~buSiN3Ss Pr3S3nTaTioN~

Today is my business presentation. Finally can done the presentation,so happy,haha. Remember that day I said a African girl, the one didn't do anything. she said she want to present, just for the introduction. What the doo!!! So angry her lo. Nevermind we had done the presentatio. YiYin and Debra(group leader) doing the presentation. They do the presentation very well^^ Good JoB^^

Lawrence, Chung Hui, Ah Ying, Me, Mei Kie, YY and Debra

We purposely don't want to ask the girl that din't do everything want to take picture. Haha, she want to be bad to us at first. By the way I love them so much, they are so good.

YiYin- so cute, like to play and jokking（by the way his name like girls name la=X)
chung hui- so gentlemen, so good (he look younger than us,but he is older than us)
Lawrence- so quite, but also quite good
Mei Kei & Ah Ying, so close liao no need to say lo^^

haha=D

~HAPPY ENDING~

Today I really have a very happy day but not only the presentation.

~人生~

我可能只是你人生里的过路客，
但你可以是我人生中的贵客。
可能连你都不记得你所做过何说过的事，却可能是启发我人生的一句话。
十多年后，可能连我是谁你都记不起了，但当年的事却还在心头，令我毕生难忘。

~S@TuRd@Y~

Actually today I also plan to switch off the light. But don't know who 误导 me say will automatically no electric current =.=
So that day we didn't switch off the light and we still having BBQ.
sound very terrible, but it really terrible =P
ok, I try to find 1 day to switch off all the light in my house for 1 hour, but is in the morning ^^

Wh@T KinD oF Pe()PLE...ARGH!!!

My business assignment group having 8 members. 6 chines, 2 I think is African. One of the African quite ok she do many things, like a leader. Then, another didn't do anything at all lo. She didn't come to the meeting before today lo. Today the first time, we saw her. Then the leader(one of the African) let her to do the conclusion, but she don't know all about the assignment how she going to do wor. I open all the file that we had done to show her, she take out a piece of paper and write there (anyway I though she did it earlier). I sure that she just simply do because she didn't read all the information. The conclusion is really important le. How can do like this.

She really very over lo. At first, she ask me to open her pen drive I though she 1 to show her work, but no,she want to see her CE assignment( that we have already pass up this morning), like this also never mind. the most important is she ask me and Tze Ying go print for her. What the doooo!!!! Very terlampau le, I'm not your CE group mate also you want us to do it for you, some more you didn't do the business assignment le. Luckily the day before, Mei Kie already report to Ah Gil that she didn't do work..."该死" lo!!! really so angry lo. Ah Gil said she will get zero lo. I really can't accept this type of people, so terrible，really 厚颜无耻。

Actually Ah Ying and me planned don't want print for her want, but got a group mate so good ask us just print for her lo, so never mind lo just print. Haiyo, want others to print la,then don't want give enough paper la.Then we just gave her, then she didn't thanks us also.

After she finished the conclusion for the assignment in a paper, she like want us to type for her also. Really beh tahan. No manners at all and irresponsible. me and Ah Ying so angry with this people. Hope she didn't get any marks for the assignment lo, irresponsible at all. Now only realise she got to do the work. Sorry to said so, YOU ARE TOO LATE.

烦。。。iRRiT@tiNG~

I can't stay at hostel already. Next semester onwards TT. Yesterday before prob & stat class i go and see the list. haha so happy^^ my name is there. After class I go and see again my name is not there already TT Adeleen still say,no la the upstair name list gt my name, haizzz still don't have. So we go to ask Miss Felicia, she said that one wrong already this one is the correct one. That means i cannot stay at hostel already la. So piglet !!! I don't want ~~
Anyway, I have one room now, but feel like want to stay in hostel. I want to stay in hostel not because of good service,just because it is near the classroom and can wake earlier lo. Haiz~~
凡人 = 烦人

闯情关

可怜的姐夫来娶新娘时，要过五关斩六将还蛮惨的。

第一关：
都是姨妈姑姐的一些问题并无伤大雅。最笨的是问到他，我姐姓什么？他竟然回答应该是李吧，结果被炸，你也应该是娶错门口了的啦。哈哈~竟然有人不知道自己老婆姓什么的。。。真糟糕。。。

第二关：
是我的表姐们设的。用脚夹麻将，不过麻将时放在冰水里的。erm~还要夹4 个“发”噢。哈哈，可怜吧~他一个人夹了几个，不过只有2个是。过后，就叫兄弟团帮忙咯，但他的兄弟很没义气叻，因为大家都要逃的感觉。有一个是硬硬被推出来帮忙的。

第三关：
姊妹关，哈哈他这下可惨了，首先是辣椒侍候。饼干里有辣椒将和小辣椒哦。过后还玩之内裤勒，要他们穿上。他们当然只是水边套在手上拉，过后新郎要kiss那5个套着纸内裤的兄弟。哈哈~最后在献上一杯饮料----milo+ 生蛋，好恶心叻。结果他们还是喝完。

