家好月圆".But now I still in UCSI hostel, sit in front the table and ~~cutting paper~~ doing my decoration for my food stall.
haizzz...because tommorow got training for how to cook Herbal Eggs lo, so today I can't go back home T.T
Then tommorow got to wait until 1 pm something only can go back T.T
I want go back home!!!

TagG3D By PiKaChu

2008-09-11T22:19:00.007+08:00

I tagged by Pika long long time ago, but now only I remember^^

Rules:
1. The rules of the game get posted at the beginning.
2. Each player answers the questions about themselves.
3. At the end of the post the player then tags 5 people and posts their names, then goes to their blogs and leaves a comment, letting them know they got tagged and to ask them to play and read your blog.

Starting time: 10.31pm
Name: Lee Mee May
Sisters: 2
Brothers: None
Shoe size: 7-8
Height: Around 168 cm (this measurement is inthe secondary school want,but recently seems short d T.T)
Where do you live: Hometown at Perak, but stay at Klang, now at UCSI Hostel
Favourite drinks: Whatever la as long as it is delicious ^^
Favourite breakfast: Uncountable.
Have you ever been on a plane: Nope T.T
Swam in the ocean: Yup.
Fallen asleep in school: Yup :P, if the class too bore, but rarely
Broken someone's heart: Always especially Nicole Food
Fell off your chair: don't know wor. Can't remember^^
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: Nope
Saved e-mails: Not automatically saved in the inbox 1 meh?
What is your room like: ermmm sometime clean, sometime messy :P
What's right beside you : my room mate, Lee Guang Shi ^^
What is the last thing you ate: My dinner lo, from Silver River de
Ever had chicken pox: Yup, so lucky just after UPSR
Sore throat: who have no sore throat before?
Stitches: Yup, having an operation when i'm 6.
Broken nose: Nope
Do you believe in love at first sight: Yes!
Like picnics: Depends on the location and with who...
Who was the last person you danced with: erm...forgot
You last yelled at: Can't remember because now I'm not that grumpy
Talk to someone you like: Ya, i like to talk to people around me.
Kissed: Sure, when i was a kid
Talked to an ex:
Miss someone: Yup. VERY VERY
Do you sleep with stuffed animals: No gua
Who do you really hate: erm...no gua
What time is it now: 11.oopm

Randoms :

Q: Is there a person who is on your mind right now: Yes
Q: Do you have any siblings: Yup.
Q: Do you want children: Don't know.
Q: Do you smile often: Yes
Q: Do you like your hand-writing: Yup, but I like others more^^
Q: Are your toenails painted: No,but fingernails yes.
Q: Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in: As long as it is clean
Q: What colour shirt are you wearing: Blue
Q: What were you doing at 7:00pm yesterday: Eating tau fu fa gua^^from pasar malam want
Q: I can't wait till: to see someone I miss^^
Q: When did you cry last: can't remember.
Q: Are you a friendly person: I think so^^
Q: Do you have any pets: No.
Where is the person you have feelings for right now? Don't know
Did the last person you held hands with mean anything to you now?Nope.
Do you sleep with the TV on? Nope
What are you doing right now? Doing this tag.
Have you ever crawled through a window? Nope
Can you handle the truth? Yes
Are you closer to your mother or father? both also okok lo
Who was the last person you cried in front of?Don't want to recall back.
How many people can you say you've really loved? Uncountable
Do you eat healthy?Not really
Do you still have pictures of you & your ex? Yup, ex classmate got a lot^^
Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you?Yes T.T
How often do you go to church?No.because I'm not a Christian.
If you're having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to?mostly my friend or my heart.
Are you loud or quiet most of the time? Of course "quiet"=X
Are you confident? Not really

I don't really have anyone to tagged.Who want to be volunteer?

pLs cOm3 oN 16/9

2008-09-11T16:07:00.004+08:00

Next Tuesday (16/9/2008) in UCSI will having a Mid-Autumn (late moon cake festival) which organised by CCS (Chinese Culture Society).Please go the activity if you are free ~~not free also come la~~ If u not yet buy ticket never mind u can buy on that day, RM5 each^^the RM 5 include lanterns, candles, RM 2 for playing games &...o u can go block A lobby and buy^^
That day you maybe can see Pika taking a sign board ,Nicole and Christine selling tickets,Linn and me selling herbal eggs^^and also Joseph, Chloe, Kelly and Shawn.
Haha...come la come la
The function is at the car park between block B and block C.
Start on 7.00 P.M...
Hope to see u guys ^^

~MeaNingL3ss~

2008-09-10T23:30:00.005+08:00

Sometime doing something is because of someone, but when someone disappear in your vision, those thing become meaningless...

