不愉快的假期TT

很不开心，这应该算是我最不开心的假期了吧! 大家都开开心心的回家去了。打从第一天的假期就不是很幸运。第一天的假期，我原本打算大家一起去唱K的。还以为会有人去，可是再考完试那天，Pikachu就回家了。他不再就像是蛇无头不行，就回没人去，所以我也不想自讨苦吃了。结果我第一个假期就是这样在宿舍白白的度过了，但倒霉的我就说无所谓，反正第二天很快到，可以跟她去溜冰。正是坏事接二连三的冲着我而来。大约8点多左右，她告诉我得取消了。当时我真的有点伤心。我又想到明天我得一个人过了T.T

还好后来姐姐告诉我说今天去吃自助日本餐(jogoya) Haiz~ 三个人付了RM200++真的不是很值得，它的食物没有想象中美味，还是喜欢Shogun。过后我8pm++自己搭ktm回家。大概晚上10多到家吧!这样迟回来都应为我二姐啦。那天她哭着打给我说她胃痛有没有人在店，她很辛苦还哭得稀里哗啦的。我看她那么可怜的样子，就打算早点回来第二天早上可以帮她。
在她的店的几天我都不太开心，因为我不太熟店里的价钱，不同的顾客也有不同的价，又使客人有要求减价还要应付他们。对于我在社会的日子还浅，所以会很辛苦。我对他生意上的东西都不太熟，所以有时我会问她好几次，结果是被骂。有时她明知那些客人很狡猾，她也不要帮我。我真的很怕出错，我是个很粗心大意的人。在店的几天，我快疯了。因为我要很小心的计算，虽然我只是负责counter（算是cashier吧）但真的要很小心，因为店里的系统并不是很完整，有时我也会出错T.T

那一天，我真的很糟糕不但少算了一样东西，还亏了钱。因为我听错东西，就亏了钱。因为我紧张就出了错。但我也不是故意的。我这个假期我真的很乖，没有像以前那样闹着不要去店，也没有到下午就要去外婆家。从早上9点到晚上7点才回家。我知道，妈妈和姐姐也是和我一样，但我真的不能适应。做错了就被骂，不是姐姐就是妈妈。我知道我自己做错了，可是可以骂少一点吗？真的很压力！那天她挑战我，结果接下来的两天我都没出去帮忙。你们要说我懒惰就懒惰，一直被骂真的很压力的。当一个廉价，不是应该是无价劳工，也这样惨，更何况我是你的妹妹。如果不是妈妈叫我明天出去我一定不会出的。反正你觉得我笨又蠢干吗要我帮你？也只会越帮越忙罢了。

算了，发泄完了。明天还得做工了。晚安~

到Pika家中“搞搞震”^^

昨天SamSam 和朋友去clubing,结果只剩下我一个T.T 所以就打算到他们家做客。上完physics class 后就去他们家了。他们都要走shortcut。就是说，我们得走上car park 后，再从那条水道走下去。Wasai~真危险le。石级又很大格又有青苔，超危险的。从水道下来的时候， 那个James 在后面劈劈啪啪的从后面下来。吓死了。那晚在他们家下厨却弄得一团糟，haiz 真糟糕。不过还蛮开心的。^^

~不听老人老师言~

haiz~一开始就应该乖乖听老师话，每天做复习。上个学期我都有乖乖的再做，但是这学期就是不听，结果现在就有一堆的东西要读T.T 很多东西不明白了，真糟糕。算了，一定要快快读完，不然考试就完了。T.T
镇是不听老人老师言，吃亏在眼前~
要加把劲了~~

Physics ，我来了！！！

~SuRpRiS3~

今晚为了这学期的error cheque烦恼，因为又要send mail 通知他们，再加上我的英语是有限公司，所以弄了很久。

正当要sign out 之际，一位我万万没想到的一个人， 竟然找我。有点惊讶和吓到。我想当我写下去大家应该会知道是谁了^^所以自己猜罢。今天下午跟咏欣谈天时才说起他。其实，他已经消失了一段时间，我还以为他忘记了我们这班顽皮鬼人。哈哈， 原来并没有。感觉上他好像在暗，我们在明一样，因为他很容易就可以知道我们的消息了>< 不公平~
不过有点开心^^haha

~TOD@Y~

Today I having my Algebra test. I though the exam is on 8.00a.m but is not.(still got a bit blur blur at that time) Then today Mr.Raj is here. He arranged the students sit. When I go into Recital hall, on the stage waiting for a sit, suddenly Mr Raj call my full name so loud(I never ever knew that he remember my name and he didn't call my name last sem) I really feel embarrass. And I didn't heard others calling my full name for quite a long time.
Haiz~Luckily the test is not very difficult, but I did many careless mistake T.T~

PhySIcS

I still don't like you although i can understand abit about you~haiz...If I don't know you how I do my final? sob sob><

为难

一个决定~很难下的决定~为什么呢？你们做不就好了吗？为何要为难我呢？我知道你们没那个意思，可是真的很为难。怎样的决定都不能圆满。苦恼T.T

~Tu3sD@Y~

We have a very good presentation~ We put in a lot of effort...erm~not really but is really not bad sketch~ thanks to everyone ^^I will post the video when I get it~Group member got Pika, Kelly, Me, Eng Yin, James, Linn, Shawn, Calgvine, Adeleen and Tze Ying~ A sucessful presentation~

Today I'm so busy because after presentation got to rush back to Klang celebrate my grandma's birthday.I love her very very much o^^But i will be a baby sitter in this kind of dinner. I am the one look after the children. The younger can be a six month baby ^^ but is so cute ^^they are my niece and nephew. But boy really "kacau-ing", difficult to look after them~

After the dinner I got to back to hostel again. Is really tired but I'm not the driver~ reach hostel is around 11.30pm.But today is really happy~

Pr3s3Nt@tion

Tomorrow is my group presentation already. The title is 14 days of comunist in Malaya. Today we having rehearsal in recital hall. So funny~Hopes I won't have stage phobia tomorrow la ^^
All the best to all of you also^^

~ALL THE BEST TO ME TOO~
^^
加油，李美美！

30/10- My Big D@Y~^^

A group of friend celebrating wit me this year. Really happy^^Get alots of wishes from my friends. Haha~really happy when one group of people remember your birthday~I will never forget the first time birthday celebration with my friend.^^ Thanks to all of you~


30/10
12.00a.m
James, Kelly,Linn and Fok Tao nudge me together...Really at that time i really don't know is already 12 a.m until I received Pika's wishes only I know that^^ Really feel touch = )

At night I go Pika's house because they celebrate with me tomorrow is physics test T.T

I'm wishing~ Can wish for 3 wishes ^^

Blowing candles~

Cutting the cake~

Play trick on me T.T, but the cream didn't kena me also XD

The knife got cream(is on my hand) =3 kakaka (Evil ^^)

James kena cream d~now want to revenge T.T~Try our best to close the door

Now run to Pika's room liao~Just now in Wen Yee's room ^^

Haha~played until crazy~until others owner complain =x

Now looking for my "scary" present~

Tearing my present~





After 3 minutes like that la~
Finally~
yes i did it ^^






HAHA~~~

Thanks to your wishes (Pls tell me if i left out u >,<)
Pikachu (The 1st time u are on time ^^)
Linn (thanks 4 sending me twice birthday msg o ^^)
James (^^)
Kelly( ^^)
Fok Tao(^^)
(^^):很有心思的wish人方法
Eric( thanks)
Khai Chun(same birthday with me de ppl^^)
My sister (很有心思的msg)
Lee Yan ( love u^^)
Samantha( don't write wrong my brithday liao lo XD)
Jollie (thanks Q ya~)
Lu Yi (love u darling)
Jac (nice birthday song)
Nicole (开开心)
Soke Yan (I like ur time ^^ 18:18)
Mun Yee(muckzz=) )
BenGui--Si Ming(I though u forget liao)
Joseph (like the msg and the time u send=>)
Shawn (thanks^^）
Berry (thanks^^）
Calgvine (thanks^^）
Ally( thanks^^)
Faizatul (thanks^^)
Wei Wei(u really make me surprise)
Maxcy( erm~got abit surprise lo,though u 4gt lo^^)
Guang Shi (finally u wish me)

At the end, thanks to the camera girl, Wen Yee^^ If not i won't have so many picture ^^

Shawn is peeking others?Who is that?

