I hAt3 PhY5icS LaB T.T

Terrible! horrible!and vegetable
so terrible la,
my group got 8 people but only 3 is doing the experiment
3 always chating another 2 sit there do nothing!!!
So angry la~
You don't want do nvm, people tell the result d also dowan to listen
aft that only asking~
Today i'm late to the lab around 5-6 minutes
When I reached, some of them is chatting.
Then they don't know how to do the experiment also didn't ask...
Yerr!!!!
Bad la
even the apparatus also not yet set up.
then Wen Yee ,a new member and me are doing only.
the three indian every week also chatting want lo
Now every Monday I also headeach because of the experiment.
So bad la!!
I though 1 people doing 1 report is fair but no.
They just copy the result and do the report.
Not fair also...

姐姐的一通电话 ,真无聊

刚刚在看《命中注定我爱你》时，我二姐打给我叻。
二姐：小妹，你在做什么？
我：看戏咯。
二姐：有书不读，看戏？
我：做什么事？
二姐：(开心)ei, 我跟你讲今天李宗伟来我的店叻。
我：噢，（我还以为是我大姐的朋友）所以（有什么大不了）？
二姐：你知道谁吗？
我：知道（想了想）打羽球的吗。（噢，是他噢！）
二姐：是啦。其实，我没有觉得很光荣，但一直跟别人炫耀叻。
我：(bikaboom,炸到了）过后？
二姐：他还有待他的女朋友来叻，没有帮头发的，满漂亮的。
我：噢（没兴趣）
二姐：他好像是klang的人来的噢.....（其实，不是咯，他是penang人^^)
还有一堆的东西咯，太长了,不写了。
可是他却没有和他拍照-___-
大姐气死了，因为她很喜欢看羽球赛。
总结，二姐打来讲废话^^
无聊透了，哎呀其实还好啦。^^

~聆听我的心~

我真很想受到别人的关心，很想在别人的心里有一席地位。
我不喜欢被忽略的感觉。T.T
我很喜欢说话，但我也很希望有人会听，而不是很敷衍的带过。
我真的很希望受到关注，所以都不介意做跑腿的工作。
我也很想在伤心难过时，有人知道~T.T
开心时，很喜欢跟大家分享。
我知道，我知道自己的表达能力有问题，但我又能怎么样呢？我想要的吗？
说的笑话，大家永远都不会笑~
我每次都敢怒不敢言，我真的很想说但每次都有很多顾虑，怕这个，怕那个。
当别人迁就自己时，又怕别人觉得我霸道！
为什么要想那么多？？？
我知道每次我伤心时，开开心知道。她都会来逗我，但是我都没告诉他什么事。
为什么我要想那么多？在意那么多？
不是我自己开心就好吗？
但我办不到，因为不想把快乐建在别人的痛苦上。
好像很自私噢！
我开心别人就不开心了，到时我更内疚了。
我真的很害怕~
突然很想一个人耶！
不用顾虑那么多~
又不用怕大家不开心。
好像做独行侠噢!
无忧无虑，也不用别人的关心。
不是吗？
好像收起我的笑容噢。
最近不知什么原因变得很情绪化了......
我想这次已经很彻底的把自己的心情写出来了吧！

无心的伤害 T.T

Today I having a bad mood T.T
Hurt! Sad!

I hurt by someone...
XXX(the people's name) is not purposely but it really hurt me very very very deep T.T
Don't know, maybe XXX is just kidding...
I dont think XXX know that already hurt me T.T
I'm not angry because that is really my weakness...
At that moment I try to stop my tears from my eyes...
Really sad~T.T

An action make me sad, but this is because of my fault before~
A fault that I never forget.
sorry~ YYY
but I really sad because of that action T.T
Why you always hurt me but i will forgive you, then you can feel nothing after that???
Why I can't do so?I always feel guilty event it is a very small mistake?
Why?Why?Why~ T.T
I don't want to feel so anymore really difficult for me to forgive my fault...
I don't want always feel guilty because of some silly things T.T
T.T Hurt~

无心的伤害，真的很痛 T.T

~Sil3Nt M0D3~

Monday is the most boring day for me.Early in the morning got Algebra & Trigonometry.After that is General physics (the most bore class but the teacher is good), follow by Algebra Tutorial and then is physics lab.See, the most bore subject is all on Monday.

