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The first round test had over, now is the 2nd round....

report and test cycle still going on and on ..... arh...... at least now have 1 week holiday for me charge my battery ^^

anyway my results still wont be good....

hmmmm 1 week holidays seems to be too long ad....==|||

boring and do ntg n the library is close during the holidays..... whr can i go???

still thinking

2ml i will be going to Lagoon with IMU fren ^^ hehe...

aikzzz...... plan to sing k in this holiday with pika and wen yee them 1, mana tau they having test so ngam, then i think wen yee n nicole cannot go le leh....><

bcos they having their lab on thurs le.....

then the maxcy yap said 1 go time square lo....den i dono how to plan lo...

head-aching ><....

har!!! today is my 1st time go to donate blood!! so scary!!! hahaha.....

now there was a hole on my hand.... not that pain ^^ I suggest you all to go too ^^

btw aft 19 years only i know my blood type is B...

haha this is a quite good experience. Going to try it again ^^

test test test.....

连续4个星期的test。。。。明天才第二个而已！！！！哎哟。。。那些test到底有完没完阿！！！我的天啊！！我快疯了！！好啦，今晚不睡了啦！！！

懒惰下场2

真糟糕3.13 了！！！还在读着！！但愿有两小时给我眠一眠！！

继续继续！！！快点赶完吧！！！！早点oioi!!!

当懒惰虫的下场

懒惰的下场就是那么晚了还在读书，online....

活该的咯。。。平时不读书，临时抱佛脚！！！

现在有点头痛痛，头重重的感觉咯。。。

其实是因为太晚了，找不到人讲话，所以就来我的blog 咯。。。

好了，要继续加油了。。。

晚安！！！

噩梦！！

sem 3 是我噩梦的开始啊！！！！　天啊！！！考试，考试，还是考试！！！一个星期一个paper!!!快疯了啦！！！好痛苦哦！！！　到底我能不能成功地毕业吗？？？我对自己的前途感到迷茫！！！看不清呀，看不清！！！

我觉得自己好没用哦！！只要一有小挫折就会在这里诉苦！

还要多久！！！虽然路是自己选的，但我真没想到自己会有那么大的困难。。。

当初的我真是不自量力。。。。

忙！！！

接下来的几个星期都超忙的！课多不在话下，test接踵而来（不过也还好，只有3个），assignment3份和1个presentation.为什么老师们都那么猪啊！！！全部都在weeks 7 过后才给！！！结果功课都堆在一起！！只有1 份assignment是group work...也未免太惨了吧！！！haiz，接下来就是到MUET exam,又会和EOS clash 到！！ 又加上平时不读书，这次可要提早开夜车了，不然就来不及了！！！！

以前和现在的不同，开心的过往与融入不了的现在

昨天和pika，joseph，linn,kevin 还有maxcy 去唱K，真的超爽的！！！

但是我的歌都被skip，不然就找不到要的。不过我还是很开心很开心。我真的很久没有酱享受我的友情。大玩特玩的，什么都聊，不会有顾忌！！这才是真朋友吧！！被关心的感觉很好，被朋友真心的笑也没关系，因为自己也很快乐。有存在感的感觉更好，起码有人还记得有我这个人的存在。

这些都是我现在没体会到的东西。每天都好像冷冰冰的感觉。没发现我的存在，不过还好有他们。可能他们都不觉得酱，可是我真的很高兴。不晓得为何在IMU好像就有和他们格格不入的感觉，虽然是朋友但都不是知音人。其实IMU和UCSI的style真的很跳tone，完全是不同的。其实有时没有知音，我真的觉得自己很逊。看到别人一大班的，自己就像多余的一样，不应该也不适合和他们站在一起。

这就是为什么我很喜欢和UCSI的朋友聚在一起出去。。。真的很有满足感。就像是我的支柱，快要崩溃时会有人扶你一把。可能会觉得我很夸张了吧，但我真的很享受和他们出去。这就是我所向往的友情，能说，能笑，被体会，被关心，被了解。

其实我也很害怕有一天会慢慢的被他们遗忘。。。

希望这永远都不会发生吧。。。

所以大家要记得常常约我出去哦！！=）

快被薰挂了啦！！！

我的天呀！！！！我的房间真的不能住人的咯！！！！

当出租这里是应为便宜咯。。。我的房间是很靠近厨房的。。。一开始时还好，不过。。。

现在我的housemate有时叫他的朋友煮的咯，当他来的时候我就要受苦了！！！

有时很薰咯，弄到我很辛苦咯。。。有时他煮辣的东西时，我可是快要被呛死了！！！！

再加上我的房间有抽风机，所以更惨！！

哎哟！！他可以学好厨艺吗？？快被薰挂叻啦！！！

真的好讨厌哦。。。

Class C@NC3L!!!! AGAIN!!!! Duh!!!