Before I end my post, I got to thanks my family a lots~ I love u all ^^
I will never forget the celebration with my friend and family on my 18th birthday^^

11.47PM

Just now after back from Mid-valley i go oioi untill 8pm only wake. Then I am so hungry,but no one accompany me to buy food lo. Then my sister call me, she is going to pasar malam. so I go with her. Around 10.30 pm only back, with mee hon and fried chicken.Now I'm so fulllllll~~
Argh!!!my on diet plan >< Habis d
Now i cannot finish the food le how????T.T
Know earlier I dowan to buy lo T.T
So fulll~
Growing Fat T.T again and again

12.08 am-I plan to throw the food T T
12.10am-Go downstairs to take water,i though no people will be there, but I'm wrong. A lots lo, they watching football and i'm wearing my sleeping shirt(not pyjamas lo) go down... So ugly~
12.18 am- I go brush my teeth then i bring my tooth paste and brush to toilet (don't want to put on the basin )I'm not holding with my hand but 夹在颈项. Oh~~I'm so bad luck, the tooth paste drop in to the toilet bowl. Luckily not all immerse in the waterT.T

SuRpRis3!!!

Today I feel so happy~I received Ah Wei call. I though she having party again. When I answer the phone she said happy belated birthday to me. Erm, really got abit late almost 1 week,(but at least she remember^^) I though she forgotten. Then she want to celebrate a belated birthday with me. So, we decided to go Mid-Valley with Si Ming also just because of I don't know how to go 1-Utama and Pyramid by others transport, so no choice TT

Conclusion:
Is happy and surprise because still got people remember my birthday and celebrate with me after my birthday~

Moral value:
Please learn how to go Pyramid and 1-Utama by others transport~T T

MaL@YsiAN sTuDi3s

Today Malaysian studies group presentation is good. The Ns group 1 okok lo, but it let me recall back the time in NS. Well I go for one week only lo because something so horror happen and i really scared. Ok now is late don't talk about that.
In this period, I know a few friend they are so good and so nice. Really, got Misha, Yen Ling, Sisi, Vievie and others. Miss them~
I really remember the last day in the camp.In the character build class, teacher will find some people come out to tell about their feeling before the class end. That day actually I not sure i'm going back or not. But need to thanks VieVie, she ask me to come out and have a chance to talk. Really thanks to her. That day I also rise up the flag of Ns(I think).
I really not regret go for NS, really is a good activity .But now if you ask me to go again I will say "NO".

Now only I know how the word "family "formed. Meaningful~
Father
And
Mother
I
Love
You
This is what I learn in the presentation lo..=X lol

N0 MoR3 PhYsiCs LaB ^^

YeaH~~~~finally no more Physics lab^^. No report, no need to think so much, no need to see them and no headeach. After Thursday, no any report already. Yes!!!
脱难了~~不用再对着他们了。

Bad bad mee may!!!^^hehe.
But i think i'm not because keep on teaching him what i know, and without scold people.even wen yee tak boleh tahan him lo I also don't why I can tahan lo..^^
erm...By the way, anyone can teach how to reject doing this kind of job. Due to I'm not really clear and understand the subject. Not I don't want to teach~

You can read Christine's blog.What she said is true. They are really irritating.=x

FiSh aGaiN T.T

T.T fish , very fish...
Just do something very fish...
Just now I go and check my mail, then I saw a mail that Mun Yee send me long time ago.
After reading, I saw "Joanne" name, then I only remember that I not yet add her in to my
MSN..I just copy the address from there and paste.
She accept me when Irealise her first name is different, so i though is Joanne lee lo.

After few minutes, "Joanne" come and ask me something
Joanne: May i know who are u?
Me: guess
Me: u didn't see my personal picture?(because that is my picture)
Joanne:No, i really don't know u.

Until here, i only realise I add wrong people liao T T( damn paiseh)
Actually their christian name is the same only the one I add wrong, her first name is almost same with our friend Joanne want TT

MonD@y~~W3dNesDay

M()nD@Y:
Still in holiday~~

tU3sD@Y:
Today, Munnie's group having presentation in Malaysian studies class.Erm, not bad la quite good like their style.A bit like usually lo (because that is their character , so cute^^).
Then Pui Mun's group also present on that day. They presenting 3 different culture food. When they are passing the food I'm not really intrested lo.But when I saw a Malay kuih,I forget the name. Is green colour want and got santan at the outer layer and sometime it got brown sugar(liquid for m 1)"(黑糖）inside. Yummy~ so delicious^^Joseph also like that food, then we are talking about how delicious the black sugar is . We are waiting for the food pass to us. Finally, we get it. Yeah~~~After we chew, we look at each other and laugh. Just now we are so happy discuss about the brown sugar then there is no anything inside,is KOSONG de. 炸到=x But also not bad la...

W3n3SDaY:
It is not anythings special actually. But today quite happy^^.After bath,we go pasar malam at 8pm.There is sooooooooooooooooo many people, because usually we go there very early. But when we back to the hostel, there is no water.Ya again~this month already a few times no water to use d le T.T( but luckily we bath already xD)

EaT FaSt & Eat uNtiL fuLL~Pls re@D

This is an article I found in somewhere.Please read it~
Is for your own good.

People who gobble down their food and eat until they feel full are three times more likely to get fat compared with people who eat slowly and modestly.
So say Japanese researchers in a study that suggests shifting patterns of behaviour, driven by the advent of fast food and cheap food, are widely to blame for the obesity pandemic.
Osaka University's Hiroyasu Iso and colleagues recruited 1,122 men and 2,165 women aged between 30 and 69 and asked them to closely track their eating habits and body mass index (BMI), a benchmark of obesity.
Around half of the men, and just over half of the women, said they ate until they were full.
Just under half of the men, and a little more than a third of the women, said they ate quickly.
Men and women who ate until full were twice as likely to be overweight compared with counterparts who did not eat until full.
Those who ate both quickly and to satiety were three times likelier to be overweight.
"The combination of the two eating behaviours had a supra-additive effect on being overweight," the team say in their paper, published online Tuesday by the British Medical Journal (BMJ).
The study distinguished between people who ate until full and those who reported binge-eating. Intriguingly, it found those who ate until full had in fact a higher calorie intake than those who gorged.
In a commentary, also carried by the BMJ, Australian nutrionists Elizabeth Denney-Wilson and Karen Campbell suggested that the drive to eat quickly is a genetic survival mechanism -- humans are hardwired to overconsume energy when it is available.
This mechanism has run into problems, though, with food that is cheap and instantly available and eaten swiftly, they argued.
"It may be that the changing sociology of food consumption, with fewer families eating together, more people eating while distracted (for example, while watching television), and people eating 'fast food' while on the go all promote eating quickly," said Denney-Wilson and Campbell.
"Furthermore, the increased availability of relatively inexpensive food, which is more energy-dense and served in substantially larger portions, may promote eating beyond satiety."

Yer~so next time eat slower and eat 70% full is enough.If not I will grow fat some more T.T

eXp3nSiV3~

Yeah!!!
UCSI upgrade d, become UCSI University liao.
Conclusion is (booo!) our fees is increasing.
The new price will start from next semester.
The course rise from RM 58,000 to RM 62,000.TT (rise RM 4,000)
But the tutor salary did not rise, i ask 1 of our tutor want.
No wonder lesser tutor want to teach here la =x

开心^^

今天收到珠珠（我的中学好友）的sms我。她问我几时得空要跟我庆生。

很开心，有一种被在乎的感觉^^。

就算最后去不成也无所谓了，因为我已经收到了她的心意。

谢谢你，茹薏。

我真的真的很谢谢你和宇晴还有秀盈。

我收到了^^

结果还是没有去到，因为大家的时间都迁就不到~~><

有意思

祝福你永远幸福快乐。。。
我还记得你那些有趣的画面，你的影子还在我的脑海里，不断地浮现。往事只能回味了。曾经喜欢过你，但。。。
如果时间能倒流，我愿认识你，但不要爱上你。因为你不曾爱过我。这只会让我痛苦的流泪。


从一个朋友的personal msg copy出来的，不过被我修改过了。^^

BuDdY campwaterfire

A meaningful camp. I like it so much 7 of us join this camp.Got Christine, Shawn, Nicole, Kelly, Linn, Pika and me^^In the beginning I though it won't be nice and successful want because just after the heavy rain.

