是成长的时候了！！！

没有了一群好友的包容，体谅，安慰，支持。。。

要开始学会包容，要让自己又存在感，不要再做个等待别人理会的人了，要让别人知道你的想法。。。

要敢作敢言，说到做到，不要再做一个永远不会对自己说的话兑现的人。。。
要学会主动，体谅，包容，忍耐。。。

*切忌：
妒忌心，小气，心浮气躁，嘴多，想太多，“说太多，做太少”，懒散！！！

在新的环境，无从选择，不能再依赖你们了，唯有成长才能放开一切的恶习。。。

****不要再活在自己的记忆中了****
不要为别人而努力，要为自己而加油。。。
希望我真的能够做到。。。

Th3 1st Post aft 10,000 years

I didn't update my blog for a round 2 month already....hehe anyway not because of busy, just lazy and and moodless to blogging in this stupid house with a super slow line.

Anyway, just officially inform everyone, I have not in UCSI anymore.
Now having a newlife in IMU. New friends, new enviroment, new lecturers, everythings is new.But i don't really like the enviroment here (but its not that bad)I just don't have a gang of friend like what I have in UCSI and funny lecturers. Anyway you still see me in UCSI because sometimes I take UCSI shuttle to LRT station (make my life easier).
Haizzz~ really miss the time in UCSI, but I need to wake up from my past facing lots of study, sooooo difficult chemistry(most killing subjects)
but something I like in IMU is I learn Nutrition subject in the first semester.=D

Argh, now already 7th weeks in IMU, another 7 weeks i will having my final. Hope I do well la...
I try to update my blog more often ^^

我很烦恼 2

Yes!!! 我很3心2意！！！

In the beginning, I want to learn how to do cosmetic and be a Nutritionist but I think I better to have a full knowledge in one of the field and not to be half in this and half in that lo. So I better to have a decision.So,I had decided to concern back on my Nutrition course. But I still asking for others suggestion.

So that day, I go to the edu fair in mid valley. I go for others university to ask about what I want. Finally I realize something very bad. So now I am facing a lagi dilemma situation. What should I do?????
I don’t know when I will have the answer but I hope as fast as possible.

Anyway, the H1N1 is started spread in Malaysia, take care everyone.

我的烦恼~

很烦啊！！！烦了很久啦！！！

Biotech? Food Sc. & Nutrition? 我改选那一科？
完成Biotech degree 的话，我真的可以在研究护肤品的行业工作吗？
Regarding to my lecturer, she said that I can further my education after I finish my degree in Biotech.
I can further my study in local University with Nutrition course. So when I heard that I was really happy that I can make the decision.
I thought I can change my course to Biotech and can take Nutrition in master.
Haha~
In the beginning, I thought this is the perfect plan for me. I’m really happy because I had solved the problems that make me headache. Sadly, this is just the beginning of my problems.
After discussed with my family, they said depends on what I want la. But they not really support me to change the course.
My sister said that if degree take Biotech and master take Nutrition like learning things in half way.
See ha, Biotech is a very wide field lo. I am learning only a bit a bit from the entire subject in degree, the knowledge I know will not be that much is generally knowledge only. If I really interested I should further my education in the field I want.
If like that I cannot take Nutrition anymore. By the way, I want to change course is because that I don’t like to study Food sc. In UCSI, the Food Sc. is the major lo.

Then when discuss with my sister, I only realised that local U is using in Malay Language in the syllabus. If like that I sure die liao lo, I using English in my secondary and degree syllabus then suddenly change to Malay I don’t think that I can study well lo. I really don’t know the entire scientific name in Malay lo.

Besides, if you are the employers would you take the interviewer that has study many subject but have the general knowledge only? Or you will consider the interviewer that has concern on the only subject? That’s why. I also need to consider these types of problem. Most of the people said that, aiya study only la, you mostly won’t work on what you study. But I study this course is so expensive, I don’t want to waste the money. TnT I wish to work what I had to study, but I cannot predict it la >.<

So, what should I take? I only interested in Nutrition but not in Food Sc. But not totally hate this course la but not very interested lo and I don’t think I can discover any new food lo. And recently I realized that, I cannot cook very well. Erm, there is also another problem is what my friend told me, I also think about this question before. As a nutritionist, I should have a very healthy outlook, but you see I’m overweight. I got to loss my weight before I finished my degree >.<, if not I sure cannot be a nutritionist lo. So should I just take Food Sc. & Nutrition or Biotech (and take Nutrition in master).
Argh~~ I keep on change my mind…
In the beginning is 50% 50%,
then is 40% Food Sc. & Nutrition, 60% Biotech
now is 60% Food Sc. & Nutrition, 40% Biotech
I don’t know what I is my decision after tomorrow edu fair. ‘n’

StuPiD C@T

So long didn't update my blog already. Finally today I have the mood. But this blog I would complain many things.