Today don't know what happen to the teacher, keep on scolding. Because the students are too noisy so ,she just write everything on the transparent paper and point the slide. She didn't say even one word about the chapter. Then she wrote this on the transparent paper "Do exercise 6 and exercise 7, I call you all come out one by one , I MEAN IT! When she call the name from the list, got a few people have no respond, so she scold again.by the way, last sem in Mr.Kok class some don't want to answer question also do so, but Mr.Kok also didn't angry at all ><

(Excuse me, she is wasting our time to listen how she scolding! This is not a primary school please don't use that teaching way, keep on shouting and do those thing, so immature, all of us paid to study,so you got to teach. The student noisy you can scold them but not doing silent mode teaching!!! You got to think others students also, that why most of the student don't like Algebra tutor. Because of your attitude and you do not respect the students at all. Keep on scolding everyone)

She keep on asking the student leave her class. If at that moment all the students leave, sure she will be very angry. Then after one hour, (2 hours class) maybe she "tak boleh tahan" already so she said class end. Some students leave the class (include me), then she continue teaching after the few minutes. Argh never ever see the tutor like that one really...Bad luck la, Why she teach this subject.... Bad silent mode teaching!!!I hate it.

迁就~

最近我心情很不好，很想发脾气。每次好像都是我在迁就别人，只有几个会迁就我。迁就真的很累啊！不要，不想，也不会迁就人了！！！被迁就的当然得会很开心，因为大家都顺从你。
不要和你唱反调是因为不想要身边的朋友不开心。其实，我真的真的很久没有大发脾气了。上个学期我根本没有这个问题的，但是最近火山好像要爆发了。
很气，很不开心。迁就者没有了开心的感觉，因为迁就是被逼的，没办法？
不开心是因为违背了自己一开始的意愿。好久没被人迁就的感觉了最近真的很不开心。不想上学的感觉又回来了！！！
我真的很想是个敢怒敢言的人，我也很想随心所欲，可是身边的朋友一定很难受的。为了自己的开心而令到朋友不愉快，也非我所愿。
朋友开心，我就快乐。但如果只有一方在迁就的话一切都变得没有意义了。
我不想再当迁就者了！！！到底怎么样才会大家都开心？不要在迁就别人了！！！就让我放肆一次吧！！！我就快从开心果变成苦瓜干了 T.T

^^

Recently very tired, don't know why,but just feel so....
Yesterday was moon cake festival^^, so happy I can go my beloved grandma's house.Really very happy.I saw my nieces, especially Wei Wei^^ so long didn't see her d...Really can't recognize her d. She is around 2 years old. Yesterday I teacher to call me..Haha she so clever follow what i teach^^

Then I also take photo with her.When I say "拍照"she will show her 2 fingers ^^so cute and I'm so happy.Well, I cannot play with them so long, i got to go after 1 hour.Then got to back to college...cute cute picture but not wit me, with my niece also (she is around 13 years old) ^^
A happy Moon Cake Festival

~Gl0v3 & gOgGles~

Today to free so post so many blog^^

Very good and ridiculous question:

Why we need a goggles in Gen. Physics lab?

Why we no need goggles in Gen Bio & Chem lab?

Is it we need glove more goggles in Gen lab?

Erm...weird right?

I think in physics lab gloves is needed more than goggles la...Haizz!!!

~ThAnKs Jac~

Really thank you Jac because before your call I am really angry. But after talk to you for 1 hours, I fell better.^^
Really happy to hear your voice after so long (well, not very long la, around 2 weeks ) I really enjoy the 1 hour. But after that, I irritated with my things again.Haizzz

The CCS 1 lo, cancel tomorrow meeting don't say earlier. Now only said cancel, so I got to finish the decoration myself already because I can't give it to Linn.
Arrrr...Now i got to call my sister come and fetch me, but she got a lot of quotation to type so i got to wait her. I will go back at a round 12++ a.m. lo T.T

Just now my grandma call me also, she ask me whether I going to her house this Sunday. Actually, she ask me a few time already.Hehe><>

HAPPY MOONCAKE FESTIVAL :3

BoR3d><

Now I suppose in my house and sit in front of the TV ,watching my favourite drama "moonlight resonance" aka "家好月圆".But now I still in UCSI hostel, sit in front the table and cutting paper doing my decoration for my food stall.
haizzz...because tommorow got training for how to cook Herbal Eggs lo, so today I can't go back home T.T
Then tommorow got to wait until 1 pm something only can go back T.T
I want go back home!!!

TagG3D By PiKaChu

I tagged by Pika long long time ago, but now only I remember^^

Rules:
1. The rules of the game get posted at the beginning.
2. Each player answers the questions about themselves.
3. At the end of the post the player then tags 5 people and posts their names, then goes to their blogs and leaves a comment, letting them know they got tagged and to ask them to play and read your blog.