But I'm wrong it was so funny. We play games and dance ^^

The most funny is when playing the game wolf ,shepherd and sheep.

The wolf is going to chase others group sheeps and put in their group. The shepherd is to protect the sheep.When the second time play the game the foreign students just carried the people to their group.the wolf from others group also kena tangkap XD

Got 1 wolf is going to attack my group already. Suddenly the foreign wolf carried the wolf away.Haha^^my sheep is safe.But why he caught the wolf? =__=!!!wakaka

We eat so many things le.When we buy tickets the people still say please eat something before come you won't be full.Then you see what we eat.

Dinner Supper: 3 plates of sandwich ,1 plate junkfood, 4 plates mee hon, 1 plate BBQ food, 1 plate Jagung and 2 plate fruits. All are so full le.

Yuck~jagung, I hate it><

BBQ-ing~


finish eating~

Then they tell some very touch and meaningful story.And we light up the own candle.See~

From front to back:Shawn, Me, Pika, Kelly and Linn

When small my mum tell that everyone got their own star on the sky.See~

This is the reflection of the candles to the roof~^^

A really happy campfire^^I think i will continue to attend this type of activities^^

T.T only 6 you all didn't take picture with mineT.T

Bully~

A bit blur~

left to right: me, kelly,linn,nicole,christine,pika and shawn

Only RM 5, it is worth^^

RaiNinG~

Now already 5.23pm but still raining.
Actually tonight we having camp fire at the soccer field and start at 6.00pm
But now i think become camp "water" d T.T
they mostly change the venue to Block A lo haizzz

"Rain rain go away,
coma again another day.
no one want to play."

^^pls stop asap la
I 1 go camp fire
Not camp water le :<

Guess it^^

Guess what is this word there?
Can you read?
No?
then close your eyes almost 90% so that you can actually read it
Haha^^
Get it?

DriViNg sKiLL >.<

Nightmare
Really~
I also don't how I pass the driving test half year ago
Can't imagine rite?
Now even my sister dare not to try my dring skill
T.T
U dare??
If yes tell me^^
I will be very happy^^

H@PpY Go LuCkY^^

haiz~
I though my Malaysian Studies sure die d lo
but yesterday noon after Soke Yan call, my fate had change ^^

Actually she 1 come to my room oioi (sleep)^^
Then we keep on talking only lo
Haha, the funniest is she brought a packet of Super Ring come and visited me^^
Cute rite ^^
then we keep eating and chatting
Around 3pm. like that la Harn Harn called
she come to my room
At that time only I noe Harn Harn take Malaysian Studies d ^^hehehe

So 3 of us discuss about the question
Haha,
so lucky I have the last last sem and a don't know last how many sem midterm paper
^^
Most of the questions are from that paper
so I can just memorize lo
I didn't study more than that d
Really almost the same in just now exam ^^

So, the conclusion is ^^

PLS DO NOT DO THIS IN FINAL BECAUSE FINAL HAVE NO LAST LAST/LAST HOW MANY SEM PAPER TO REFER!!!

Ex@m~~

Owww~tomorrow got malaysian studies midterm exam T.T
Help!!!
Actually I didn't listen to the lecturer from the beginning of the semester lo
Haizz~
College d still got to take Sejarah
But it names Malaysian Studies T.T
bore~
no mood to study
And don't know what to study
got so many....
haiz...
2moro sure can't do d la TT

J()K3s fR. An e-m@iL

A family in the Southern Province of China,were puzzled when the coffin of their dead grandmother arrived from the States.It was sent by one of the daughters.The dead body was so tightly squeezed inside the coffin, with no space left in it! When they opened the lid, they found a letter on top; which read as follows:

Dear Cousins,

I am sending Ah-ma body to you since it was her wish that she should be cremated in the compound of our ancestral home in Tung Shin.Sorry, I could not come along as all of my paid leaves are consumed. You will find inside the coffin, under Ah-ma's body, 12 cans of Yohmeitsu, 10 packets of Swiss chocolates and packets of Chinatown Lap Cheong. Please divide these among all of you. On Ah-ma's feet you will find a new pair of Nike Air shoes (size 10) for Ah boy. Also, there are 2 pairs of shoes for Ah Mei's and Ah Lien's sons. Hope the sizes are correct. Ah-ma is wearing 6 CK T-Shirts. The large size is for Ah Bak and the others are for my nephews. Just distribute them among yourselves. The 2 new Armani Jeans that Ah-ma is wearing are for the boys. The Rolex watch that Lee Ah Bai wanted is on Ahma's left wrist. Kiasu Aunty & Pei Pei ,Ah ma is wearing theTiffany necklace, earrings and ring that you asked for. Please take them. The 6 white Polo cotton socks that Ah ma is wearing must be divided among my teenage cousins. Let me know what else you need as Ah Kong also not feeling well nowadays. I can send all required things when our Ah Kong goes back too.....

~NiC3 S()nG^^~

爱不疚 (cantonese song)

收藏在眼眸 常徘徊左右
愛猜到沒有
愉快玩笑後 能全然退後 你開心就夠
這種感覺太親厚 講一千句也不夠 假使講了你聽到後 或會走
這種戀愛太罕有
不須真正擁有 成全 衷心祝福然後
就放手 放手 放開所有 彼此更自由
放手 其實我絕非愛得不夠
放手 豁出所有
還有這個好友 已經 已經足夠

遙遠是宇宙 靜靜在背後
去看守就夠
這種感覺太親厚 講一千句也不夠
即使一剎有過衝動 挽你手
這種戀愛太罕有
不須真正擁有 成全 多捨不得仍然 是放手
放手 放開所有 彼此更自由
放手 其實我絕非愛得不夠
放手 豁出所有
還有這個好友 已經 已經足夠
放手 我的牽掛
找不到盡頭 放手
期望你幸福甚麼都有
也許 愛很深厚
然而我早看得透 放手
至可擁有

真相

它并不是好东西T.T
一直想知道的东西，
今天终于知道了。
它并不是我一直想要的结果T.T
但我又是个追求真相者。
很矛盾~
其实好几次了，我都看不到真相
可能这就是老天疼我吧!^^
是我不知好歹，
硬要面对残酷的事实。
算了~
让所有事回到原点吧!^^

h@pPy^^ MoNd@Y

Finally I didn't headeach on Monday d^^wakakaka
Today Wen Yee and me reached earlier.
So we faster do the experiment.
Then Tony(a new friend) came and help us to do the experiment.
This experiment we got to count the ocscillation of the spring.
Tony is learning english, so he tried to use english to count.
but he failed to count in english, so he use his own language.
I use mandrin and english and another 1 use english.
I think around 25 minutes,we already finished the experiment.
HAHAHA, so happy
Then christine and me went to kacau them(pika, James and Edwinson)
HAHAHAHA =>
really happy

~Th@NkS~

Recently I'm in a very bad mood (actually is from the beginning of the second sem)
and I always post a lot of things I don't like, I hate and I complain a lot
But just now I saw Pika's blog
I agree with what he said
we should write happy things in the blog and this will be the sweet memory
and this is also the reason why I write blog
I nearly forgot the reason I write the blog.
I try don't complain so much
make the post is a happy post
Or maybe write my sad post in another blog
And delete it after a period...