Haiz~recently 2 of my housemate take a street cat from a mamak, then they want to 收养 the cat. Say the truth, I really don't like cat, but not scare ok. Just hate cat, but love dog. Back to the problem, now it facings so many problems.
First, the cat is allowed to walk any places as it like means it can go out from the house also. It also means the stupid cat can go out and play with others stupid cats and fight with them also.

Besides, it likes to shit everywhere, no la actually is it step on the poo poo and walk around. It dirt the floor le. That day they bought the sand for the cat, lagi teruk the whole floor is the sand lo. The living room aleady very dirty, now still add another dirty cat. Haiyo really cannot imagine if the auntie didn't come and clean the house yesterday. The pussy cat is so naughty, she like to jump here jump there. she jump to the table when they are eating a~ so dirty lo....

Today I really very very very very angry already. The pussy cat go into the kitchen in the afternoon. Don't know who lo, didn't throw the residue of the food after eating. Then it jump and go open the food, but luckily i saw lo, she failed to do so. Then her tail kena side of the plate on the rak and something on there lo. really very dirty lo. Kitchen is the place with a lot of food le, the cat so dirty, somemore she fight with others cat and become dirtier. She is spreading the germs le. haiyo!!!!

At night, when I cook my food,the cat also walking in i really very angry lo, but how you chase also won't go want lo. Then 1 of the housemate (a boy that want to 收养 the cat) like don't care don't care like that lo. But i think he also very 不爽 already lo, because I always complain the cat. Then after i cook i sit in my room and ate. Then another housemate( the girl that want to 收养 the cat) back. She asked where the cat,(If no mistaken la, I sure that he said so)the boy said maybe maymay chase her out already lo. I keep quiet (I though i listen wrong, but i don't think so), then the cat come out from the kitchen and meow-ing(at that moment really need to thanks her lo). But the housemate really terlampau said like that.

I really hope the cat run away lo~don't come back anymore!!!
I HATE CAT!!!!
By the way I really start don't like some of the Scopio male already~ Wei Wei I agree with you, but I hope I will change my mind.

~N3w SemMesT3R~

Time flight~
Already one year I study in UCSI... I year before i just start my foundation here...
The first fishy things I did in UCSI:
one year before I'm a ne w students in UCSI, tat day was the first Orientation day. Then my friend ask me to do the course selection first la because the next day she don't have class so we go Midvalley. Now the problem is I not yet do my course selection, so need to find Mr.Yim kok gai hehe... then to make me dont for get the name I related his surname with the kim possible(that time still don't know he got yim kok gai this name)....haha...then when i enter his office

Me: May I see Mr. "Kim" ?

Mr. Yim: (I forgot what he said but is something like that) Mr. "kim"? (He look like O.o)Are you sure?

Then I walk backward and see the name outside the office and say again his name. Really feel embarrass. Then he asked me to do the course selection online. (if still remember we got to go the computer lab to do something only can activate the e-advantage account)

So, i go to library to do the course selection. Then my friend said got to see the technical to solve this problem. so we go up stair to find them. On the stair case when I want to walk faster, I have a very great fall...walao~really so xia suai, luckily not many people at that time. the most dangerous is my mouth nearly knocked the floor....

what an embarass day ==!!!

haha~see now think back just like yesterday happened....

Suddenly feel want to eat durian~

so hungry, to night no dinner for me

T.T

LuCkY DaY ^^

Today is my first paper. Haha is Moral studies. Erm yesterday I only study those tips until 3 am like that la. But i'm so stupid surpose no need to be so concern on this subject, because I already study for 1 week. Haiz, the MCQ question is from the mid-term paper almost 80% from there. Then the case study also not that difficult. The conclusion Is those I study 1 week before is useless. Haiz, then now is the time for CE and business.

Haha, today A Gil so good he give us tips. I never ever think he will give tips. But he really a very responsible lecturer. He give us 7 chapters to study 5 of them is essay question and we need to do 2 question.