哈哈，这就是所谓的闯情关了吧！！！

下次再upload照片吧~

海盗

太恐怖了，我的家好像被洗劫过一样。那天，我姐姐在家里宴客，请了一些亲戚朋友来。我的大姨，总共有11 个孙，不过那天跟来的只有6个，不过已经足以致命。真的太恐怖了现在的小孩，不能乖乖坐着，跑来跑去不能停，有大喊大叫，没有一刻安静（除了睡觉）。过后，他们还要跳床。因为所有小孩都集中在我的房间，所以我有点生气了，结果都被我骂。其实，我还蛮喜欢小孩子的，但他们太活跃了，又不听话，气到我啊都快要吐血了。最后，我决定了把我方门锁上。哈哈，放心多了。^^

当小孩聚在一起都爱争东西，还好他们没大打出手，不然就好看咯。他们要回家的时候是最最最可爱的了。哈哈~~~

为什么么他们是海岛呢？因为我家的一些东西都报销了又有点乱七八糟的。我的房门柄块坏了，客厅的sofa有点小伤，楼梯的扶柄下面的铁枝断了一根还有垃圾乱乱丢。haiz~太恐怖了
相比下我表嫂的4千金中的其中3 个乖多了，因为其中一个就是踏断铁枝的凶手。

我姐姐的新家更惨，不过是她老公那side的小孩啦。他们可以把 astro smartcard 拔出来叻，还很开心地说“你看我拿到了！！！”实在太可恶了。她新家的两张能360度转动的椅子报销，大概寿命只有一星期。

实在太恐怖了，现在的小孩！！！

~W3DDiNG~

Today I skip my business because tonight at my house got party. My sister wedding party.Actually my sister is really beautiful ^^haha

but I only got 1 photo. I will update more after this^^

we not look like sibling right?haha next time I put another sister picture. Also not look same want. They always said I'm kutip balik beside the rubbish bin TT

半情歌 --- 元若蓝 (很好听^^，但很伤心）

花 接受凋零 风 接受追寻
心的伤还有一些不要紧
我接受你的决定

你将会被谁抱紧 唱什么歌哄他开心
我想着天空什么时候会放晴
地球不曾为谁停一停

你的明天 有多快乐 不是我的
我们的爱是唱一半的歌
时间把习惯换了 伤口愈合
也撤销我再想你的资格

你的祝福 一半甜的 一半苦的
像我手中冷掉的可可
最最教人残念的总是未完成的
我只能唱着 一半的歌

你将会被谁抱紧 唱什么歌哄他开心
我想着天空什么时候会放晴
地球不曾为谁停一停

你的明天 有多快乐 不是我的
我们的爱是唱一半的歌
时间把习惯换了 伤口愈合
也撤销我再想你的资格

你的祝福 一半甜的 一半苦的
像我手中冷掉的可可
最最教人残念的总是未完成的
我只能唱着 一半的歌

我的明天 快不快乐 都是我的
我们的爱是唱一半的歌
时间把习惯换了 伤口愈合
也撤销我再想你的资格

你的祝福 一半甜的 一半苦的
像我手中冷掉的可可
最最教人残念的 总是未完成的
另一半的歌



不知为何，听到这首歌有点感触。。。

不想了

昨天看到她哭。我不知道她为什么哭，可能是看到了吧。我不确定，只是在写得时候有这样的预感。其实，我这次有点不太想知道，因为不想再解释（如果真的因为这样）。既然我也下了出来也不必怕些什么了。这次想再自私多一次，对不起。但我们真的是个性差别很远，我并没有责怪的意识。你并没有错。

当然我不希望她是因为看到才哭的。昨天因该是我第一次看到她哭到那么厉害吧。所以我想她应该不会因为我这一点小事哭吧。问过她，没回答。我也不想多追问了，到她真地问我时，可能我也会说不出话吧。

我想她也不会可能我这样写而哭的吧？因为感觉上我没有在她心里占那么重要的位子。可能想多了吧。
可悲的我，原来我都不太会和别人相处，还一直以为自己在这方面做得很好。

We3kenD T.T --14/3 & 15/3

On saturday I was having a moral test so leave at hostel, need to wait until saturday morning only can go back. Erm ~then i having the test earlier. Haiz, i think my test already die liao la, i dont think will be very very good, The last semester paper that teacher gave I didn't syudy. But I having another test paper that is earlier that the teacher give.