I hAt3 PhY5icS LaB T.T

Terrible! horrible!and vegetable
so terrible la,
my group got 8 people but only 3 is doing the experiment
3 always chating another 2 sit there do nothing!!!
So angry la~
You don't want do nvm, people tell the result d also dowan to listen
aft that only asking~
Today i'm late to the lab around 5-6 minutes
When I reached, some of them is chatting.
Then they don't know how to do the experiment also didn't ask...
Yerr!!!!
Bad la
even the apparatus also not yet set up.
then Wen Yee ,a new member and me are doing only.
the three indian every week also chatting want lo
Now every Monday I also headeach because of the experiment.
So bad la!!
I though 1 people doing 1 report is fair but no.
They just copy the result and do the report.
Not fair also...

姐姐的一通电话 ,真无聊

刚刚在看《命中注定我爱你》时，我二姐打给我叻。
二姐：小妹，你在做什么？
我：看戏咯。
二姐：有书不读，看戏？
我：做什么事？
二姐：(开心)ei, 我跟你讲今天李宗伟来我的店叻。
我：噢，（我还以为是我大姐的朋友）所以（有什么大不了）？
二姐：你知道谁吗？
我：知道（想了想）打羽球的吗。（噢，是他噢！）
二姐：是啦。其实，我没有觉得很光荣，但一直跟别人炫耀叻。
我：(bikaboom,炸到了）过后？
二姐：他还有待他的女朋友来叻，没有帮头发的，满漂亮的。
我：噢（没兴趣）
二姐：他好像是klang的人来的噢.....（其实，不是咯，他是penang人^^)
还有一堆的东西咯，太长了,不写了。
可是他却没有和他拍照-___-
大姐气死了，因为她很喜欢看羽球赛。
总结，二姐打来讲废话^^
无聊透了，哎呀其实还好啦。^^

~聆听我的心~

我真很想受到别人的关心，很想在别人的心里有一席地位。
我不喜欢被忽略的感觉。T.T
我很喜欢说话，但我也很希望有人会听，而不是很敷衍的带过。
我真的很希望受到关注，所以都不介意做跑腿的工作。
我也很想在伤心难过时，有人知道~T.T
开心时，很喜欢跟大家分享。
我知道，我知道自己的表达能力有问题，但我又能怎么样呢？我想要的吗？
说的笑话，大家永远都不会笑~
我每次都敢怒不敢言，我真的很想说但每次都有很多顾虑，怕这个，怕那个。
当别人迁就自己时，又怕别人觉得我霸道！
为什么要想那么多？？？
我知道每次我伤心时，开开心知道。她都会来逗我，但是我都没告诉他什么事。
为什么我要想那么多？在意那么多？
不是我自己开心就好吗？
但我办不到，因为不想把快乐建在别人的痛苦上。
好像很自私噢！
我开心别人就不开心了，到时我更内疚了。
我真的很害怕~
突然很想一个人耶！
不用顾虑那么多~
又不用怕大家不开心。
好像做独行侠噢!
无忧无虑，也不用别人的关心。
不是吗？
好像收起我的笑容噢。
最近不知什么原因变得很情绪化了......
我想这次已经很彻底的把自己的心情写出来了吧！

无心的伤害 T.T

Today I having a bad mood T.T
Hurt! Sad!

I hurt by someone...
XXX(the people's name) is not purposely but it really hurt me very very very deep T.T
Don't know, maybe XXX is just kidding...
I dont think XXX know that already hurt me T.T
I'm not angry because that is really my weakness...
At that moment I try to stop my tears from my eyes...
Really sad~T.T

An action make me sad, but this is because of my fault before~
A fault that I never forget.
sorry~ YYY
but I really sad because of that action T.T
Why you always hurt me but i will forgive you, then you can feel nothing after that???
Why I can't do so?I always feel guilty event it is a very small mistake?
Why?Why?Why~ T.T
I don't want to feel so anymore really difficult for me to forgive my fault...
I don't want always feel guilty because of some silly things T.T
T.T Hurt~

无心的伤害，真的很痛 T.T

~Sil3Nt M0D3~

Monday is the most boring day for me.Early in the morning got Algebra & Trigonometry.After that is General physics (the most bore class but the teacher is good), follow by Algebra Tutorial and then is physics lab.See, the most bore subject is all on Monday.

Today don't know what happen to the teacher, keep on scolding. Because the students are too noisy so ,she just write everything on the transparent paper and point the slide. She didn't say even one word about the chapter. Then she wrote this on the transparent paper "Do exercise 6 and exercise 7, I call you all come out one by one , I MEAN IT! When she call the name from the list, got a few people have no respond, so she scold again.by the way, last sem in Mr.Kok class some don't want to answer question also do so, but Mr.Kok also didn't angry at all ><

(Excuse me, she is wasting our time to listen how she scolding! This is not a primary school please don't use that teaching way, keep on shouting and do those thing, so immature, all of us paid to study,so you got to teach. The student noisy you can scold them but not doing silent mode teaching!!! You got to think others students also, that why most of the student don't like Algebra tutor. Because of your attitude and you do not respect the students at all. Keep on scolding everyone)

She keep on asking the student leave her class. If at that moment all the students leave, sure she will be very angry. Then after one hour, (2 hours class) maybe she "tak boleh tahan" already so she said class end. Some students leave the class (include me), then she continue teaching after the few minutes. Argh never ever see the tutor like that one really...Bad luck la, Why she teach this subject.... Bad silent mode teaching!!!I hate it.

迁就~

最近我心情很不好，很想发脾气。每次好像都是我在迁就别人，只有几个会迁就我。迁就真的很累啊！不要，不想，也不会迁就人了！！！被迁就的当然得会很开心，因为大家都顺从你。
不要和你唱反调是因为不想要身边的朋友不开心。其实，我真的真的很久没有大发脾气了。上个学期我根本没有这个问题的，但是最近火山好像要爆发了。
很气，很不开心。迁就者没有了开心的感觉，因为迁就是被逼的，没办法？
不开心是因为违背了自己一开始的意愿。好久没被人迁就的感觉了最近真的很不开心。不想上学的感觉又回来了！！！
我真的很想是个敢怒敢言的人，我也很想随心所欲，可是身边的朋友一定很难受的。为了自己的开心而令到朋友不愉快，也非我所愿。
朋友开心，我就快乐。但如果只有一方在迁就的话一切都变得没有意义了。
我不想再当迁就者了！！！到底怎么样才会大家都开心？不要在迁就别人了！！！就让我放肆一次吧！！！我就快从开心果变成苦瓜干了 T.T

^^

Recently very tired, don't know why,but just feel so....
Yesterday was moon cake festival^^, so happy I can go my beloved grandma's house.Really very happy.I saw my nieces, especially Wei Wei^^ so long didn't see her d...Really can't recognize her d. She is around 2 years old. Yesterday I teacher to call me..Haha she so clever follow what i teach^^

Then I also take photo with her.When I say "拍照"she will show her 2 fingers ^^so cute and I'm so happy.Well, I cannot play with them so long, i got to go after 1 hour.Then got to back to college...cute cute picture but not wit me, with my niece also (she is around 13 years old) ^^
A happy Moon Cake Festival

~Gl0v3 & gOgGles~

Today to free so post so many blog^^

Very good and ridiculous question:

Why we need a goggles in Gen. Physics lab?

Why we no need goggles in Gen Bio & Chem lab?

Is it we need glove more goggles in Gen lab?

Erm...weird right?

I think in physics lab gloves is needed more than goggles la...Haizz!!!

~ThAnKs Jac~

Really thank you Jac because before your call I am really angry. But after talk to you for 1 hours, I fell better.^^
Really happy to hear your voice after so long (well, not very long la, around 2 weeks ) I really enjoy the 1 hour. But after that, I irritated with my things again.Haizzz

The CCS 1 lo, cancel tomorrow meeting don't say earlier. Now only said cancel, so I got to finish the decoration myself already because I can't give it to Linn.
Arrrr...Now i got to call my sister come and fetch me, but she got a lot of quotation to type so i got to wait her. I will go back at a round 12++ a.m. lo T.T

Just now my grandma call me also, she ask me whether I going to her house this Sunday. Actually, she ask me a few time already.Hehe><>

HAPPY MOONCAKE FESTIVAL :3

BoR3d><

Now I suppose in my house and sit in front of the TV ,watching my favourite drama "moonlight resonance" aka "家好月圆".But now I still in UCSI hostel, sit in front the table and cutting paper doing my decoration for my food stall.
haizzz...because tommorow got training for how to cook Herbal Eggs lo, so today I can't go back home T.T
Then tommorow got to wait until 1 pm something only can go back T.T
I want go back home!!!