Another things that I happy about is my business internal mark higher than what I espect but is still very terrible due to the very worst mid-term. But I already very very very happy lo. haha=)

Wh@T Th3 Dooo!!!!!!!

WHAT'S WRONG TO POST MY FEELING IN MY BLOG?
THAT'S MINE,OK?
TELL ME!!!
@#$%^&*!@#$%^@#$

YES!!!

YEAH!!!!
I found a room already^^stay with Joanne.
It's a single room~but it really very small but is enough for me
and it only RM315 all included except TV, but I don't think I need it
wakaka, I really very lucky lo. That's a last room and there have course mate friend stay with me.
Then this morning I think I need to find so a long time at least one hour but I'm so lucky 10 minutes like that.
Wakaka~but the air-cond share room also very cheap because also RM 315 only, have bigger space but need to share lo,no privacy. Better don't want share la, already have an experience. But I think I want air-cond and bigger space more than privacy =P
so next semester I will shift there.

Haha, I'm so lucky=D

很烦aR!!!!

Taman Conaught really tak ada satu tempat is selamat want lo. I want look for a room now, but due to the safety problems make me headache, by the way not only safety problems la.
2 place for me to choose

1) pikachu's house
advantage- good housemate, same course, can go class together, more safety
disavantage- rumah so small then need to squeeze 7 people, need to buy some furniture (when i go back what should i do with the furniture le?).

2) Teres house (by the way tomorrow only I go find the room)
advantage- big enough for me, nearer, full furnish.
disadvantage- dangerous.

After this post, i think i know what i want already. Finally~
原来一直是我要求的太多。
明明就很简单，却被我弄到很复杂。
不要想太多了，Miss Lee!!!

ShoRT PosT

To night no mood to study, just because so many things I think about. Those that I can't care I also want to think about, those i need to care I also gt to think about, feel headache liao. I want to see this people, this people make me feel sickening. Just because of you. Bring a lot of irritating things to me. Haizzz

ProB N STAt

This lecturer so cute. She is teaching me probability and statistic.
Today a lecturer using the class for so long, he is late to let the student go back.(so resposible , but he always like that...hah) So we are waiting outside with Miss Chan. So we chat awhile, then she decide to go in to the class room.Before she go in she said, you all will support me, right? then she go in, but all of us still stand outside the room. then she turn back and said "why you all didn't support me want?"(in mandrin). haha, in the situation is really funny lo. Maybe she talking mandrin feel very close to her. By the way, she look like student more than lecturer because she look young.

Actually she is a very good lecturer, she put a lot of effort to teach the student but the class is too noisy. Sometimes, we still saw her crying. haizz, so pity lecturer. Nevermind she won't teach after this semester. This is good for her also la. Good luck to her ^^

~buSiN3Ss Pr3S3nTaTioN~

Today is my business presentation. Finally can done the presentation,so happy,haha. Remember that day I said a African girl, the one didn't do anything. she said she want to present, just for the introduction. What the doo!!! So angry her lo. Nevermind we had done the presentatio. YiYin and Debra(group leader) doing the presentation. They do the presentation very well^^ Good JoB^^

Lawrence, Chung Hui, Ah Ying, Me, Mei Kie, YY and Debra

We purposely don't want to ask the girl that din't do everything want to take picture. Haha, she want to be bad to us at first. By the way I love them so much, they are so good.

YiYin- so cute, like to play and jokking（by the way his name like girls name la=X)
chung hui- so gentlemen, so good (he look younger than us,but he is older than us)
Lawrence- so quite, but also quite good
Mei Kei & Ah Ying, so close liao no need to say lo^^

haha=D

~HAPPY ENDING~

Today I really have a very happy day but not only the presentation.

~人生~

我可能只是你人生里的过路客，
但你可以是我人生中的贵客。
可能连你都不记得你所做过何说过的事，却可能是启发我人生的一句话。
十多年后，可能连我是谁你都记不起了，但当年的事却还在心头，令我毕生难忘。

~S@TuRd@Y~

Actually today I also plan to switch off the light. But don't know who 误导 me say will automatically no electric current =.=
So that day we didn't switch off the light and we still having BBQ.
sound very terrible, but it really terrible =P
ok, I try to find 1 day to switch off all the light in my house for 1 hour, but is in the morning ^^

Wh@T KinD oF Pe()PLE...ARGH!!!