Starting time: 10.31pm
Name: Lee Mee May
Sisters: 2
Brothers: None
Shoe size: 7-8
Height: Around 168 cm (this measurement is inthe secondary school want,but recently seems short d T.T)
Where do you live: Hometown at Perak, but stay at Klang, now at UCSI Hostel
Favourite drinks: Whatever la as long as it is delicious ^^
Favourite breakfast: Uncountable.
Have you ever been on a plane: Nope T.T
Swam in the ocean: Yup.
Fallen asleep in school: Yup :P, if the class too bore, but rarely
Broken someone's heart: Always especially Nicole Food
Fell off your chair: don't know wor. Can't remember^^
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: Nope
Saved e-mails: Not automatically saved in the inbox 1 meh?
What is your room like: ermmm sometime clean, sometime messy :P
What's right beside you : my room mate, Lee Guang Shi ^^
What is the last thing you ate: My dinner lo, from Silver River de
Ever had chicken pox: Yup, so lucky just after UPSR
Sore throat: who have no sore throat before?
Stitches: Yup, having an operation when i'm 6.
Broken nose: Nope
Do you believe in love at first sight: Yes!
Like picnics: Depends on the location and with who...
Who was the last person you danced with: erm...forgot
You last yelled at: Can't remember because now I'm not that grumpy
Talk to someone you like: Ya, i like to talk to people around me.
Kissed: Sure, when i was a kid
Talked to an ex:
Miss someone: Yup. VERY VERY
Do you sleep with stuffed animals: No gua
Who do you really hate: erm...no gua
What time is it now: 11.oopm

Randoms :

Q: Is there a person who is on your mind right now: Yes
Q: Do you have any siblings: Yup.
Q: Do you want children: Don't know.
Q: Do you smile often: Yes
Q: Do you like your hand-writing: Yup, but I like others more^^
Q: Are your toenails painted: No,but fingernails yes.
Q: Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in: As long as it is clean
Q: What colour shirt are you wearing: Blue
Q: What were you doing at 7:00pm yesterday: Eating tau fu fa gua^^from pasar malam want
Q: I can't wait till: to see someone I miss^^
Q: When did you cry last: can't remember.
Q: Are you a friendly person: I think so^^
Q: Do you have any pets: No.
Where is the person you have feelings for right now? Don't know
Did the last person you held hands with mean anything to you now?Nope.
Do you sleep with the TV on? Nope
What are you doing right now? Doing this tag.
Have you ever crawled through a window? Nope
Can you handle the truth? Yes
Are you closer to your mother or father? both also okok lo
Who was the last person you cried in front of?Don't want to recall back.
How many people can you say you've really loved? Uncountable
Do you eat healthy?Not really
Do you still have pictures of you & your ex? Yup, ex classmate got a lot^^
Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you?Yes T.T
How often do you go to church?No.because I'm not a Christian.
If you're having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to?mostly my friend or my heart.
Are you loud or quiet most of the time? Of course "quiet"=X
Are you confident? Not really

I don't really have anyone to tagged.Who want to be volunteer?

pLs cOm3 oN 16/9

Next Tuesday (16/9/2008) in UCSI will having a Mid-Autumn (late moon cake festival) which organised by CCS (Chinese Culture Society).Please go the activity if you are free not free also come la If u not yet buy ticket never mind u can buy on that day, RM5 each^^the RM 5 include lanterns, candles, RM 2 for playing games &...o u can go block A lobby and buy^^
That day you maybe can see Pika taking a sign board ,Nicole and Christine selling tickets,Linn and me selling herbal eggs^^and also Joseph, Chloe, Kelly and Shawn.
Haha...come la come la
The function is at the car park between block B and block C.
Start on 7.00 P.M...
Hope to see u guys ^^

~MeaNingL3ss~

Sometime doing something is because of someone, but when someone disappear in your vision, those thing become meaningless...

