..... Moodless.....

Have a steamboat with my friends. Erm, suppose to be a quite happy dinner, but....
Is it my problems? Thinking too much... Just feel like ignore by someone....don't no, i just feel back to the happiest moment in UCSI. Recently i saw a lots of photo in facebook all is my friends...Many UCSI friends that I quite close to....but now no longer to be mine friend anymore. Just feel that they are disappear in my life.

Don't know why just feel that I have no value, like a rubbish can easily the left out by anyone in anytime.... I try to make myself to realise by other, but it don't look like me... Just don't suit me. Maybe the happiness that I desperate is no longer... I don't know, I just know that my life is going on and on but i keep looking to the back ... Already 1/2 year in IMU but i still looking backward... I still dreaming in my dream.

Left UCSI I lost my friends, I lost 1/2 of my happiness. I lost more than what i get. I don't even know whether i can pass my 4 years smoothly...
I wish to be like Pikachu... Lots of friend , no one will ignore him... How can I be like you???
I know I'm ugly, but give me a chance to talk... T.T