My business assignment group having 8 members. 6 chines, 2 I think is African. One of the African quite ok she do many things, like a leader. Then, another didn't do anything at all lo. She didn't come to the meeting before today lo. Today the first time, we saw her. Then the leader(one of the African) let her to do the conclusion, but she don't know all about the assignment how she going to do wor. I open all the file that we had done to show her, she take out a piece of paper and write there (anyway I though she did it earlier). I sure that she just simply do because she didn't read all the information. The conclusion is really important le. How can do like this.

She really very over lo. At first, she ask me to open her pen drive I though she 1 to show her work, but no,she want to see her CE assignment( that we have already pass up this morning), like this also never mind. the most important is she ask me and Tze Ying go print for her. What the doooo!!!! Very terlampau le, I'm not your CE group mate also you want us to do it for you, some more you didn't do the business assignment le. Luckily the day before, Mei Kie already report to Ah Gil that she didn't do work..."该死" lo!!! really so angry lo. Ah Gil said she will get zero lo. I really can't accept this type of people, so terrible，really 厚颜无耻。

Actually Ah Ying and me planned don't want print for her want, but got a group mate so good ask us just print for her lo, so never mind lo just print. Haiyo, want others to print la,then don't want give enough paper la.Then we just gave her, then she didn't thanks us also.

After she finished the conclusion for the assignment in a paper, she like want us to type for her also. Really beh tahan. No manners at all and irresponsible. me and Ah Ying so angry with this people. Hope she didn't get any marks for the assignment lo, irresponsible at all. Now only realise she got to do the work. Sorry to said so, YOU ARE TOO LATE.

烦。。。iRRiT@tiNG~

I can't stay at hostel already. Next semester onwards TT. Yesterday before prob & stat class i go and see the list. haha so happy^^ my name is there. After class I go and see again my name is not there already TT Adeleen still say,no la the upstair name list gt my name, haizzz still don't have. So we go to ask Miss Felicia, she said that one wrong already this one is the correct one. That means i cannot stay at hostel already la. So piglet !!! I don't want ~~
Anyway, I have one room now, but feel like want to stay in hostel. I want to stay in hostel not because of good service,just because it is near the classroom and can wake earlier lo. Haiz~~
凡人 = 烦人

闯情关

可怜的姐夫来娶新娘时，要过五关斩六将还蛮惨的。

第一关：
都是姨妈姑姐的一些问题并无伤大雅。最笨的是问到他，我姐姓什么？他竟然回答应该是李吧，结果被炸，你也应该是娶错门口了的啦。哈哈~竟然有人不知道自己老婆姓什么的。。。真糟糕。。。

第二关：
是我的表姐们设的。用脚夹麻将，不过麻将时放在冰水里的。erm~还要夹4 个“发”噢。哈哈，可怜吧~他一个人夹了几个，不过只有2个是。过后，就叫兄弟团帮忙咯，但他的兄弟很没义气叻，因为大家都要逃的感觉。有一个是硬硬被推出来帮忙的。

第三关：
姊妹关，哈哈他这下可惨了，首先是辣椒侍候。饼干里有辣椒将和小辣椒哦。过后还玩之内裤勒，要他们穿上。他们当然只是水边套在手上拉，过后新郎要kiss那5个套着纸内裤的兄弟。哈哈~最后在献上一杯饮料----milo+ 生蛋，好恶心叻。结果他们还是喝完。

哈哈，这就是所谓的闯情关了吧！！！

下次再upload照片吧~

海盗

太恐怖了，我的家好像被洗劫过一样。那天，我姐姐在家里宴客，请了一些亲戚朋友来。我的大姨，总共有11 个孙，不过那天跟来的只有6个，不过已经足以致命。真的太恐怖了现在的小孩，不能乖乖坐着，跑来跑去不能停，有大喊大叫，没有一刻安静（除了睡觉）。过后，他们还要跳床。因为所有小孩都集中在我的房间，所以我有点生气了，结果都被我骂。其实，我还蛮喜欢小孩子的，但他们太活跃了，又不听话，气到我啊都快要吐血了。最后，我决定了把我方门锁上。哈哈，放心多了。^^