TagG3D By PiKaChu

I tagged by Pika long long time ago, but now only I remember^^

Rules:
1. The rules of the game get posted at the beginning.
2. Each player answers the questions about themselves.
3. At the end of the post the player then tags 5 people and posts their names, then goes to their blogs and leaves a comment, letting them know they got tagged and to ask them to play and read your blog.

Starting time: 10.31pm
Name: Lee Mee May
Sisters: 2
Brothers: None
Shoe size: 7-8
Height: Around 168 cm (this measurement is inthe secondary school want,but recently seems short d T.T)
Where do you live: Hometown at Perak, but stay at Klang, now at UCSI Hostel
Favourite drinks: Whatever la as long as it is delicious ^^
Favourite breakfast: Uncountable.
Have you ever been on a plane: Nope T.T
Swam in the ocean: Yup.
Fallen asleep in school: Yup :P, if the class too bore, but rarely
Broken someone's heart: Always especially Nicole Food
Fell off your chair: don't know wor. Can't remember^^
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: Nope
Saved e-mails: Not automatically saved in the inbox 1 meh?
What is your room like: ermmm sometime clean, sometime messy :P
What's right beside you : my room mate, Lee Guang Shi ^^
What is the last thing you ate: My dinner lo, from Silver River de
Ever had chicken pox: Yup, so lucky just after UPSR
Sore throat: who have no sore throat before?
Stitches: Yup, having an operation when i'm 6.
Broken nose: Nope
Do you believe in love at first sight: Yes!
Like picnics: Depends on the location and with who...
Who was the last person you danced with: erm...forgot
You last yelled at: Can't remember because now I'm not that grumpy
Talk to someone you like: Ya, i like to talk to people around me.
Kissed: Sure, when i was a kid
Talked to an ex:
Miss someone: Yup. VERY VERY
Do you sleep with stuffed animals: No gua
Who do you really hate: erm...no gua
What time is it now: 11.oopm

Randoms :

Q: Is there a person who is on your mind right now: Yes
Q: Do you have any siblings: Yup.
Q: Do you want children: Don't know.
Q: Do you smile often: Yes
Q: Do you like your hand-writing: Yup, but I like others more^^
Q: Are your toenails painted: No,but fingernails yes.
Q: Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in: As long as it is clean
Q: What colour shirt are you wearing: Blue
Q: What were you doing at 7:00pm yesterday: Eating tau fu fa gua^^from pasar malam want
Q: I can't wait till: to see someone I miss^^
Q: When did you cry last: can't remember.
Q: Are you a friendly person: I think so^^
Q: Do you have any pets: No.
Where is the person you have feelings for right now? Don't know
Did the last person you held hands with mean anything to you now?Nope.
Do you sleep with the TV on? Nope
What are you doing right now? Doing this tag.
Have you ever crawled through a window? Nope
Can you handle the truth? Yes
Are you closer to your mother or father? both also okok lo
Who was the last person you cried in front of?Don't want to recall back.
How many people can you say you've really loved? Uncountable
Do you eat healthy?Not really
Do you still have pictures of you & your ex? Yup, ex classmate got a lot^^
Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you?Yes T.T
How often do you go to church?No.because I'm not a Christian.
If you're having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to?mostly my friend or my heart.
Are you loud or quiet most of the time? Of course "quiet"=X
Are you confident? Not really

I don't really have anyone to tagged.Who want to be volunteer?

pLs cOm3 oN 16/9

Next Tuesday (16/9/2008) in UCSI will having a Mid-Autumn (late moon cake festival) which organised by CCS (Chinese Culture Society).Please go the activity if you are free not free also come la If u not yet buy ticket never mind u can buy on that day, RM5 each^^the RM 5 include lanterns, candles, RM 2 for playing games &...o u can go block A lobby and buy^^
That day you maybe can see Pika taking a sign board ,Nicole and Christine selling tickets,Linn and me selling herbal eggs^^and also Joseph, Chloe, Kelly and Shawn.
Haha...come la come la
The function is at the car park between block B and block C.
Start on 7.00 P.M...
Hope to see u guys ^^

~MeaNingL3ss~

Sometime doing something is because of someone, but when someone disappear in your vision, those thing become meaningless...

有时候会为了"他"做某些事，一旦"他"消失在你的视线时，一切都变得没有意义了。
为的当然是自己珍惜或疼爱的人，否则会更没有意义。所以一定要紧握在手中的一切，尤其是幸福和快乐。

~PiKa BiG DaY~

Yesterday was pika big day^^
That means Pikachu evolution already and become Raichu d^^

Before yesterday we already celebrate with him in Sungai Wang Green Box.And we ask him to sang a very sad mandrin happy birthday song"祝我生日快乐"(温岚)haha...Then he sang to himself.
But that was a simple celebration...
On 9 0f September2008, we decide to celebrate with him a again.
So we buy 3 pizza and a fruit cake.Haha^^Got Joseph, Linn, Kelly, Christine, James, Fok Tou, 咏欣and me celebrate with him.
We send him a card with a lot of his friend wishes (in the beginning, we also plan to give kok kok writes, but we can't find him so end of the story lo) and also a phone chain.^^

Plan to give him a surprise, but he look not surprise at all...Haizzz :(
Whatever la, hope he like it la ^^
Those pictures and videos will post a.s.a.p. because is with James and Christine^^

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO PIKACHU RAICHU ^^

~M3m0Ry~

Argh!!!
Angry la~really don't like the Algebra's tutor la...
Not only me, i think most of the student also don't like her lo.I want to boycott or ignore this subject already.Haizz, suddenly feel Mr.Ong teaching style is much much much more better.
I think now I will choose to have 10 Calculus class but not even one Algebra class.Please change tutor/lecturer la.

That's why i don't like lady tutor/lecturer because they are more strict and not that friendly.
She is strict than Mr. Raj(he still will joke with us) and teaching bore than Mr.Ong. She seems like like scold people. She really treat us like primary school students. She always shout at us.Haizzzz...Mr.Ong you really much more better than her.

After the final exam, today is the 1st time i saw Mr. Ong. My friend told me that he will not continue his teaching. He will go to England. I dare not tell him face to face , but really thanks him. All the best to you, Mr Ong^^
Still remember that, last time Mr. Ong was "jealous" Mr. Kok because the students always said "Mr.Kok say.... ,Mr. Kok say..." but no students said "Mr. ong say..."Really this is what he said.Now recall back is really funny.

社会

商场？简直是恐怖。深深的觉得我超不喜欢的。难道，真的是商场如战场吗？大家都尔虞我诈的，真的是很不诚实的世界。我很不能适应。我很害怕，我怕将来自己会是个为了利益/钱财而改变的小人，我不想要！！！真的真的很可怕。人心真的是险恶的吗？我不知道，也不想知道。

其实，很多时候自己都知道后果，但还是选择逃避过后再慢慢的接受。很多事情自己可能都是想多了，但那些往往都是事实。真的很害怕那残酷的真相，但有时也会自己去寻找那自己无法接受的真相。那就是我，既害怕，却又想知道。我想我应该没想像中的脆弱罢。

不想学会这现实社会所需的条件（因为会变得虚伪），只想活在快乐的世界里。大家都没有戒心，开开心心的过日子^^

但我知道这是不可能的。李美美，别再发梦了，这是不可能的！！！
世界都不会因任何人而停止的。。。
我真希望现在的社会只是一场恶梦，醒来了是更美丽的明天。没有悲伤，只有欢乐。
所以我们必须把握每一分每一秒快乐的时光。

~miss u~

I miss u so much.><
At least last sem got a better schedule. This sem maybe we got to drop 1 subject (Malaysian studies)
If we do so next sem will be suffering because I having Moral studies also.i will be taking 6 subject.