Aiyo today suppose have a class from 4 -7pm. Although is suffering, i willing to go now rather than replace it another day....

By the way, last week he had cancel 1 class already. So he is wasting my time.

2 hours lecture but at least 1/2 hours break.... omg!!!! wasting my time and money..

but he is quite good lecturer, what he teach I can absorb but i really not satisfied with his time management lo.....

In the beginning, he said we might need to go back late because he will keep giving us exercise, but he didn't, even the exercise send to us is less.

In IMU, tis is my second semester, but is the first time I met with this type of lecturer. Actually IMU lecturer is very high quality. Anyway this lecturer is the part time lecturer... I really tak boleh tahan him keep wasting our time.....

I really miss the Miss Mercia ( foundation accounting lecturer)

aiks!!! Beh tahan!!!!

Going to complain on my reflective diary already!!! hng~~

My 1st video presentation!!!xD

This is my presentation video...hehe

I feel is quite nice the title of the presentation is silent drama hahaha...

Anyway i really beh tahan my character is a mom!!! a cleanner!!! omg is sooooo old!!!!! T.T

Anyway my group mate had done a good job!!!

Enjoy the video!!!

how was the video??hehe =D

晴晴

Qing Qing is my niece a very cute fatty!!! hahaha

she recently like to 翻来翻去。that day she sleep on my bed that around 7 inch,without bed frame(luckily!!!xD). then i use the pillow and booster and put beside her, avoid she falling down from the bed!!! mana tau, i forget the booster is cylinder 1!! can move !!!

The end of the story was she falled from the bed!!!! we can heard thew sound "pok" sound at downstairs le.... aikz!! pity her ~~haha!!!

see her cute photo here

This picture is recently take 1!!haha!!that day she seat on the baby walker and keep chasing Ah dou(my hse's small doggy). then Ah dou keep barking on her....xD

Older photo!!!

this photo i think is not even 1 month 1!!! her face look so naughty!!!

She really look like a boy!!!

I like this photo!!! is so charming!!!

the last 1!!!she really like a boy!!!

da dang!!~~xD

hahahhahaha....

会错意了

我还以为你是来安慰我的。但好像在奚落我叻，好像在强调一些事。或许你没那个意识，但我听了还蛮难过的。

对话内容：

(不过话题是我先聊起的啦）

我：我在这里好像没有gang这样的咯。。。你又觉得这里的朋友和以前的不同吗？

A：是咯。一定有不同的咯。你好像没有gang这样的咯。。。不过参gang也要看性格啦。有的就是会有不一样的性格。

好，还有一些东西的，不过不写了。。。。其实我可以算是跟他同一gang的。“他有说我没有时常跟他们一起”，所以是说我不是那gang的吗？不知道啦！！！我知道他不是那个意识，但我真的很不爽。感觉好像我不应该跟他一个gang。。。不过说真的among 他们我的成绩是最差的，难道是因为这样吗？

经他这样一说我才发现，我没有很好的朋友叻！！！

哎哟！！！！！很奇怪啦！！！到底是怎样啦！！！我在这里好像没有朋友哦！！！有时和他们一起，他们会忘记我的叻！！！真的很没有存在哦！！！我好想念Maxcy 哦，以前至少还有他陪

我。还有 wen yee 和 pika 他们。。。。。

虽然没有朋友不会死，但是没有朋友很辛苦。。。

好奇怪的感觉。。。大家一定会叫我找别的朋友对吧？但他们算是比较同一类型的了。。。。

有别的办法吗？？告诉我吧！！！！

..... Moodless.....

Have a steamboat with my friends. Erm, suppose to be a quite happy dinner, but....
Is it my problems? Thinking too much... Just feel like ignore by someone....don't no, i just feel back to the happiest moment in UCSI. Recently i saw a lots of photo in facebook all is my friends...Many UCSI friends that I quite close to....but now no longer to be mine friend anymore. Just feel that they are disappear in my life.

Don't know why just feel that I have no value, like a rubbish can easily the left out by anyone in anytime.... I try to make myself to realise by other, but it don't look like me... Just don't suit me. Maybe the happiness that I desperate is no longer... I don't know, I just know that my life is going on and on but i keep looking to the back ... Already 1/2 year in IMU but i still looking backward... I still dreaming in my dream.

Left UCSI I lost my friends, I lost 1/2 of my happiness. I lost more than what i get. I don't even know whether i can pass my 4 years smoothly...
I wish to be like Pikachu... Lots of friend , no one will ignore him... How can I be like you???
I know I'm ugly, but give me a chance to talk... T.T