当小孩聚在一起都爱争东西，还好他们没大打出手，不然就好看咯。他们要回家的时候是最最最可爱的了。哈哈~~~

为什么么他们是海岛呢？因为我家的一些东西都报销了又有点乱七八糟的。我的房门柄块坏了，客厅的sofa有点小伤，楼梯的扶柄下面的铁枝断了一根还有垃圾乱乱丢。haiz~太恐怖了
相比下我表嫂的4千金中的其中3 个乖多了，因为其中一个就是踏断铁枝的凶手。

我姐姐的新家更惨，不过是她老公那side的小孩啦。他们可以把 astro smartcard 拔出来叻，还很开心地说“你看我拿到了！！！”实在太可恶了。她新家的两张能360度转动的椅子报销，大概寿命只有一星期。

实在太恐怖了，现在的小孩！！！

~W3DDiNG~

Today I skip my business because tonight at my house got party. My sister wedding party.Actually my sister is really beautiful ^^haha

but I only got 1 photo. I will update more after this^^

we not look like sibling right?haha next time I put another sister picture. Also not look same want. They always said I'm kutip balik beside the rubbish bin TT

半情歌 --- 元若蓝 (很好听^^，但很伤心）

花 接受凋零 风 接受追寻
心的伤还有一些不要紧
我接受你的决定

你将会被谁抱紧 唱什么歌哄他开心
我想着天空什么时候会放晴
地球不曾为谁停一停

你的明天 有多快乐 不是我的
我们的爱是唱一半的歌
时间把习惯换了 伤口愈合
也撤销我再想你的资格

你的祝福 一半甜的 一半苦的
像我手中冷掉的可可
最最教人残念的总是未完成的
我只能唱着 一半的歌

你将会被谁抱紧 唱什么歌哄他开心
我想着天空什么时候会放晴
地球不曾为谁停一停

你的明天 有多快乐 不是我的
我们的爱是唱一半的歌
时间把习惯换了 伤口愈合
也撤销我再想你的资格

你的祝福 一半甜的 一半苦的
像我手中冷掉的可可
最最教人残念的总是未完成的
我只能唱着 一半的歌

我的明天 快不快乐 都是我的
我们的爱是唱一半的歌
时间把习惯换了 伤口愈合
也撤销我再想你的资格

你的祝福 一半甜的 一半苦的
像我手中冷掉的可可
最最教人残念的 总是未完成的
另一半的歌



不知为何，听到这首歌有点感触。。。

不想了

昨天看到她哭。我不知道她为什么哭，可能是看到了吧。我不确定，只是在写得时候有这样的预感。其实，我这次有点不太想知道，因为不想再解释（如果真的因为这样）。既然我也下了出来也不必怕些什么了。这次想再自私多一次，对不起。但我们真的是个性差别很远，我并没有责怪的意识。你并没有错。

当然我不希望她是因为看到才哭的。昨天因该是我第一次看到她哭到那么厉害吧。所以我想她应该不会因为我这一点小事哭吧。问过她，没回答。我也不想多追问了，到她真地问我时，可能我也会说不出话吧。

我想她也不会可能我这样写而哭的吧？因为感觉上我没有在她心里占那么重要的位子。可能想多了吧。
可悲的我，原来我都不太会和别人相处，还一直以为自己在这方面做得很好。

We3kenD T.T --14/3 & 15/3

On saturday I was having a moral test so leave at hostel, need to wait until saturday morning only can go back. Erm ~then i having the test earlier. Haiz, i think my test already die liao la, i dont think will be very very good, The last semester paper that teacher gave I didn't syudy. But I having another test paper that is earlier that the teacher give.

假厉害咯, I though the teacher will not giving the test base on the test paper she ask us to study lo. then i just study the one I have.
So the conclusion is listen to the teacher. what she said is right, because so many question from the test paper T.T
Anyway, anyone got any good idea to study? because what i had study 1 week before i can't remember at all, so pity. want to be hard working lo,study early early then everythings I can't remember. Is it my brain having big problems? I think is time to check my brain too><


When I reached home I realised my house look beautiful already because it is painted^^(my sister will having wedding on this weekend) haha
then I realised my room also painted, then i went to clean up my room. I realised one of my 红包 with around RM200 is lost TT after that my mum told me maybe took by the Indonesia worker who paint my room. Because when my mum keep the 红包, the worker saw and maybe he took it away TT that means this year I have no 红包 money and the money grandma give me on last year birthday. I so appreciate 红包 my grandma give. I just want to keep it and not to used, but now the worker had took it TT feel want to kill him already la!!! hmmm诅咒他！！！
诅咒他一早起床就敲到头，走路跌倒，吃饭啃到。总之就黑锅背多多。hmm~我可不好惹的哟！！！

Wh0 Am I?