By comparing, I like the lecturers last semester more. Don't know la, just dont like this semester tutor. And also this semester, we having our class in audi /recital hall. That is really a big big class. Don't like it.

The first day of the lecture I recall back many sweet memory in the first sem. So funny ^^. Especially Mr. Ong talking style(the 1 make me recall back Mr. Ong style is Algebra lecturer because her talking style so "cute") and Mr. Kok teaching style (I recall back this is because no lecturer teaching style is same with him, miss his teaching style) I don't know how the 2nd sem would be, but i really miss the first sem.

From the second sem onwards, pika and wen yee shift to Puncak Bayan already. Left me here. And i will having my dinner with my roommate only. Before that,5 of us always take dinner together and 4 of us study together.No people accompany me anymoreT.T
I miss u ,my first sem...

A Different Pasar Malam Night

After dinner I go pasar malam with Guang Shi. We go around 7.00p.m , just aft the rainy day. Tonight pasar malam was not that much people. Tonight got a bit different because usually we go pasar malam is in a group,around 4 to 6 people, but tonight just 2 of just.

I recall back the 1st time i go this pasar malam was also a rainy day. That night got Guang Shi ,Liang Khoon ,Eric and me. That was a rainy day also.Haha^^
Still remember that day Guang Shi want to wet others so she trample on a small puddle, but before she wet others her shoes and legs already wets and dirty^^I also recall back the time with a group of people go pasar malam.

I don't know how to describe my feeling at that moment, but I really feel happy. Maybe is the sweet memory make me happy, well they are not accompany me right now but all of them are in my memory, in a very very sweet memory...

T.T No MSN T.T

Haizzz....My MSN can't sign in dT.T cannot use my MSN so cham le..i don't care i want to sign in....Plsssss

Ya pls add me, because i have a few coursemate MSN address only^^

>>>may_lmm@hotmail.com

Fi5h fi5h incident ><

This suppose be yesterday night 1 but too late d ,so now only i post it.^^

Yesterday night we(Pika,Christine,Kelly andGuang Shi) play UNO at cafeteria.When we playing the UNO was damn noisy.There was a foreign studentwho like to complain a lot He ask us not to be too noisy. We try our best to low down the voice but some time really out of control and laught loudly lo(really tak boleh tahan )Then,we low down the voice and looking at the man.He was shaking his head.After that, he bring his vita c and give everyone of us a (actually he want us to be quiet, because u can't talk when a candy in your mouth) Then we also do no want to thanks him or...damn embarrass ><

He like complaing but he is not that bad^^

So Kelly suggest to play a game. The game is"一切尽在不言中", means we can't make any noise at all when playing UNO, if not your punishment is take extra 2 card.

After a few minutes, I have left only 1 card then i keep on laughing, because they said talking take extra 2 cards.But last card didnt said also need to take extra cards.Haizz...then they keep on laughing me T.T...Finally still lose the game><

~CaK3~

Yea~Tonight after dinner Kelly and Guang Shi said 1 to eat something.3 of us are going out only but after that Pika, Christine and Fok Tou also come with us. From the beginning, we plan to eat to fu fa only because is cheaper my favourite^^. Then Guang Shi said 1 to eat secret recipe then Pika also want. Conclusion is go to secret recipe. 3 of us 1 to eat on;y, so we ordered 2 pieces lo.One is Durian Durian(this is seasonal cake) and Chocolate Chips Walnut.

Both cake also not bad.

Rate:8/10

We paid Rm 5 per person and the balanced is 1o cent each ^^

Receipt~~

Pika love durian durian sooooo much...see

CaLcULu5...T.T

Today i going to write 2 to 3 blog la because so many things happened.But i think short short only lo...

Today exam ...1 word ---Hopeless T.T
Cannot do arrr...
Today, the calculus paper got some error, then Mr.Ong change it one by one. That time i'm concentrate on the question.Suddenly, he take the paper and flick to that error question.I though times' up(but i knew is not) or whatever la.Then he write something on it, i don't know what he wrote. So, i look at him then he explained to me.
The moment he flicked and wrote something on the paper, i though i was caugth because bringing in the Frozz (candy) into the exam hall.

Next time i won't bring in the candy into exam hall again T.T

BaD bAd Bad~

waaa~ "NO WATER..."haizzz...early in the morning got to shouted at the shower. Wake up early is plan to go library, who knows no water to bath. Wait untill 10 a.m. already also no water.No choice, have to "dry clean"(干洗) means wipe with a towel.Haizz...

At 2.30p.m. I having my General Chemistry(MF001) in the exam hall.this make me recall the 1st time in this hall, is damn cold.No actually is the 2nd time , when take english final exam.Wooo~that day damn cold because it is rainny day.Finally i know the feeling of the ice-cream from the refridge.I was shivering in the hall. Really cold~
Anyway 2day is better and the exam is ok ok la(actually got a bit difficult).

haizzz...Today I indirectly break somethings again. The unlucky things is Pika's new water bottle T.T

Haizzzz CALCULUS!!! 2moro is ur turn d!!!HATE U...

^^SuShi!!!

Wahaha,so long didn't eat my favourite food already---SUSHI !!!Haha, today my sister and Romeo(her boy friend) go JJ (Jaya Jusco), so i ask her to buy me shushi.Then she buy me 1 box (around 15 pieces la) and 2 hand role^^.Then i bring the shusi to hostel and share with my room mate. We also drink the ice lemon tea. Wahaha so happy ^^nice nice dinner~yummy~~

That day mun yee's birthday we go sushi king eat le^^i order a set. haizz,bcos i not yet get the photo so until now also didn't post lo...T.T ..If i get the picture i post immeadiately. ^^that title known as expired blog la ^^

Today i see a ver very sad mv.Go and see la,this is the web
--> http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Hhm4USUe3ng

~道歉篇~

最近真的是坏事接二连三的！真的很累很累噢~那天的事我已经道歉了。^^开心~因为我总算把误会人家的事说了错来。做事只要过得了自己的良心就够了。道歉，真的要很大的勇气。再加上，我只会认自己的错。那天，我终于在半逼半自愿的情况下提起勇气向她们道歉。在冷战期间大家真的是不言不语的，很难受！

我走到了门口还在犹豫着该如何。最后sam sam帮我敲了门，还把门打开了。结果，发现她们两个都在里面。我顿时呆着了，不知所措（因为当中有一个情绪比较偏激，也可能因为我之前的话吧。）。当然，sam sam叫我一起说，但是我真的很怕，很怕。我曾经想过算了，下次再说好了。刚好较偏激的那位，过了一会就离开了一下下。当时我就走进去跟其中一个道歉先，很顺利的，我成功了！Yea~

过后，因为一只蟑螂先生/小姐的出现，让我可以英雄美美救美。哈哈！它应该也有帮了我一点小忙吧（我想><）。过后，我也有向它道歉，但她没有正面的回答我，只是一个很冷的笑容。haizzz~当下觉得惨了，她还在气着。因为她的笑让我觉得很大个lemon丢过来，真的很“鱼”，可是这不是重点，当时真的有点hurt到。

过后，她也有和我讲话，但我不知道她怎么想。可是，过后她也print东西给我也。开心~我想她应该不生气了^^今天她也有很像平时那样和我说话了，但却不像以前那样，大家都好像不怎样开玩笑了。T.T

但还是开心，因为已经道歉了，只要对得起良心就好^^


给XXX的话：那你是否有想过别人的感受。道歉，并不是你想像中的容易，须要的勇气很大。那也是我的原则。我只想，也只须对我的错道歉，同时我也想让对方知道不只是我自己的错，而不是在找借口逃避。请不要从自己的角度想别人的事！有没有想过当事人的感受！！如果只是一方行动而已是没有用的。正所谓孤掌难鸣，不应该只是一方在行动。有没有想过如果当事者失败了有多难堪吗？低了头，换来的却是被人侮辱？那时，旁观者更觉得是我的错，因为觉得我没有诚意的道歉所以被侮辱是我活该的。那时还有道理可言吗？你认为你想的当事者没想过吗？因为错的并不只是当事者！！！！

~H3adACh3~

Hizz~plan to post pika fishy story and those things happen recently,but now feel headache.So,blog tomorrow la.Tomorrow got english exam ar....NO!!! Now go oioi 1st.
Nitezz~

hiazz...iRriT@ttiNG~

Bad bad day...is it my fault?I don't think so. Is it my excuse? I do no wor...