有时候会为了"他"做某些事，一旦"他"消失在你的视线时，一切都变得没有意义了。
为的当然是自己珍惜或疼爱的人，否则会更没有意义。所以一定要紧握在手中的一切，尤其是幸福和快乐。

~PiKa BiG DaY~

2008-09-10T22:28:00.001+08:00

Yesterday was pika big day^^
That means Pikachu evolution already and become Raichu d^^

Before yesterday we already celebrate with him in Sungai Wang Green Box.And we ask him to sang a very sad mandrin happy birthday song"祝我生日快乐"(温岚)haha...Then he sang to himself.
But that was a simple celebration...
On 9 0f September2008, we decide to celebrate with him a again.
So we buy 3 pizza and a fruit cake.Haha^^Got Joseph, Linn, Kelly, Christine, James, Fok Tou, 咏欣and me celebrate with him.
We send him a card with a lot of his friend wishes (i~~n the beginning, we also plan to give kok kok writes, but we can't find him so end of the story lo)~~ and also a phone chain.^^

Plan to give him a surprise, but he look not surprise at all...Haizzz :(
Whatever la, hope he like it la ^^
Those pictures and videos will post a.s.a.p. because is with James and Christine^^

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ~~PIKACHU~~ RAICHU ^^

~M3m0Ry~

2008-09-08T19:09:00.005+08:00

Argh!!!
Angry la~really don't like the Algebra's tutor la...
Not only me, i think most of the student also don't like her lo.I want to boycott or ignore this subject already.Haizz, suddenly feel Mr.Ong teaching style is much much much more better.
I think now I will choose to have 10 Calculus class but not even one Algebra class.Please change tutor/lecturer la.

That's why i don't like lady tutor/lecturer because they are more strict and not that friendly.
She is strict than Mr. Raj(he still will joke with us) and teaching bore than Mr.Ong. She ~~seems like~~ like scold people. She really treat us like primary school students. She always shout at us.Haizzzz...Mr.Ong you really much more better than her.

After the final exam, today is the 1st time i saw Mr. Ong. My friend told me that he will not continue his teaching. He will go to England. I dare not tell him face to face , but really thanks him. All the best to you, Mr Ong^^
Still remember that, last time Mr. Ong was "jealous" Mr. Kok because the students always said "Mr.Kok say.... ,Mr. Kok say..." but no students said "Mr. ong say..."Really this is what he said.Now recall back is really funny.

社会

2008-09-07T20:47:00.002+08:00

商场？简直是恐怖。深深的觉得我超不喜欢的。难道，真的是商场如战场吗？大家都尔虞我诈的，真的是很不诚实的世界。我很不能适应。我很害怕，我怕将来自己会是个为了利益/钱财而改变的小人，我不想要！！！真的真的很可怕。人心真的是险恶的吗？我不知道，也不想知道。

其实，很多时候自己都知道后果，但还是选择逃避过后再慢慢的接受。很多事情自己可能都是想多了，但那些往往都是事实。真的很害怕那残酷的真相，但有时也会自己去寻找那自己无法接受的真相。那就是我，既害怕，却又想知道。我想我应该没想像中的脆弱罢。

不想学会这现实社会所需的条件（因为会变得虚伪），只想活在快乐的世界里。大家都没有戒心，开开心心的过日子^^

但我知道这是不可能的。李美美，别再发梦了，这是不可能的！！！
世界都不会因任何人而停止的。。。
我真希望现在的社会只是一场恶梦，醒来了是更美丽的明天。没有悲伤，只有欢乐。
所以我们必须把握每一分每一秒快乐的时光。

**美的悲伤，美的喜悦，美的的世界**