Do you think you should treat your best friend like this? Anyway,I know now you no need me as your best friend anymore because in your heart you already have another "best friend" that much more better than me. I think you do not need me anymore. I really feel so.

Maybe because of I am so emo and sensitive but i really hate this feeling. Just a small things only also can't tell straight and forward. This kind of small things you also feel like don't want to tell me. Just keep everything in your heart, like don't want to tell me like that. Why other best friend can be so close, can share everything with each other,but why we can't? Or the most important point is we are not the best friend? You make me also like don't want to tell you anything already. Now only I realised very close friend not equal to best friend. We are always together but you just don't like to talk to me. This is your character, maybe you would not change. Sometime I really feel difficult, when stay with you. I know you for 3 to 4 years already but I feel I'm more close to 咏欣, Pikachu ,Wen Yee and also Maxcy. Well, I know Maxcy not for very long but we are very close.

Maybe just because our characteristic to different. A very very big difference characteristic. I am so talkative and you are so quiet. I'm so so so so active,but you don't like to be active. 咏欣, you are right, it is so easy. If she or he is your type just talk more, if not no need to find something to said. No need to make yourself feel difficult. Anyway, best friend I don't think we are but we still friend.


勉强果然没幸福。
勉强会让自己不开心，也会让人觉得难受。
就像是你一直把东西塞给别人， 其实别人并不想要。
到头来人家也只会说；“你只是一直逼着我要你的东西而已”
我觉得这句话真的说得没错。

大家有意见就说出来，如果不同就各做各的，不必太迁就。
其实我一直执著“好朋友”的定义。我认为好朋友应该常陪伴对方。可是，我渐渐觉得这变成了我的负担。我想好朋友相处就像情侣一样吧，一定不会觉得对方是包袱。哈哈，真觉得好笑，到现在我才知道道理。希望我可以改变自己。
其实我觉得大家都知道对方不是自己想要的， 只是刚好上天又把我们凑在一起了。有被作弄的感觉， 老天爷总爱这样。
Anyway， 我们没吵架~><
只是一些小事，令我想起的问题。

Tak BoL3h TahAN

I hate when i talking no one reply. At least you need to let me know or u pretent that you are listen to me lo.When I'm talk to XXX seriously, there is always no reply want. That's why I don't like to stay at my room. Cannot hear what am I talking when XXX is MSN-ing totally no reply,seems I'm not alive.anyway I know you chat with your best friend, but no need treat me as transparent want lo Sometime I will think har, i die already is it , XXX seems did not hear me at all. Yes sometimes have no respond from XXX did not say any words, like" wait a while "or others, really angry. Did XXX know I'm really angry about that. Haizzz~anything la, actually had used to it. Just sometime really "tak boleh tahan".

心情

Actually this morning my mood is 100%(very good) because the CE lecturer, so funny^^
This what he teached:
yellow + red = green
green + blue = yellow
this is what I feel after he said O.o
(my monolog: yellow is base colour la uncle, green - blue =yellow la, not campur la><)
He still ask us, you know what the colour will be after mixed ar...like that really Zzzz


After business class my mood drop to the lowest point TT
My midterm less than what aspect, it less than 1/2 of the full marks TT haizz
Really I cry out already, the first time so low marks in the all of the test.
really disappointed and i study it lo.
But now feel better, thanks to Shawn, thanks your lame joke...
Anyway the one I want to see is not online.T.T( but mostly wont tell the person)

Tomorrow i will having my moral presentation. Hope I can do it~
All the best,Mee May^^

Som3 SuGG35ti0N，Pl3ASE

Don't be too curious about somethings.
Don't talk too much in the situation that you should not talk.
If not you will make something worst TT
and do not try to find an excuse to make yourself feel better, that's really not work. Your are just bluffing yourself.