4 of my friend(actually is 3 because 1 of them say dont want to move )are going to move out from the hostel ,so they go and find a HOUSE is a house not a room. In this area really difficult to find a house lo. Finally they found it.It is so near our college.It is just beside(you can just climb over the wall). The night before they sign agreement, one of them suddenly said dont want to move out d so they got to find more people to cover the rent.

They know that Foo Sheng and friends(pika,christine,linn and james) are also going to shift.So they ask them want to share the house or not. In the beginning, all agree, ermm not really because pika and Kelly see all of us agree, so they also FORCE to agree.

Before agree with them really got many things we are not clear.We just know the rent(the rent 4 the house is Rm2000,but different room different price), not all furniture is included(the room is without furniture) and electric bill is not included. (Damn expensive)That's all we know.Then i receive a call , i heard something a bout the rent of the house.She said they maybe earn Rm 700 and heard 1 of them suggested this before(next time we rent the whole house and rent to other more expensive then we no need to paid so much). The actual rent is around Rm 1300 only, but they told us is Rm2000(there is Rm 700 more than the original).This is what i heard, but the people also ask me not to tell. This make me difficult(because both side is also my friend) so I decided to tell them(pika,kelly and christine know only). They decided not to shift in, but i really got ask them to move in because is really near and 3 of them also can shift out.But because one of the girl is Foo Sheng ex and there is a lot of story related to our gang, so pika decide say better dont want.At the end, they decide don't want share with them (that's mean they also cant shift)T.T i really sad because I am in the between....

The next day, i heard from the people again, she told me that the Rm700 is use to repair the house if there is any happen.I felt guilty but that is the owner problem right?I don't no is it i giving myself excuses to forgive myself. And why don't they tell earlier they will take another Rm700?And if the money is not used at all, will they return to them? I do no....T.T But i think they cant shift out because of they did not plan before, because how can 4 people rent 1 house,is expensive very expensive lo. Dono la!!!

I feel guilty because i though they earn the Rm 700, not because of they can shift out!!They cant shift out is because they didn't have a good plan, if today no one is going to shift out they also can't make it, ok!!!

If you 1 to angry ,i can't do anything, but please think is it you are right.
Now our relation like water and oil(can't dissolve together).We didnt talk to each other...but 1 is exempted.

Hope this is just a nightmare.It will be ok.T.T

~n0 mOr3 Mr.Kok cla55~

This week onwards no more Mr.Kok class already T.T
(no~also because bcom class become Calculus d!!!)
Pika和Mr. Kok之间的“战阵”暂时要告一段落了T.T。一学期就要过去了，听某人说kok kok Mr. Kok不会在继续在UCSI任职了。好可惜哦！他真的是个很称职的老师。不过他的才华不应该被埋没的，他应该向自己的理想奔驰的。但我们都很喜欢他的教书方式耶。他又不会和学生有代沟，而且又会教书。Haizz~天下无不散之筵席嘛，所以还是祝福Mr.Kok有更好的前程吧。话虽如此，但还是希望Mr. Kok还能继续教导我们^^
Hope next sem he still can teach us la...

原来如此~

原来我们都有同样的感觉。谢谢你告诉我。你说得对我们只是一对认识了很久的“陌生”朋友。原来我一直的付出都是多余的，真的要谢谢你告诉我这一切。每次我告诉你的话，你都听进去了，但却没有回应，那我又怎么知道你想什么呢？（我并不会读心术）原来我们都让对方觉得很辛苦。不想在和你纠缠下去了，我也不想忍了，免得自己不开心。为你做的也够多了（哄你，让你，陪你，迁就你……），可能你都不觉得吧！你只觉得我霸道，自私和假惺惺。好！那我特地回来陪你吃晚餐，不和自己的朋友去，这叫自私。过后，你告诉我你不想吃，我也没生气，那叫霸道。我对你好，你好像觉得是理所当然的一样，我对你不太好，就是我的错！有道理吗?你家人对你好是当然的，我不想在对你好了。你竟然说出这些话，真的太过分了。我真的真的不想在说太多了，就当全是我的错吧！不想再争论是谁的错了，我真的真的很累了。不想再说太多了，因为你只觉得是借口。T.T 为你哭？值得吗？朋友这两个字还能用在我们的身上吗？头痛了，不想再想了。T.T 突然也不想再有机会了，因为大家都不信任对方了。很伤心啊！！！

Daddy,H@pPy BirThD@y~

Yea,can online at my home d^^.

Today we go celebrate my daddy birthday. We just have a dinner outside (simple celebration ony><). Actually my daddy birthday is on next thursday (because my mum worried I didnt go back home next week) so celebrate today. This is my daddy 53 years old birthday. But i didnt wish him :( because really dont no how to open my mouth la(actually we not very close with my parents because we have abit generation gaps lo) , but i plan to sms daddy on this thursday^^.Hope i dare to do it and i remember.><

N3w Fishy TaRg3ts

Haha^^ 2day gt 4 fishy fishy story ,but 3 target for me to write about:

1)Mr. Ong (nt tat funny, but really fish~)

This happen on Thursday.That day Ong teaching Definite Integrals. Then he explain this graph:

He non-stop say "the triangle, the triangle",but excuse me where is the triangle(i really can find the triangle) ,then i ask Nicole she tell me maybe is those not shaded but aft tat we realize he is talking about the shaded region...


When he said again triangle.Nicole and I realise that Joanne and Mun Yee was laughing.Finally, we know is Ong ong said the wrong things.That 1 suppose be rectangle. So we decided to shout out tell Mr. Ong tat he is wrong.


Ong: .....(lesson about the definite integral)the triangle is...
Me,Nicole,Macxy: Rectangle.
Ong: What?(Duh!he cant hear what we said)
More students : RECTANGLE!!!

Ong Ong so embarrass after heard what we said, he hide at the behind of the whiteboard. The whole class was laughing at him. After few seconds, he come out and continue the lecture. Again he said triangle, and again the whole class laugh at him.Wahaha xD.So he said this:"Mr. Ong says that rectangle is equivalent to triangle." (haha, this is to avoid he say the wrong things again)

Really can understand how embarrass he is. He is a lecture and make a mistake that would not make by primary student, is really embarrass." Pity Mr. Ong><"

2)Mr.Kok
Got 2 story 4 Mr.Kok, but say 1 enough la.Wakaka...
( dono what will happen if say another one ^^)

Today when he was explaining the exam question, a fishy things happen.xD
A sweet(fisherman fresh) dropped out from his mouth. Then he try to explain why he ate fisherman fresh but we were just laughing because of the sweet drops out.Then pika though that is a tooth. xD Wakakaka~Mr.Kok image really gone...Another pity guy~His image can't last 4 the last Gen Chem class.

Moral value: Do not eat fisherman when having lecture talking.


3)Pika
2day is Mr.kok last class so this is the last chance 4 Mr.kok vengeance. So he takes the photo that Pika send to him (that patung 99.999% look like Mr.kok lo) do a combination with Pika drawing.




Haha!!!Mr. Kok put the Pika head on top of the patung and with the watermelon hair style(hope that watermelon idea is not from my blog ><). That is damn funny lo.All those who know Pika blog laugh untill cramp le...

~Hope I can get the 1 Mr.Kok design want from Pika la^^ and also hope he can get from Mr.kok la~

~H@ppY Nit3~

This story start fr. Thursday nite. Kelly, christine,Pika n me go old town to chat do the calculus assignment.I had order a cup of coffee... Pika tell us tat Mr.kok ask a picture fr. him. So, i playing wit him n said"o,he sure 1 to play a trick on u at the last lecture d la". He gt a bit worried but nt 4 very long.Aft finish the assignment,we still chatting thr until 11p.m something ony go back to hostel.

