Wh0 Am I?

Do you think you should treat your best friend like this? Anyway,I know now you no need me as your best friend anymore because in your heart you already have another "best friend" that much more better than me. I think you do not need me anymore. I really feel so.

Maybe because of I am so emo and sensitive but i really hate this feeling. Just a small things only also can't tell straight and forward. This kind of small things you also feel like don't want to tell me. Just keep everything in your heart, like don't want to tell me like that. Why other best friend can be so close, can share everything with each other,but why we can't? Or the most important point is we are not the best friend? You make me also like don't want to tell you anything already. Now only I realised very close friend not equal to best friend. We are always together but you just don't like to talk to me. This is your character, maybe you would not change. Sometime I really feel difficult, when stay with you. I know you for 3 to 4 years already but I feel I'm more close to 咏欣, Pikachu ,Wen Yee and also Maxcy. Well, I know Maxcy not for very long but we are very close.

Maybe just because our characteristic to different. A very very big difference characteristic. I am so talkative and you are so quiet. I'm so so so so active,but you don't like to be active. 咏欣, you are right, it is so easy. If she or he is your type just talk more, if not no need to find something to said. No need to make yourself feel difficult. Anyway, best friend I don't think we are but we still friend.


勉强果然没幸福。
勉强会让自己不开心，也会让人觉得难受。
就像是你一直把东西塞给别人， 其实别人并不想要。
到头来人家也只会说；“你只是一直逼着我要你的东西而已”
我觉得这句话真的说得没错。

大家有意见就说出来，如果不同就各做各的，不必太迁就。
其实我一直执著“好朋友”的定义。我认为好朋友应该常陪伴对方。可是，我渐渐觉得这变成了我的负担。我想好朋友相处就像情侣一样吧，一定不会觉得对方是包袱。哈哈，真觉得好笑，到现在我才知道道理。希望我可以改变自己。
其实我觉得大家都知道对方不是自己想要的， 只是刚好上天又把我们凑在一起了。有被作弄的感觉， 老天爷总爱这样。
Anyway， 我们没吵架~><
只是一些小事，令我想起的问题。

Tak BoL3h TahAN

I hate when i talking no one reply. At least you need to let me know or u pretent that you are listen to me lo.When I'm talk to XXX seriously, there is always no reply want. That's why I don't like to stay at my room. Cannot hear what am I talking when XXX is MSN-ing totally no reply,seems I'm not alive.anyway I know you chat with your best friend, but no need treat me as transparent want lo Sometime I will think har, i die already is it , XXX seems did not hear me at all. Yes sometimes have no respond from XXX did not say any words, like" wait a while "or others, really angry. Did XXX know I'm really angry about that. Haizzz~anything la, actually had used to it. Just sometime really "tak boleh tahan".

心情

Actually this morning my mood is 100%(very good) because the CE lecturer, so funny^^
This what he teached:
yellow + red = green
green + blue = yellow
this is what I feel after he said O.o
(my monolog: yellow is base colour la uncle, green - blue =yellow la, not campur la><)
He still ask us, you know what the colour will be after mixed ar...like that really Zzzz


After business class my mood drop to the lowest point TT
My midterm less than what aspect, it less than 1/2 of the full marks TT haizz
Really I cry out already, the first time so low marks in the all of the test.
really disappointed and i study it lo.
But now feel better, thanks to Shawn, thanks your lame joke...
Anyway the one I want to see is not online.T.T( but mostly wont tell the person)

Tomorrow i will having my moral presentation. Hope I can do it~
All the best,Mee May^^

Som3 SuGG35ti0N，Pl3ASE

Don't be too curious about somethings.
Don't talk too much in the situation that you should not talk.
If not you will make something worst TT
and do not try to find an excuse to make yourself feel better, that's really not work. Your are just bluffing yourself.

This is what I did wrong today.
对每件错事都耿耿于怀，难以释怀。
又何方法让我放开呢？
当每件事都放在心里时很辛苦。

夜谈^^

昨晚和一个叫XXX 的人谈天（在msn啦）谈了很久，内容如下：

首先，我当八卦妹问他一些有的没的。过后，谈到我们的个性。他说以下的歌词很像我，嗯~我不晓得，你觉得呢？ 要告诉我哦^^

有时候太坚强 笑容却填不满眼眶
越是想要隐藏 歌声就唱的更响亮
直到入到心底最深处
你不要追问我 还缺了些什麽

要听这首歌就click歌名，是pikachu’s blog 来的。
歌名：梁文音－我不是你想像那麼勇敢 MV

^^我们还有提到一个人，因为他的display picture 咯，让我想起那天的笑话^^ 哈哈
蛮好笑的咯^^

~End of the chatting~

我们今天发现了pikachu的过人之处，把汤匙（钢的哦）折到90度， 而且还要不费力气噢^^
轻轻的一压就可以了。哈哈~有照片为证，可是不在我这里（wen yee 我要照片）^^

90 degree ^^

~end~

No pain no gain.
There is no free lunch in the world。
You got to work hard to get what you want~
有付出才会有回报，
而且要为自己做错的付出代价。
社会就是这样现实

W@itiNg TiM3 P@s5

This morning I killed a fly because I didn't saw it TT, so disgusting. Sorry fly TT I'm not purposely want TT

Today having a test so the you can just go after the test. I finished the test in half hour time. Anyway the conclusion of the test is cannot do essay part.Erm~back to the title means I still have more than 24 hours to have another class. So, guess what we do ^^haha. We go KTV, this is the second time I go sing K with them(Pika, Berry, 咏欣, James, Kelly, Joseph and Linn) We go Sungai Wang's Green Box~

After breakfast, we go by LRT. Then we go there start our Sing K journey at 1pm. But so pity can sing until 4pm only. haha By the way, i enjoy it very much, well is keep on running pitch ^^咏欣,Joseph,pika and me was inside. We started to sing but only half hour and we got many song want to sing, so a very good idea, don't know from who, all the song sing after chorus will be stop. Haha so we can sing more song. Due to the chines new year is not yet finish , so we sang new year song---大团圆^^ so embarrass=) anyway I enjoyed it too. We sing nearly 1 hour only come out~haha.
Then go eat and go back lo...

END OF THE DAY ^^