This is what I did wrong today.
对每件错事都耿耿于怀，难以释怀。
又何方法让我放开呢？
当每件事都放在心里时很辛苦。

夜谈^^

昨晚和一个叫XXX 的人谈天（在msn啦）谈了很久，内容如下：

首先，我当八卦妹问他一些有的没的。过后，谈到我们的个性。他说以下的歌词很像我，嗯~我不晓得，你觉得呢？ 要告诉我哦^^

有时候太坚强 笑容却填不满眼眶
越是想要隐藏 歌声就唱的更响亮
直到入到心底最深处
你不要追问我 还缺了些什麽

要听这首歌就click歌名，是pikachu’s blog 来的。
歌名：梁文音－我不是你想像那麼勇敢 MV

^^我们还有提到一个人，因为他的display picture 咯，让我想起那天的笑话^^ 哈哈
蛮好笑的咯^^

~End of the chatting~

我们今天发现了pikachu的过人之处，把汤匙（钢的哦）折到90度， 而且还要不费力气噢^^
轻轻的一压就可以了。哈哈~有照片为证，可是不在我这里（wen yee 我要照片）^^

90 degree ^^

~end~

No pain no gain.
There is no free lunch in the world。
You got to work hard to get what you want~
有付出才会有回报，
而且要为自己做错的付出代价。
社会就是这样现实

W@itiNg TiM3 P@s5

This morning I killed a fly because I didn't saw it TT, so disgusting. Sorry fly TT I'm not purposely want TT

Today having a test so the you can just go after the test. I finished the test in half hour time. Anyway the conclusion of the test is cannot do essay part.Erm~back to the title means I still have more than 24 hours to have another class. So, guess what we do ^^haha. We go KTV, this is the second time I go sing K with them(Pika, Berry, 咏欣, James, Kelly, Joseph and Linn) We go Sungai Wang's Green Box~

After breakfast, we go by LRT. Then we go there start our Sing K journey at 1pm. But so pity can sing until 4pm only. haha By the way, i enjoy it very much, well is keep on running pitch ^^咏欣,Joseph,pika and me was inside. We started to sing but only half hour and we got many song want to sing, so a very good idea, don't know from who, all the song sing after chorus will be stop. Haha so we can sing more song. Due to the chines new year is not yet finish , so we sang new year song---大团圆^^ so embarrass=) anyway I enjoyed it too. We sing nearly 1 hour only come out~haha.
Then go eat and go back lo...

END OF THE DAY ^^

LOOkiNG 4 J()B

actually this sem is really very boring. So, today James, Wen Yee, Fok Tou and me went out to looking for a job after our lunch. Erm, firstly we looked for Old Town, but because of too many people,we dare not walk in to interviewwe don't think they will entertained us. So we go the next job---Secret Recipe. But we got to go Mid-Valley to interview lo. Aiks it is a bit rush for us lo.

At the end, we didn't find but first choice is Old Town. Hope can get this job la....^^

有你真好^^

a. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
b. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
c. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN, NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
d. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.
e. Put this on your blog.

1. If someone says, "Is this okay?"Good Night - 梁静茹 （ask you go back to sleep?Lol)
2. How would you describe yourself?中国话 - SHE ( haha~I'm a chines ^^)
3. What do you like in a guy/girl? 给未来的自己 -梁静茹 （do the decision in the future la)
4. How do you feel today? 缓慢 - 黄美珍 （I think today time will be very slow because waiting the only class on 4pm to 6pm TT）
5. What is your life's purpose?座右铭 - 品冠（my life purpose = my motto ==!!!)
6. What is your motto?富士山下- 陈奕迅（no meaning ><>
7. What do your friends think of you?Just when I needed You most -品冠 (They are there when I need help?^^Hope so ^^)
8. What do you think of your parents?梦醒时分- 梁静茹（no comment ==!!!)
9. What do you think about very often? 床边故事 - 张韶涵 (bedtime story? Excellent, if I can like the children in the movie^^)
10. What is 2+2?我可以— 蔡旻佑 (an easy job, I sure I can do it ^^)
11. What do you think of your best friends? 101 (best of the best, is the only one ^^)
12. What do you think of the person you like?李玖哲 - 不只是场梦 (he will better than what I dream)
13. What is your life?被动 - 阿桑 （a passive life?NO! I want be active )
14. What do you want to be when you grow up? All or nothing - O-town ( Do all I want or don't want to do anything =p)
15. What do you think of when you see the person you like? 单挑 - 林俊杰 (challange him?emm~ maybe I will do so ^^)
16. What will you dance to at your wedding? 口是心非 - 赖明伟( =.= no comment)
17. What will they play at your funeral? 第二个自己 - 杨丞琳（haha^^ having a new life after death?But not suitable for me)
18. What is your hobby/interest? 华人万岁 - 王力宏(not really is my interest or hoddy><)
19. What is your biggest fear? 情非得已- 哈林 （emm...maybe will hurt myself)
20. What is your biggest secret? 开不了口- 周杰伦 (see? cannot tell ^^)
21. What do you think of your friends? 爱你还爱你 - 卫兰 (yup, I love my friend so much)
22. What will you post this as? 有你真好 - 易桀齊