But we didnt go back to our room ,we continue our topic in cafeteria. We talked everythings. We talk about our long time ago story. We did not feel tired n chat until 3 a.m ony go back to our own room. I really feel so happy to meet this 3 frens. Really happy^^... I am so happy but i dono y i cant really sleep(izzit bcos the coffee?)and i wake up around 7am and go to the class at 9.45am. ><

*Pa$aR m@laM Nite*

Yea~ psr mlm again...2day kok kok recomended his favourite food to us--- “爆酱丸”Kelly really go n buy. She said not bad wor.Den i going to try next wed,if gt ppl accompany me.^^But really gt abit expensive lo><...Kelly said tat,"if the stall in psr mlm 1 gt more ppl to buy their food, they muz gt lecturer customers bcos if the lecturer like it ,they will recomended to their students.like kok kok hehe.^^

2day so many ppl go psr malam le, gt mun yee, berry, pika, kelly,christine, nicole, fok tou, calgvine, zhen zhen and me. We back to hostel around 8 p.m. Den we start our dinner.Nicole n zhen zhen back earlier,left mun yee ony. Kelly n Christine bought two buns, the 2 buns in 1 ppr beg.So, they gt to separate the buns. So the kepo pika help them to separate the bun into 2 begs lo. Kelly n christine warn him do not use his dirty hand to touch the buns.Pika separate the buns carefully to avoid the buns contact wit his hand.Haizzz, but pika accidently drop the bun (at the same time Kelly scream out bcos frighten).Pika is good response lo, he can get the buns but is with his dirty hand. At the end, i oso dono who eat the bun lo(pls tel me is who^^)

Aft dinner, we play UNO card. Pika sit beside Kelly.When Pika left the last card Kelly was so angry(nt really angry 1 la) bcos she dowan Pika win the game.So she open pika card n dowan let him win. Just a game but seems like in a war (bcos pika n kelly lo) ,but if nt both of them we mayb wont feel funny. When we asked pika to play again ,he told me this"i dowan die in the war"in contanese is“我唔想战死沙场叻”

Really is a noisy nite untill others complain, but is really happy^^.

~W3dn3$dAY~

Finally, i can present 2day d, so happy.I wear my formal shirt(i hate to wear , but force to wear) n go to the class wit my big laptop. But teacher was late and the class room is locked.Around 11.08am, teacher reached.He asked us to move to another room.Wearing the formal shirt i feel myself is damn abnormal, den stil gt to walk here n thr...really omg.My fren told me tat on Monday gt 6 ppl present oni bcos all of them talk too much d. So i'm worried i cant present today.when i check my things, den ony realize i leave my notes in hostel den i ran back n take....haizzz

However 2day within 1 hr ,already 3 ppl finish their presentation.Bad news coming~T.T teacher told us tat others gt to use tat room so we gt to shift again. He said who 1 to present follow him to another room to continue the presentation. Another stuff told us tat thr is no room already, so teacher ask us to present on monday. He looked at me and ask izzit ok?4 sure i said ok(my heart saying NO!!!!) Teacher saw me so pity bring the stupid laptop and everything so he ask me to present my assignment to him in the office. Damn unlucky,bcos the office is oso lockkkkkk!!! argghhh!!!angry~tis time teacher oso cant help me d T.T

Really angry~giving me hope then take back, give again n take again T.T Pls next time jus dont give me hope if u going to take back ><

YeA~m0vi3!!!

2day we hav no class so plan to go 4 a movie. We plan to watch Journey To The Center of The earth. Christine, nicole food, fok tou pika (he be pilot d,he go wit jojo gang on monday liao,so bad!!!><)n me.

Around 10 we go block A wait 4 shuttle,but the van full of ppl so gt to wait again T.T So we go to pass up the bio report. Haizzz so unlucky mr.raj was not there.So went to block A again.when we walked fr block C, we saw a shuttle, christine asked me and fok tou faster lo.U noe tat day she was wearing a high heel shoe but she ran faster than us.

We go shopping 4 a while when reach thr .Fok tou suggested go to bowling lo but left another 45 minutes ony.Wahahaha!!!!( fishy things happens on some1) : )When christine turn to play, me ncole n foktou was chating. Suddenly heard "pong"very lound,den we look at christine n laughed. She still in the post to row the ball, but the ball was dropped. This happen twice u noe,mayb bcos the ball too heavy .

We rust again!!(swt)bcos another 2 minutes the movie will start. Den fok tou said tis"haizz, take bus gt to run ,take train oso gt to run,now watch movie oso gt to run.The life is so rush le"Luckyly when we go in the movie nt yet start but no pop-corn n drinks T.T but is ok.

i gt the same situation wit nicole but she grab christine's wrist ,i grab fok tou shirt^^hehe. when i feel nervous anh frighten i grab pull harder.Sry ya,fok tou. Really a nice movie!!! 3D really make u feel like in tat advanture^^.so happy bt aft tat, we gt to rush back 4 bcom class T.T

我错了吗？T.T

到底好朋友的定义在哪里？我真的真的很心痛。我告诉你我的心底话，你竟然说我在伤害你，说我在伤你的心。你说我没有从你的角度想，我只是想坦白的告诉你…但换来的只是你对我的不满。你说没有人会为别人而改变自己，但我因为你而不跟你吵，我收起我霸道的性格，难道那还不够吗？我从来不会让步，因为你我让步了。你说我没从你的角度想过你，但你何尝有想过我呢？那你又觉得对我公平吗？我告诉你，不是要你改变什么，只是想你只到我的看法。
到现在我都不了解你？从来都是你知道我的事，但我却不了解你。我知道你一定会写在blog里面，同样的你也知道我会去看。你在写的时候何尝想过我的感受呢？可能这是你为一的发泄方法吧，但你自己也说为什么不让它过去，收在我心里的就好了吗？我想说因为那也是我的发泄方法和你是我的朋友，我想让你知道我们之间的问题。
你这样会让我不敢再跟你说我的心底话了！时间并不是良药，因为我们之间已有一道墙了！！！T.T
对不起~真的不想瞒你我的心在想什么~但真的没想到会伤害你的…
看到你的blog时，我真的很不敢相信那个事实。但现在你又若无其事的对我，我真的不知如何是好。你没事了，但却换我辛苦。
算了，还是打开自己的心吧~
没事了！没事了~~T.T(但还是伤心)
我真的是悲观的人！！！为什么！！？我真的不能，我做不到。希望时间真的可以医治我内心的伤。为什么我要想那么多？不想再那么多疑了!

Pik@ n3W h@iR sTyl3

Yesterday Pika,Christine, Kelly n me chatting at hostel cafeteria.Pika new style is produce bcos of Kelly n my imaginary~Haha...^^

Below is our conversation:

me: i 1 cut my hair d la so long n ugly d.

Christine n Pika:Yalor.I oso 1 go to cut liao.

Kelly: Pika, u muz go cut d le, ur hair style seems like wearing a watermelon le ><

Bcos of this(pika hair style seems like wearing watermelon) so i decide to do an experiment.Hehe

Experiment:

Aim: To laught at see pika old "cute" hair style.
Hypothesis:Pika become more safety special "cute" wit a watermelon hair style.xD
b4 experiment:




Eating watermelon in S.lver Riv.R.^^

After experiment:

deng deng !!!

pika hair style!!! 傻样kawaii

conclusion:

Hypothesis is accepted.(Pika faster go cut ur hair lo)^^

Pika~dont angry lo....well i noe u wont...^^

*PIctUR3S* ^^

今天很开心叻^^！我今天和nicole food,wen yee还有pika 在lab拍照。

(wen yee, 开开心,mun yee n pika)

哈哈，其实我也在里面，但是在拍时我蹲下来了。^^只看到影子。

（ 我和开开心 ）^^

得罪欺负女生的后果。^^（nicole，naughty pika n christine）

晚上我也和广诗在房里用lap top拍了起来。还拍了十多张呢！



哈哈！她就是广诗咯（room mate + best fren)

我用她的lap top 拍哦。不错吧！^^