假厉害咯, I though the teacher will not giving the test base on the test paper she ask us to study lo. then i just study the one I have.
So the conclusion is listen to the teacher. what she said is right, because so many question from the test paper T.T
Anyway, anyone got any good idea to study? because what i had study 1 week before i can't remember at all, so pity. want to be hard working lo,study early early then everythings I can't remember. Is it my brain having big problems? I think is time to check my brain too><


When I reached home I realised my house look beautiful already because it is painted^^(my sister will having wedding on this weekend) haha
then I realised my room also painted, then i went to clean up my room. I realised one of my 红包 with around RM200 is lost TT after that my mum told me maybe took by the Indonesia worker who paint my room. Because when my mum keep the 红包, the worker saw and maybe he took it away TT that means this year I have no 红包 money and the money grandma give me on last year birthday. I so appreciate 红包 my grandma give. I just want to keep it and not to used, but now the worker had took it TT feel want to kill him already la!!! hmmm诅咒他！！！
诅咒他一早起床就敲到头，走路跌倒，吃饭啃到。总之就黑锅背多多。hmm~我可不好惹的哟！！！

Wh0 Am I?

Do you think you should treat your best friend like this? Anyway,I know now you no need me as your best friend anymore because in your heart you already have another "best friend" that much more better than me. I think you do not need me anymore. I really feel so.

Maybe because of I am so emo and sensitive but i really hate this feeling. Just a small things only also can't tell straight and forward. This kind of small things you also feel like don't want to tell me. Just keep everything in your heart, like don't want to tell me like that. Why other best friend can be so close, can share everything with each other,but why we can't? Or the most important point is we are not the best friend? You make me also like don't want to tell you anything already. Now only I realised very close friend not equal to best friend. We are always together but you just don't like to talk to me. This is your character, maybe you would not change. Sometime I really feel difficult, when stay with you. I know you for 3 to 4 years already but I feel I'm more close to 咏欣, Pikachu ,Wen Yee and also Maxcy. Well, I know Maxcy not for very long but we are very close.

Maybe just because our characteristic to different. A very very big difference characteristic. I am so talkative and you are so quiet. I'm so so so so active,but you don't like to be active. 咏欣, you are right, it is so easy. If she or he is your type just talk more, if not no need to find something to said. No need to make yourself feel difficult. Anyway, best friend I don't think we are but we still friend.


勉强果然没幸福。
勉强会让自己不开心，也会让人觉得难受。
就像是你一直把东西塞给别人， 其实别人并不想要。
到头来人家也只会说；“你只是一直逼着我要你的东西而已”
我觉得这句话真的说得没错。

大家有意见就说出来，如果不同就各做各的，不必太迁就。
其实我一直执著“好朋友”的定义。我认为好朋友应该常陪伴对方。可是，我渐渐觉得这变成了我的负担。我想好朋友相处就像情侣一样吧，一定不会觉得对方是包袱。哈哈，真觉得好笑，到现在我才知道道理。希望我可以改变自己。
其实我觉得大家都知道对方不是自己想要的， 只是刚好上天又把我们凑在一起了。有被作弄的感觉， 老天爷总爱这样。
Anyway， 我们没吵架~><
只是一些小事，令我想起的问题。

Tak BoL3h TahAN

I hate when i talking no one reply. At least you need to let me know or u pretent that you are listen to me lo.When I'm talk to XXX seriously, there is always no reply want. That's why I don't like to stay at my room. Cannot hear what am I talking when XXX is MSN-ing totally no reply,seems I'm not alive.anyway I know you chat with your best friend, but no need treat me as transparent want lo Sometime I will think har, i die already is it , XXX seems did not hear me at all. Yes sometimes have no respond from XXX did not say any words, like" wait a while "or others, really angry. Did XXX know I'm really angry about that. Haizzz~anything la, actually had used to it. Just sometime really "tak boleh tahan".

心情

Actually this morning my mood is 100%(very good) because the CE lecturer, so funny^^
This what he teached:
yellow + red = green
green + blue = yellow
this is what I feel after he said O.o
(my monolog: yellow is base colour la uncle, green - blue =yellow la, not campur la><)
He still ask us, you know what the colour will be after mixed ar...like that really Zzzz


After business class my mood drop to the lowest point TT
My midterm less than what aspect, it less than 1/2 of the full marks TT haizz
Really I cry out already, the first time so low marks in the all of the test.
really disappointed and i study it lo.
But now feel better, thanks to Shawn, thanks your lame joke...
Anyway the one I want to see is not online.T.T( but mostly wont tell the person)

Tomorrow i will having my moral presentation. Hope I can do it~
All the best,Mee May^^

Som3 SuGG35ti0N，Pl3ASE

Don't be too curious about somethings.
Don't talk too much in the situation that you should not talk.
If not you will make something worst TT
and do not try to find an excuse to make yourself feel better, that's really not work. Your are just bluffing yourself.

This is what I did wrong today.
对每件错事都耿耿于怀，难以释怀。
又何方法让我放开呢？
当每件事都放在心里时很辛苦。