Most of them are good answers ^^ I like it ^^ funny post =)
Who want to be tag??^^just tell me =)

An 3M@iL J()k3 XD (read it to relax urself^^)

The love story of Ralph and Edna...

Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have. Ralph and Edna were both patients in a mental hospital. One day while they were walking past the hospital swimming pool. Ralph suddenly jumped into the deep end.

He sank to the bottom of the pool and stayed there.

Edna promptly jumped in to save him. She swam to the bottom and pulled him out. When the Head Nurse Director became aware of Edna's heroic act she immediately ordered her to be discharged from the hospital, as she now considered her to be mentally stable.

When she went to tell Edna the news she said, 'Edna, I have good news and bad news. The good news is you're being discharged, since you were able to rationally respond to a crisis by jumping in and saving the life of the person you love. I have concluded that your act displays sound mindedness.

The bad news is, Ralph hung himself in the bathroom with his bathrobe belt right after you saved him. I am so sorry, but he's dead.'

Edna replied, 'He didn't hang himself, I put him there to dry. How soon can I go home?'

Sc@RY NigHt T.T

Tonight was so hot after from the pasar malam. When we reach the room GS (Guang Shi) go open the window. Suddenly she screamed, omg is a LIZARD!!! YA!!! is STUPID & DISGUSTING LIZARD. The lizard was on the curtain. Then Phyllis say, i don't scare lizard want. Then she go kacau the lizard that on the curtain. That time i stand at somewhere nearby. The stupid lizard crawl very very very fast to my position and I also skip to other place faster.OMG, so scary ok. Then it crawl very fast to the wall and to a cupboard and hide there. The position of the lizard is just on top of my bed. That means if i lay down, the lizard will be on my head if it don't crawl carefully.

Owww a very scary and fish incident just because of the stupid lizard. That day, we went shopping at Klang Perade. When we pass through a place there was a fan got water vapour come out want(something like cooler) , then my itchy hand raise up to feel the water vapour lo. Suddenly I feel something dropped on me. Then i find it lo, OMG is a lizard. It fall on my body, really scary, I keep on scream and shake my hand and body. So many people is looking at me, really embarrass T.T

I hope it won't fall on me again.Thank God ><
By the way did a boy or a man scare lizard?Are you the one scare it?

BiG Gap >_<

Today time table having a big gap in between really a very big gap. Is around 6 hours. Doing nothing in the room. Luckily I stay at hostel, if not walk here and there I really cannot imagine. Walk here and there for so many time, sure can slim down. Erm~ is good for me =D

N3w S3M

Today is the first day back to UCSI. I having a worse timetable compare to last sem. Tuesday we need to wait for 5 hours like that to have another class, Friday is the worst. In the beginning we have no class but now, we having a class at 4pm to 6 pm. It is really very worst and sickening.

Today 8 am ,i having Moral studies class. As usual, introduce this and that, Then teacher want to memorise our face and name. Please never ever remember mine. In the first sem I was so "lucky", one lecturer remember my name after the second class. Haizz~erm, i don,t think this is good for me because i will be nervous when call by a lecturer and the most important is I can't answered his question. But every time before the class or the lecturer call me to answer the question, I sense it. The unlucky things is I don't know what the question will be ask. 70% I will sense it correctly before call by him.Haha^^weird right, I also don't know why. Anyway I won't think Moral Studies lecturer can remember my name^^

Then this morning Maxcy was very angry about the arrangement of the timetable. So we go student affair and make a complain. Actually I know it doesn't work but is ok for doing that. After that we having prob & stat at 10. Due to the first day, so no one is going to learn. Class dismiss at around 10.30 am. So ,Berry and pika plan to KTV. Yes is KTV. This week I going to save my money, they said want to go K, before the holiday I save money for K, but they can't go. Yer~ so bad la
Don't care I want to go K next time.

This sem I think I don't like the timetable only ^^ hope so ==!!!