有时候会为了"他"做某些事，一旦"他"消失在你的视线时，一切都变得没有意义了。
为的当然是自己珍惜或疼爱的人，否则会更没有意义。所以一定要紧握在手中的一切，尤其是幸福和快乐。

~PiKa BiG DaY~

Yesterday was pika big day^^
That means Pikachu evolution already and become Raichu d^^

Before yesterday we already celebrate with him in Sungai Wang Green Box.And we ask him to sang a very sad mandrin happy birthday song"祝我生日快乐"(温岚)haha...Then he sang to himself.
But that was a simple celebration...
On 9 0f September2008, we decide to celebrate with him a again.
So we buy 3 pizza and a fruit cake.Haha^^Got Joseph, Linn, Kelly, Christine, James, Fok Tou, 咏欣and me celebrate with him.
We send him a card with a lot of his friend wishes (in the beginning, we also plan to give kok kok writes, but we can't find him so end of the story lo) and also a phone chain.^^

Plan to give him a surprise, but he look not surprise at all...Haizzz :(
Whatever la, hope he like it la ^^
Those pictures and videos will post a.s.a.p. because is with James and Christine^^

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO PIKACHU RAICHU ^^

~M3m0Ry~

Argh!!!
Angry la~really don't like the Algebra's tutor la...
Not only me, i think most of the student also don't like her lo.I want to boycott or ignore this subject already.Haizz, suddenly feel Mr.Ong teaching style is much much much more better.
I think now I will choose to have 10 Calculus class but not even one Algebra class.Please change tutor/lecturer la.

That's why i don't like lady tutor/lecturer because they are more strict and not that friendly.
She is strict than Mr. Raj(he still will joke with us) and teaching bore than Mr.Ong. She seems like like scold people. She really treat us like primary school students. She always shout at us.Haizzzz...Mr.Ong you really much more better than her.

After the final exam, today is the 1st time i saw Mr. Ong. My friend told me that he will not continue his teaching. He will go to England. I dare not tell him face to face , but really thanks him. All the best to you, Mr Ong^^
Still remember that, last time Mr. Ong was "jealous" Mr. Kok because the students always said "Mr.Kok say.... ,Mr. Kok say..." but no students said "Mr. ong say..."Really this is what he said.Now recall back is really funny.

社会

商场？简直是恐怖。深深的觉得我超不喜欢的。难道，真的是商场如战场吗？大家都尔虞我诈的，真的是很不诚实的世界。我很不能适应。我很害怕，我怕将来自己会是个为了利益/钱财而改变的小人，我不想要！！！真的真的很可怕。人心真的是险恶的吗？我不知道，也不想知道。

其实，很多时候自己都知道后果，但还是选择逃避过后再慢慢的接受。很多事情自己可能都是想多了，但那些往往都是事实。真的很害怕那残酷的真相，但有时也会自己去寻找那自己无法接受的真相。那就是我，既害怕，却又想知道。我想我应该没想像中的脆弱罢。

不想学会这现实社会所需的条件（因为会变得虚伪），只想活在快乐的世界里。大家都没有戒心，开开心心的过日子^^

但我知道这是不可能的。李美美，别再发梦了，这是不可能的！！！
世界都不会因任何人而停止的。。。
我真希望现在的社会只是一场恶梦，醒来了是更美丽的明天。没有悲伤，只有欢乐。
所以我们必须把握每一分每一秒快乐的时光。

~miss u~

I miss u so much.><
At least last sem got a better schedule. This sem maybe we got to drop 1 subject (Malaysian studies)
If we do so next sem will be suffering because I having Moral studies also.i will be taking 6 subject.

By comparing, I like the lecturers last semester more. Don't know la, just dont like this semester tutor. And also this semester, we having our class in audi /recital hall. That is really a big big class. Don't like it.

The first day of the lecture I recall back many sweet memory in the first sem. So funny ^^. Especially Mr. Ong talking style(the 1 make me recall back Mr. Ong style is Algebra lecturer because her talking style so "cute") and Mr. Kok teaching style (I recall back this is because no lecturer teaching style is same with him, miss his teaching style) I don't know how the 2nd sem would be, but i really miss the first sem.

From the second sem onwards, pika and wen yee shift to Puncak Bayan already. Left me here. And i will having my dinner with my roommate only. Before that,5 of us always take dinner together and 4 of us study together.No people accompany me anymoreT.T
I miss u ,my first sem...

A Different Pasar Malam Night

After dinner I go pasar malam with Guang Shi. We go around 7.00p.m , just aft the rainy day. Tonight pasar malam was not that much people. Tonight got a bit different because usually we go pasar malam is in a group,around 4 to 6 people, but tonight just 2 of just.

I recall back the 1st time i go this pasar malam was also a rainy day. That night got Guang Shi ,Liang Khoon ,Eric and me. That was a rainy day also.Haha^^
Still remember that day Guang Shi want to wet others so she trample on a small puddle, but before she wet others her shoes and legs already wets and dirty^^I also recall back the time with a group of people go pasar malam.

I don't know how to describe my feeling at that moment, but I really feel happy. Maybe is the sweet memory make me happy, well they are not accompany me right now but all of them are in my memory, in a very very sweet memory...